Never In a Million Years (Zayn Malik)

I woke up feeling 2 arms wrapped tightly around my waist,i looked up to see zayn sleeping with his mouth slightly ajar,it was a real cute sight.
he looked so vulnerable,unlike when he was awake and mad at me.he actually looked like the 19-20 year old he should be.i studied his features a while until he said:
"your staring"
"what?"
he opened his eyes slightly and said:
"stop staring"
"i'm gazing"
"it's creepy"
"it's supposed to be romantic"
he looked at me for another second and then grabbed one of the pillows and hid his face beneath it.i laughed and told him:
"Hey!"
he grunted from under the pillow which made me laugh more,i tried grabbing the pillow but he was faster than me and he flipped us around i laughed more.he also smiled at me.i then had an idea.i asked him with the most innocent look i could think of:
"Zayn?"
"yeah?"
"are you in any way,...i don't know.....maybe...ticklish?"
his eyes widened and he said:
"no?"
it sounded more like a question and it was all the proof i needed to know he is ticklish.i smirked at him and before i could even move my hand he pinned them above my head saying:
"don't even think about it!"
"about what?!"
"i know you were going to tickle me!not happening!"
"okay!! now get off of me!"
"why?i like this position very much thank you"
i blushed and looked away from him suddenly very shy,and also i remembered i'm only wearing a shirt so i pushed him off of myself not so gently and cleared my throat.he chuckled and i told him:
"well,we should probably get back,Liyha must be freaking out by now"
"i texted her when you were sleep,i told her your spending the day with me and asked her to tell to your mother and your friends."
"what?"
"well,i thought since your 18 now and we never even had a proper first date we could you know....go out."
"oh..."
"i was thinking we could....start over,i know what i told you was really awful and i was a dumb person for believing those thing's,i'm sorry and i really like spending time with you,so do you think we can...try?"
is he actually apologizing?
"are you saying your sorry?"
"well,yeah..."
"then i think we can try"
i don't know what the hell is wrong with me,i shouldn't even be in his apartment after those thing's he told me.i should've ran away last night.i should get away from him.but i can't.i like him.more than i probably should.i know nothing good can come out of dating a celebrity.their always traveling.their always away.and the chance's of them not being faithful is a lot since every girl is practically throwing themselves at them.
but i just cant....
i want to be with zayn.
i want to at least try.
"really?"
"yeah why not?every one deserves a second chance in my opinion.but that doesn't mean i believe in third ones."
"you won't need to."
i smiled at him and said:
"good"
i then looked at myself and told him:
"but i can't come out looking like this,and i don't have anything to wear except Liyha's dress"
"then i guess we'll head for the mall first.but i need to call simon and tell him first and make sure we won't be harassed by paparazzi,and i guess you have to wear Liyha's dress first until we get you some clothes."
"can i shower first?"
"yeah sure but then you need to change your bandages again.when your done call me to give them to you"
"ok,thank you"
"no problem"
i picked up Liyha's dress and went in to the bathroom.i took zayn's shirt off and folded it neatly next to the door.i turned on the shower and waited for it to get warm,then i took off my underwear and bra then i sat down on the toilet to get my bandages off.it sting a little and burned but not much.and my cuts weren't that bad,they were going to take probably a few months to heal completely.after i was done i walked in to the shower.
i couldn't help but moan when the water hit my body.i needed this .a lot.
i wanted to stay here for a lot more but i didn't want to keep zayn waiting.so i stepped out probably after 10 minutes or so.
i looked around to see if there was any towel's to clean myself with,but i didn't find any.i should probably ask zayn.
i opened the door slightly only for air to get through due to my nudeness and called:
"Zayn?"
nothing. i opened the door a little wider and called again:
"Zayn?"
"i'm coming, one second,i'm on the phone"
i closed the door and went in front of the mirror.i cleaned the mirror with the back of my hand from the steam and looked at myself.i looked a lot better than i did before i got a shower.
i can't believe i'm gonna go out on my first date with zayn.i can't help but get nervous and i know it's dumb because it's not the first time we spend quality time together but hey,it's the first date.
i was still thinking about the day we have a head ourselves when i heard the door open with zayn's voice following:
"Sorry i was talking to simon here's your....OH!"
i turned around and i couldn't move.Zayn was standing there with some bandages in his hands with his eyes widened and mouth open while i was standing in front of him naked and still wet from the shower.looking shocked out of my mind and frozen.
thankfully zayn looked away saying:
"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry i'll be out side"
with that he left and closed the door.
i still couldn't move.
oh my god.

Notes

sorry short.
but i have a lot to do with school work and i have a concert coming up which is kind of important to me and i have practice every day.believe it or not i counted the hours and found out i had 17 hours of practice in 2 days so ...yeah i'm dead.
if you comment fast i'll update fast.
and thank you for the support and kind words they mean so much to me.
Love
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Anoosha
oh and yeah,i got the idea from the first part from the vampire diaries