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Show Me Love

Chapter 1

England. Fucking England.

That's where my moms making me move. Why you ask? Cause she's a selfish bitch. I hate that she can control me! It's all because I'm not 18 yet. She can control me because she's my mom and I'm not an adult yet. Well you know what? Screw the world and everyone on it.

My dad just died for heavens sake and the first thing you do is get rid of me? Wow. Way to stoop low Veronica.

"Blaze! Are you listening? Lets go over this one more time. Your moving to England. There's a town there called Holmes Chapel, that's where you'll live. Your going to be staying with your uncle Keith. Your father was the only thing keeping us together. I think we both know that. Now that he's gone there's nothing for you here. You leave tomorrow." Wow my mom is the most bitchiest person I've ever met.

She raised me to be all neat and proper, but if she knew the thoughts that went through my mind, she would hate me. Oh wait she already does!

Then I did something I've never done. I swore out loud. "You know what? Screw you Veronica! I don't know how dad ever loved a bitch like you! I hate you! You lost the right for me to call you mom the day Charlie died! I have no respect for you whatsoever!" I screamed at Veronica.

I ran upstairs to my room and started packing as the tears ran down my face. I belong in Indiana. I belong in the United States not England, let alone Europe.

I cried more as the thought that both of the boys I had were dead and they both died because of the same reason. Cancer. I hated cancer. It killed my younger brother when he was 11 and killed my dad at the age of 47.

Goodbye Indiana. Goodbye house. Goodbye memories. Goodbye dad. And goodbye Charlie.






"Goodbye Blaze! I love you!" My mom called after me as I lugged my giant suitcases behind me. Awe how sweet she loves me! Yeah right. But I can't leave with saying goodbye right?

I turned around, put on my biggest smile and flashed the famous middle finger. I laughed as I turned around and boarded the plane feeling more accomplished. Alright, got that woman out of my life, what's next? OH YEAH MOVING TO ENGLAND.

I get to start over at a new school and be the new girl again! Yay! Just kidding this is going to be awful. I'm used to being the new girl since my dad moved around a lot for work but this is different. I'm going to be the new girl in a completely different country.

My mom got me tickets where I don't have to stop anywhere except to get fuel. I fly straight to England. Thank goodness for being rich. I also stole 70,000 dollars from Veronica's purse. What? It's not my fault we're rich and she carries a crap load of money on her. I'd make a good bad girl... But I'm a goody goody. Plus I'm too innocent.

"This is your captain speaking, we will be departing soon. Please turn off all electronic devices. Thank you." I heard from the speakers.

I pulled out my phone and turned it off. Well these next eight hours are going to be interesting...

5 sodas, 2 sandwiches, and 3 hours of sleep later I've finally landed in the London airport. I get off of the plane and scan the crowd around me. My uncles name is supposedly Keith Monroe. He's dads brother? I wonder why he never told me about him?

I looked down at my outfit making sure nothing was out of place. http://www.polyvore.com/fav_combo/set?id=107848355

I finally saw a tall man with black hair and piercing blue eyes holding a sign with the name Blaze Monroe written neatly on it. I walked over to the man cautiously. I've never met him before so I don't really trust him yet.

"H-hi I'm Blaze Monroe." I said shyly approaching the tall man. I'm really shy around strangers so it makes me stutter.

"Hi I'm your uncle Keith! It's nice to finally meet you! Would you like to get going?" He smiled warmly at me which relaxed me quite a bit.

"Yeah. We should get going." I replied. I followed behind him as he led me to an expensive looking black SUV. He put my suitcases in the trunk for me as I climbed Into the passenger seat.

Wait...what? The drivers side is on the right side. Well this is confusing. I climbed into the passengers seat before Keith came back hoping he didn't see my confusion. Thankfully he didn't.

He didn't try to talk to me in the car. I think he was trying to give me my space and I respected him a lot for that. He reached over to turn on the radio and counting stars by one republic started playing. I love this song so I started to sing along.

"Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
dreaming about the things that we could be
but baby I've been, I've been praying hard
said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars
yeah we'll be counting stars
....

I see this life like a swinging vine
swing my heart across the line
and my face is flashing signs
seek it out and you shall find

old, but I'm not that old
young, but I'm not that bold
I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told
I feel something so right doing the wrong thing
I feel something so wrong doing the right thing
I could lie, I couldn't, I lie
everything that kills me makes me feel alive."

Those last few lines always describe my life perfectly. That's one of the reasons I love this song.

"lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
dreaming about the things that we could be
but baby I've been, I've been praying hard
said no more counting dollars we'll be
counting stars

lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
dreaming about the things that we could be
but baby I've been, I've been praying hard
said no more counting dollars
we'll be, we'll be counting stars

I feel the love, and I feel it burn
down the river with every turn
hope is our four-letter word
make that money, watch it burn
old, but I'm not that old
young but I'm not that bold
I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told
I feel something so wrong doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie
every thing that drowns me, makes me wanna fly."
There they are again. The words that describe my life perfectly.

"lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
dreaming about the things that we could
be
but baby I've been, I've been praying hard
said no more counting dollars

we'll be counting stars

lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
dreaming about the things that we could be
be but baby I've been, I've been praying hard
said no more counting dollars we'll be, we'll be counting stars

take that money
watch it burn
sink in the
river
the lessons are learnt

take that money
watch it burn
sink in the river
the lessons are learnt

take that money
watch it burn
sink in the river
the lessons are learnt


take that money
watch it burn
sink in the river
the lessons are learnt


everything that kills me makes me feel alive

lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby I've been, I've been praying hard
said no more counting dollars
we'll be
counting stars

lately I've been
, I've been losing sleep
dreaming about the things that we could be
but baby I've , been I've been praying hard
said no more counting dollars we'll be, we'll be counting stars

take that money
watch it burn
sink in the river

the lessons are learnt

take that money
watch it burn
sink in the riiver
the lessons are learnt


take that money
watch it burn
sink in the river

the lessons are learnt."

As I finish singing along with the radio I'm out of breath. Wow I put a lot into that song.

"Blaze! Your an amazing singer!" Uncle Keith shouted.

I blushed a deep pink. I've never really sang in front of anybody before so this meant a lot to me. "Thanks." I smiled proud of myself.

We started to pull up into the driveway of a mansion. Woah.

"Welcome home Blaze." Uncle Keith beamed.

Notes

Hey guys! I'm kinda new to this website so im trying to figure everything out and I'm trying to figure of polyvore and stuff so just bear with me.

Anyways this is my third fan fic that I'm going to be writing so I'm pretty excited about that! ( my other two are on wattpad) but yeah I just came up with this idea a while ago and I wasn't going to start writing til after Christmas but its like five in the morning where I live so I basically stayed up all night writing this. Enough with my boring note.

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bye guyzzz :D

(A/N: this is me from the future, that sounds weird but what Evs. Ok just give this story a chance. It pretty much sucks for the first few chapters but I promise it gets wayyyy better. Thanks!)

Comments

pleasae update when you can...i miss this...

lilMissPayne lilMissPayne
3/6/14

Update soon! PLEASE :)♡

Nicolle1000 Nicolle1000
1/29/14

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1/24/14

New one

Denisems1D Denisems1D
1/24/14

New covers up! Which is better new or old?