Never In a Million Years (Zayn Malik)

i was expecting anything you can imagine anything yelling at me ,slapping me ,breaking my stuff,insulting me even punching me.but this i didn't expect.
after he turned around towards me,he walked up to me and pushed me against the wall while kissing me.
ok zayn is hard to figure out.one minute his yelling at me and now he's kissing me!i don't know what to think.
after a while he actually figured out that maybe i need air so he backed away only an inch.i looked in to his eyes.they were beautiful.i know how it sound's like but...they are beautiful.i asked him:
"your not mad anymore?"
he huffed and said:
"i'm beyond mad Anna,i'm furious"
i looked at him puzzled and asked him:
"then why did you just kiss me?"
"i wanted to.and since your mine i can so i did"
"i'm yours?!when did i became yours?!!"
he looked at my eyes then at my lips then said:
"since now"
then he kissed me again but with much more force.but shorter.after he let go he grabbed my hand and said:
"you have some explaining to do"
then he started walking towards the living room.he sat down and patted the space next tom him.i sat down and he looked at me and said:
"well?"
is it me or did zayn become a lot more calmer after he kissed me?do i have that affection in him?no what are you thinking Annabelle?of course not!
i cleared my throat and told him:
"Me and Ryan went to the movies"
i noticed how he stiffened with the mention of Ryan's name
"but we got thrown out because of ..."
"because of?"
"because i pushed popcorn down Ryan's shirt"
he looked at me like i had 2 heads and said:
"why the hell did you do that for?"
"i had this crazy idea and i did it!you can't judge me!he poured all of his cold water on me after wards AND tickled me!"
i shook my head and continued:
"after we got thrown out of the theatre we messed around with each other in the parking lot"
i noticed how he reacted to my sentence and i realized what i just said so i told him:
"oh my god!not like that!!how low do you think of me!!i mean we like tickled each other and teased each other"
he visibly relaxed after my explanation i continued with a slight blush on my cheek's:
"then we both told each other that we don't want to be anything more than friend's and decided we should be friend's nothing more,since there are other people in both of our lives"
he looked really happy with the first part of my saying's but he looked ....sad? with the second part.he told me:
"so there's someone else?"
i laughed at his reaction.he had no idea that he's the person in my life!i decided to tease him a little so i said:
"yeah,i kinda liked him since i met him"
"how is he?"
"well his one of my friend's brother.he's a really good looking guy.he has the most beautiful hazel eyes i've ever seen.and he's the first person i ever kissed more than a peck.he cares for me and he saved my life today and took a punch for me"
realization hit him and he looked at me with a big smile.then suddenly everything came back to me i jumped making him jump a little while saying:
"oh my god!why am i so dumb!are you ok!? you were just punched!let me see!do you need ice?!of course you do!i'm so stupid!!wait here!don't move"
i ran to the kitchen and got a bag of peas out from the freezer.when i close the door he was standing behind it so i let out a smile scream.i hit him with the bag of beans and told him:
"jesus christ zayn!you scared the crap out of me!don't you know when someone says don't move it means stay where you are!ok sit"
he looked amused with me but complied and sat on one of the stools.
i blushed slightly with my next words:
"ehm...can you take off your shirt...to you know,put these on the place you were hit"
"if you wan't me to take of my shirt off you just have to say sweetheart"
i rolled my eyes at him and he stood up to take of his jacket and his shirt.i gasped when i saw his stomach.there was a bruise on his abdomen nothing serious but it was red.he saw my concern and said:
"it's nothing,they hit like girls any way"
i looked at him and asked him:
"so you think girl's can't beat you?"
"oh no love,believe me i know girl's can be rough when they want to.i know by experience since every time i go out some of them attack me"
i giggled picturing zayn being squashed by some of his fans.i tried not to stare at his bare chest but only at his bruise.i put the bag of peas on his bruise.he hissed slightly.
"sorry"
"you didn't tell me how you ended up with those guys"
"where was i?"
"you told me that you like me and you think i'm handsome and i have the most beautiful eyes you've ever seen"
he had a cheeky smile on so i rolled my eyes again and said:
"so Ryan had this call saying his brother was having a panic attack,so i told him to leave me.he insisted on staying but i told him to go get to his little brother"
"why?!are you crazy Anna!that doesn't give you a reason why you didn't call me or someone else to pick you up!!"
"for your information after i saw them following me i ran to the store and called you but you didn't answer me zayn"
he looked away.wait a second.he's been yelling at me for not trying to call him or anyone else to pick me up.but i did!he didn't answer me!
"i did call you!you didn't answer me!you've been yelling at me for the last hour about how i should've called you!but i did,you didn't answer me.why didn't you answer me?"
he still didn't answer me.
"zayn why didn't you answer my calls?"
he looked at me again right through my eyes.i felt like he could see my soul right now.he answered:
"because i couldn't bare the thought of you being with someone else,i was jealous and i didn't want to see you.because i knew if i did i would do something stupid"
"something stupid like what?"
he grabbed the peas out of my hand ,picked me up,put me on the counter while standing between my legs and said:
"something stupid like this"
then he kissed me.

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