
Feeling Safe With Danger
Chapter 49
Harry rushed over and grabbed Lane immediately.
I stood frozen, knowing this wasn't going to end well.
"What the fuck do you think you are doing you little prick?" Harry growled quietly.
"She needs to know."
"You aren't telling her shit." Harry's fist crashed into Lane's jaw. I was immediately reminded of the time Harry beat Lane up terribly when he found us ready to hook up.
Harry picked Lane up and threw him onto the floor. Lane let out a groan.
Lane lay on the floor still, Harry hovered over him, ready to throw a blow.
"Tell her, Harry! She deserves to know!" Lane's voice was strained from the pain he was feeling.
"Shut the fuck up you prick!!!"
What is it that Lane was talking about?
Harry began punching relentlessly into Lane.
"Harry!" I cried. Weirdly, we had managed to go unnoticed since there wasn't many people in the store. "Harry! Stop! Stop this right now!"
I began to cry. Harry heard my sniffle and immediately stopped.
He walked over to me, his bloody hand grabbed my wrist and tugged me out of the store.
As Harry drove, I looked him, my eyes landing on his tightly clenched jaw.
"He was touching you." Harry said disdainfully.
"I..."
"I can't believe he had his hands on you!" Harry's voice boomed throughout the car.
"Harry, please..." I began to sniffle again.
He let out a sigh.
"I'm sorry, babe. I just can't stand him."
I nodded. "I understand. Can we just not talk about it?"
Harry let out another sigh, a much deeper one. "For now."
I didn't protest, content with that answer for the moment.
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Harry walked me into his bedroom after he washed his hands off in the sink.
I stared at him as he fumbled through his dresser, looking for a change of clothes. He pulled his shirt off.
Without thinking, I walked up to him and placed my hands on his warm back. He stopped shuffling through his clothes. He turned around and looked at me. A deep scowl was set on his face. My fingers reached up to the crease on his forehead and lightly pressed on it back and forth. Eventually, the muscles in his face relaxed.
"Harry." I breathed.
His arm wrapped around my waist as he planted his lips to mine.
"Vana...I..." He looked so confused, so bewildered.
"Harry, what is it?" Somehow, I knew it was coming. My heartbeat picked up.
His eyes widened, his cheeks flushed.
"I love you, Vana. I love you so much." He said breathlessly.
I could feel the tears form in my eyes. He stood there with his arm around me, waiting for my response.
I loved him too. I loved him so much.
"Then show me." I courageously said. His eyes widened even more.
"Are you sure?" He leaned in, allowing his scent to fill my nose.
"Harry, make love to me." I whispered as I stared into his beautiful green eyes.
He picked me up by my thighs, encouraging my legs to wrap around my waist. I complied willingly.
He walked us over to the bed and set me down gently. He pulled off my shirt. His body hovered over mine and he peppered kisses along my collar bone. He pulled of my pants, his fingers trailing up my thighs. I squirmed, aching for his touch.
He swiftly took off his pants and boxers, his thick length coming into view. His hand grasped around himself as he began to pump.
His fingers hooked onto my panties, pulling them off gently. He licked my inner thighs, slowly torturing me.
"Harry...please." I begged.
"You're so beautiful." He said staring at my wet center.
His tongue lapped around me. I let out a moan. His finger gently applying pressure.
His face came up and his lips were now an inch away from mine.
"Tell me that you love me." He demanded softly. His eyes pleaded, unsure if I returned his love.
I opened my mouth, ready to tell him, when something hit me. Instead of the words he had hoped for, I said something else.
"What was it that Lane was talking about at the store?"
"W-what?" Harry stammered his eyes flashed with anger.
"Lane...he kept saying I deserved to know. What is it?"
"I don't know what he was talking about..."
"Clearly you did because you told him to shut up about it...quite forcefully too."
"Vana, let's not do this right now. You are ruining the moment." His words caused my heart to ache.
"Excuse me? I know you're hiding something! Harry, you need to tell me..."
"I can't." His eyes refused to meet mine.
"So, you are hiding something." His silence confirmed my suspicion. "Tell me, please."
"No, it's not for you to know. You don't need to know!" He let out a groan of frustration.
"If you love me, you'll tell me!"
"Vana, don't do this!" He yelled.
I scurried off the bed and retrieved the clothes I was wearing, I put them back on and threw Harry his boxers.
I began to feel so much shame. How could he be hiding something else from me? What was so important that he couldn't tell me? What was so bad that he was afraid to tell me? Thoughts of a pregnant Georgia ran through my mind.
"Vana...I...."
"Harry. Tell me now or I'm going back to Lola's."
"No! Vana, don't go back! I need you here with me."
"Tell me. Tell me what you're hiding from me."
"Tell me you love me and that you won't leave me if I do."
"I can't promise you that. You need to tell me first."
He sighed and patted the bed, gesturing for me to sit by him.
Once situated, he let out a sigh.
He looked at me, tears forming in his eyes.
"It all goes back to the end of June. June 29th to be exact." I looked at him curiously. That's the same date Caleb passed away.
Oh, the irony.
*Flashback/Harry's POV/Telling the Story*
"Harry! Sweet ride!", Ben said.
I looked at my new car that we were approaching. A black SUV.
As I got into the driver's seat, Ben looked over at me.
"Are you sure we should drive this to the club? We're both drinking. I think we should just get a taxi so we don't have to worry about doing something fucked up."
"Nah, man. I just got this car today. Dammit, I'm using it." I revved then engine and drove off to the club.
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"Get in the car man!" I laughed as Ben came stumbling out of the club.
"Seriously, this car is sick." Ben said as he leaned against the driver's door.
"I know. Think of how many women I can bang in the back." We both let out a laugh.
"Hey, mind if I drive?" Ben gave me a drunken smile, his eyes red.
"You're drunk, Ben. So, am I. We can't drive for shit." I tried telling him.
"Aw, c'mon man. Let's go to that one bar by the park. There are so many hot women there, just think of the possibilities!"
I thought for a moment, but not well as I had a shitload to drink.
"Alright. Let's go." I handed him the keys and eagerly climbed into the passenger seat of my car.
We ended up passing through red lights. We didn't stop for stop signs.
We approached an intersection. It was completely dark out, and we were drunk out of our minds. We needed to stop, but we didn't.
We sped through it. I heard the screeching of brakes and a loud crash. All of a sudden, we were spinning in the car.
*End of flashback*
"What happened..was..." Tears were now streaming down Harry's face.
"Harry?" I touched his cheek, my thumb removing some of the fallen tears. He breathed for a moment, taking in my comfort. His hands grabbed both my wrists as he prepared to finish.
"Ben...he didn't stop at the intersection. So, someone ended up t-boning us, but it was Ben's fault. It was our fault. The guy in the other car...he died, because of us, because of our stupid drunken mistake."
My eyes widened with realization.
"Don't tell me....oh my god, Harry, no...it can't be. You didn't....you couldn't."
"Vana, I didn't know it was him until Lane called me up a few days ago and threw it in my face! I swear, I didn't know!!!"
"How could you? You...you're a monster!" My voice began to rise as my vision went fuzzy.
"Vana, I'm so sorry! If, if I could take it back I would! I have regretted it everyday since, and if I had known it was him, I would've told you sooner! Vana, I love you! Don't forget that!"
"You KILLED HIM! YOU KILLED HIM, HARRY! YOU KILLED MY BEST FRIEND!"
Tears were spilling out my eyes as I fell to my knees on the floor. "Oh my god, Caleb!" I cried out, guilt rising in me as I realized I had fallen in love with one of the men involved in Caleb's death.
"Vana, I'm so sorry! But I wasn't driving, Ben was! I know I could have stopped him, I know that, but I didn't kill me, not intentionally...I love you! Please, forgive me! I need you to forgive me. I love you. Don't you love me?!"
I looked straight ahead only to be met by panicked green eyes, surrounded by red. He had dropped to his knees in front of me, trying to coax me back into his love.
"I don't love you! How could I love a monster like you!??!" I screamed as I stood up. Harry's face looked up at me.
Never in my life had I seen someone so broken as Harry looked at this moment.
The sheer horror on his face was enough to drive anyone crazy. I began to feel guilty until a pang of pain shot through my body, reminding me of Caleb's death.
"I hate you, Harry Styles. I hate you more than Caleb's death." I said coldly.
I ran out of his room, leaving Harry on his knees. Before I reached the front door, I heard his sobs echo throughout the house.
I almost turned back.
Almost.
Caleb.
I had to remember Caleb.
"I love you, Vana! Always." He cried out as I ran out of the house.
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Notes
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4/28/15