Never In a Million Years (Zayn Malik)

we walked toward's the kitchen and i saw Liam,Louis,Harry,Niall plus this guy who looked really familiar with another woman sitting around the kitchen table.Liyha was standing next to the guy or should i say man,looking at a laptop screen.she looked nervous.every one's eye were on us.and i swear i saw the guy looking me up and down.zayn greeted:
"simon"
"zayn"
then it clicked for me.this is Simon Cowell!how could i not remember him!!he said:
"so,you know i hate beating around the bush so i get down to it right away zayn,what the hell were you thinking?!"
zayn said:
"what are you talking about?"
"what am i-what am i talking about!?maybe you need a reminder!"
he turned the laptop around and my jaw dropped.but how?no one was around!there was a bunch of pictures of zayn punching Matt,us kissing,hugging,holding hands...from everything that happened!
to say i was shocked was an understatement.i just couldn't figure out how!?we were in the school grounds after school and no one knew zayn was going to be there!and something else that made me even more shocked was that Zayn didn't even look like he minded the pictures?
simon said:
"well?"
"well what?"
"well,explain to me what the hell were you thinking!why the hell were you punching that guy!and why the hell were you snugging her!"
"simon with all due respect i don't have to explain anything to you,my private life doesn't concern you"
simon looked shocked that zayn came back at him,hell everyone were looking at zayn like he was crazy.simon said:
"it bloody does when it concern's the band!"
"if it means so much to you then ok i will tell you!it was all a misunderstanding!you can ask the guy,Matt,if you want he'll tell you himself,and the reason i was kissing her is because i'm in a relationship with her.is there a problem. with that?"
"oh a misunderstanding!i get it now!you hear that,it was a misunderstanding!all of our problem's are solved now!"
"simon can you please not make a big deal out of this!"
" how can i not!your lucky i got the pictures before they got to the paps!i can see the title of the next magazine:"Zayn Malik went rogue by punching a high school student!" or "Zayn Malik breaking the rules by Dating under age Teenager!"
all of a sudden All of simon's attention was on me and i felt like a 6 year old kid who was being punished for something she shouldn't have done.he said:
"how old are you?"
"17 but i'm turning 18 next week"
"what's your name?"
"Annabelle"
"full name?!"
"Annabelle King"
"where are you from?"
zayn stopped me from answering:
"what is this?20 question's!i'm dating her so what!?get over it!"
Liam said:
"Zayn let Simon have his talk with her.you know all of our girlfriend's had the same situation.just,why won't we all go to another room and leave simon and Annabelle so simon can ask her all of his question's,you know he has too,it's for management"
"there's no way i'm leaving her alone.."
i grabbed his hand and told him:
"it's ok,it's a couple of question's,nothing serious"
zayn looked at me deciding whether or not he should leave,i looked at liyha for help and she came and grabbed zayn hand and said:
"come on zayn,we're in the next room annabelle,come get us when your done"
after that everyone including the lady went out of the room.leaving me and simon.wow he's scary.i sat down on where Liam was seating last and looked at simon only to see he was staring at me like i was a hard question or something.i felt myself blush and found myself not being able to look at him anymore,he said:
"where are you from?"
ok Annabelle get a grip.it's just some question's.i found some confidence in me and looked him in the eye and told him:
"I was born in Los angeles."
"and may i ask what does your family do?"
"both of my parent's are in the same type of work,it's actually how they met.although their both in a sole proprietorship.my father is in Real states business's and my mother is in financial business's.My brother is 21 and he's starting a real state business himself with my father's help.but My brother and my father are in a partnership."
he looked kinda surprised.i guess he didn't expect me to say i was in a well payed family.
"well that's good,may i ask why are you with zayn"
"truthfully,i don't even know myself,it kinda just happened,i liked him he liked me and we ended up together."
"simple as that?"
"simple as that"
"are you a fan?"
"of the band?"
"no me,of course from the band"
"actually i didn't know them until i met Liyha"
"liyha as in Waliyha,Zayn's sister"
"yeah we're kinda Best friend's"
"so that's how you and zayn met"
"yeah"
"what about your self,"
"what about me"
"what do you do,what are you planning to become?"
"well,i'm a student right now,but i'm planning on becoming a Psychiatrist,or i will study Business just like my other family member's.although i had other offer's like modeling and acting,but i'm not really comfortable with those kind of thing's"
"impressive"
i smiled at him.well this is going good.
"you told me your turning 18 soon?"
"yes"
"that means your age difference between zayn and yourself is 2 years"
i nodded again.
"have you thought of everything that will happen to you after you come out to the world?"
"i'm sorry?"
"the hate,the paps,the fan's,the jealousy,not being able to see him,feeling alone,feeling like he forgot you the list goes on and on and on love."
no i haven't,i never even thought if me and zayn are going to be something,much less of what will happen if i come out to the world,like simon is putting it.
can i handle the hate?,not being able to have a private life,i'm not gonna deny simon cause i know there is going to be time's where i'm gonna get jealous,i know zayn is going to be gone for a long time a lot i know that because liyha told me,i will feel alone,there is a chance that i will think he forgot about me,and more.
am i ready?am i able to handle all of that?can i handle all of that?
simon said:
"well?"
but this is zayn,he showed me he cares for me in more than one situation,he told me he like's me more than a friend and i'm 100% sure that i like him more than a friend.
there's no way i'm letting him go without trying.it won't be fair.not to zayn,no to me.
i looked at simon with determination and told him:
"i have,and there's no way in hell i'm giving up with out trying with him"

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