Show Me Love

(Blaze's point of view)

I reached my hand over on the bed for Harry but all I felt was the sheets. I sat up and saw that Harry wasn't in the bed. I hopped off the bed as my bare feet padded down the stairs to see if Harry was there. I found no traces of him and decided to just go home.

I walked the short distance to my home and walked into the empty mansion. As usual Keith was in London. It doesn't bother me that he's always gone, it just gets lonely. I'm skipping Breakfast even though I really shouldn't. I really feel like doing something I haven't done in a long time...

I walked over to the beautiful sleek black piano that I saw the first time I got here. I haven't played in three years. I stopped playing after Charlie died when I was fourteen. After Charlie died I just kind of shut down. Nothing mattered anymore. I started to cut and at one point everything in the world just faded away.

Charlie was my best friend and brother. We told each other everything. He was my rock when I would break down because of my mom yelling at me. He was stronger than I'll ever be. I know there's a heaven because there's no way a soul like his could just go no where and disappear .

I positioned my hands on the piano while looking at my scars. "This ones for you Charlie." I whispered.

I began playing . Charlie and I wrote this right before he died. He never got to hear the finished version but I know he's listening from above and now he finally gets to hear it. I'm glad that I didn't forget any of the words or notes.

"The wound heals but it never does That's cause you at war with love You at war with love, These battle scars don't look like they're fading, Don't look like they're ever going away They ain't never gonna change these Battle..

Never let wound ruin me But I feel like ruin's ruin me Arrow holes they never close From cupid on a shooting spree Feelin stupid cos I know it ain't on you and me But when your tryin to beat the odds up And your trying to keep your nods up And you know that you should know And let it go but the fear of the unknown Another lovers song sends you back into the zone We know Tom Hanks to bring you home A lover not a fighter on the front line with a poem Tryin to write yourself a rifle Maybe shopping up a song to fight the tanks and drones that you bringin along

I wish I never looked, I wish I never touched I wish that I could stop loving you so much coz I'm the only one that's tryin to keep us together When all the signs say that I should forget her I wish you weren't the best, the best I ever had I wish that the good outweighed the bad coz It'll never be over till you tell me its over

These battle scars don't look like they're fading, don't look like they're ever goin away, they ain't never gonna change These battle scars don't look like they're fading, don't look like they're ever goin away they ain't never gonna change These battle...

Shouldn't have but you said it, It shouldn't have happened but you let it Now your down on the ground screamin medic The only thing that comes is the post-traumatic stress Shields body amour and vests Don't properly work That's why your in a locker full of hurt The enemy within and All the fires from your friends The best medicine is probably just to let her win

I wish I couldn't feel, I wish I couldn't love, I wish I could stop coz it hurts so much And I'm the only one that's trying to keep us together When all the signs say that I should forget her I wish you weren't the best, The best I ever had I wish that the good outweighed the bad, Coz it'll never be over, Until You say it's over,

These battle scars don't look like they're fading, Don't look look like they're ever goin away, They ain't never gonna change These battle scars don't look like they're fading, don't look like they're ever goin away, They ain't never gonna change these battle...

Cos you set me on fire, I've never felt so alive No hope and wounds heal but it never does That's because you're at war with love And I'm never gonna break it And it's impossible to shake it You hope the wound heals but it never does That's cause you at war with love Hope it heals but it never does That's cause you at war with love

These battle scars don't look like they're fading, don't look like thy're ever goin away, I ain't never gonna change These battle scars don't look like they're fading don't look like they're ever goin away, They ain't never gonna change, These battle scars don't look like they're fading don't look like they're ever goin away, I ain't never gonna change, These battle"

I finished the song after a tear slid down my cheek. "That was beautiful did you write it Babe?" I heard someone say behind me. I turned around and saw Harry's big emerald eyes looking at me.

"Yeah, My brother and I wrote it together just before he died." I said as a second tear rolled down my face. Don't cry Blaze your over this now...

"I'm sorry baby." Harry came over to me and hugged me. The warmth of his body spread to mine making me feel better all ready.

"It's okay. Where were you earlier?" I mumbled into Harry's chest.

"Had gang business to take care of. I didn't want to wake you so I just let you sleep."

"Do you always just walk into Keith's house like this?" I asked laughing.

"Pretty much." He replied casually. "Let's watch some movies in the theater room, yeah?" Harry offered.

"Okay." He led me to the theater room and we stayed cuddled up together watching movies. Days like these are my favorites. If only every day were as calm as today.

Notes

So guys, Whats the haps? Sorry I didn't update yesterday like I said I would. This chapter wouldn't have taken as long as it did if I hadn't of lost it the first time I wrote it. THANKS SO MUCH FOR 12.8K! Remember to keep voting and subscribing! It would Mean SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO much to me if you did!

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Link for actual song if you want to see how the lyrics line up with the music:Battle Scars

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