Never In a Million Years (Zayn Malik)

I couldn't keep my mind off of him no matter how hard i tried.I should stop this,what ever THIS is, its wrong.this cant be more than a stupid crush,can it?
After i met everyone i couldn't keep going like that.my mind was a mess i needed to figure somethings out so when they were all in the living room i walked up to liyha and told her:
''liyha i have to be somewhere... so ill just go ''
liyha looked sad and curious at the same time and Zayn's gaze on me wasn't really helping me with lying.liyha asked:
''where are you going?''
i knew she know's that my family weren't home and i told my mom i wont be home so i needed to find another excuse and just said the next thing that plopped to my head:
''I'm going out with Matt''
I mentally face palmed myself.Really? Matt? now liyha wont leave me alone until i tell her everything.but i really couldnt keep up with the lying so i told her:
''and i'm already late so i really should get going,It was really nice meeting you all''
i was struggling with myself to not look at him:But i want to!NO YOU DONT,NOW JUST GET OUT OF HERE,not just a little ,NO.
great ,i have gone mentally mad.Im talking to myself.
then out of no where liyha said:
''but you have shopping bags and you don't have a car!you cant walk home like that!!"
''their not much,i can handle it''
Then Extraordinaire happened and zayn said:
"i actually wanted to look around the neighbor hood so i can give you a lift"
I was shocked i'm doing this to get AWAY from HIM.not get STUCK in the same car with HIM.i said:
''NO!..... I mean ...... i don't want to bother you or anything..."
but i got cut off by Miss Malik saying:
'' your not any bother!your just like family to us!now liyha go help her get her stuff and put them in my car,zayn my car keys are in my bag ill go get them so you can go get ready if you want."
"ok Mom"
then before i could protest a little more Liyha grabbed my hand and took me upstairs to her room and shut the door then turned to me with a hard gaze and said:
"do you mind telling me WHATS GOING ON?"
i was shocked,I mean i didn't think it was that obvious... she continued :
"you told me you don't like Matt and your going on a date with him, all of a sudden!!??"
i couldn't help but breath a sigh of relief . so at least i'm not that obvious.
"liyha i'm not going on a date with matt or anyone i just need to get somethings off my mind so i was looking for a good reason to go home and relax! ill talk to you later about it but right now i'm just exhausted so plz help me get my stuff in to the car?"
she eyed me for a couple of seconds but said:
''ok...."
after we got everything to the car i hugged liyha and got in to the car. zayn was already in the car.
Well This is going to be fun.......

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