Feeling Safe With Danger

Harry's POV

"Georgia! Dammit! Open this door!"

The door swiftly opened to Zayn standing in the doorway.

"You shouldn't be here." He said grimly.

"Don't tell me what the fuck to do!" I barked him.

"Harry?" Georgia's voice could be heard.

"Georgia, we need to talk! Now."

She appeared in the doorway, her face was redder than normal. She looked at me with her green eyes, tinged by red.

She had been crying.

"Zayn, could you give us a minute?"

"No. I'm not leaving you alone with her. You can't control yourself..." His eyes were hooded as they narrowed at me.

"Fuck you." I spat. I can't believe I used to be friends with this motherfucking twat.

"Stop! Zayn, please just give us a minute. Nothing will happen, okay?" Georgia sounded like she didn't even believe her own words.

Zayn hesitated, but finally he walked away sighing. I knew he didn't want to leave me alone with Georgia, he always had a thing for her, and was always jealous of me when I was with Georgia.
She always put a strain on my friendship with Zayn.

"What do you want?" She turned to me and crossed her arms. Obviously, she was trying to intimidate me but it wasn't working.

"What did you tell Vana?" I stepped forward. My body was only inches away from hers.

"I told her, I told her I was pregnant! I swear that's it..." She whispered intensely.

"You didn't tell her about, ya know, us?" Georgia's face relaxed and stepped forward, decreasing the already small distance between us.

"I love you." She rushed her words.
Her arms quickly wrapped around me and her lips came crashing to mine.




Vana's POV


I can't believe myself. Here I am sitting alone in Lola's room, while I cry about whether I just killed a baby or not.
I couldn't live with myself if that happened. How could I go on knowing I took away an innocent life?


How can Harry live with himself? How could he do this? I don't know if he cheated or not, but he lied to me. He blatantly lied to me. He got one of my friend's pregnant and he didn't even bother to tell me!

I keep beating myself up over him. He's not the hero I hoped he would be, he's the villian I knew he always was.
I sincerely thought that he would stay faithful to me or be honest with me. The story he told me explaining everything really persuaded me to believe that, but here I am hoping that I didn't kill his unborn baby that is mothered by one of my best friends.

I'm in utter shock and disgust, a revolting mixture. I feel sick to my stomach and I don't know where to go from here. There's no way I'm going home. My parents are so disappointed in me that I'm not sure they will let me move back in, and I can't face anymore heartache.
And even if they let me back in that doesn't take away the fact that my own father hit me, he hit me.
A new wave of tears came crashing out of my eyes. What the hell happened to my life?

I heard the phone ring.

"Who is this?" I heard Lola say to herself before she answers.

"Hello? Who..oh my god, you're Harry? Is Vana here? What the hell? How does that concern you in anyway?" I can hear a beep as Lola hung up the phone.

Lola's footsteps made their way back into her room where I am sitting.

"Harry was on the phone." Her face is bright red.

"I know, I heard."

"He wanted to know if you were here, but I didn't tell him."

"Whatever. It's not like he even knows where you live." I get up and start getting changed into some pajamas. "I'm gonna head to bed now." She nods her head before laying down on her bed.

After I'm finished, I walk into her living room and lay on her couch before I softly cry myself to sleep.


*Crash*

I shot up on the couch. What the heck was that?!
I look towards the television set and see a dark shadow stalking towards me. My mouth becomes dry and my heart rate speeds up.
I can't think straight enough to move or hide or get ready to fight, all I know is someone just broke into Lola's house and is making his way towards me.

A warm hand clamps over my mouth before I can scream.

"Vana, it's me." The raspy voice says as he slowly removes his hand from my trembling lips.

"What the heck!? What are you doing here?!" He tries to wrap his arm around me but I push him away.

"I came to talk to you. To explain." He gritted.

"I don't need you to explain. You got my friend pregnant. That's all I need to know." Actually it wasn't all I needed to know, I needed to know when he got her pregnant, whether he cheated on me or not, but I'm so angry I can't stand to even hear his voice.

"No, I didn't." He said harshly.

"What?" He has to be lying.

"I didn't get Georgia pregnant!" He repeats again, I can clearly hear the frustration in his voice.

"I don't understand. How'd she know? How'd she know about the rose tattoo? And the butterfly tattoo?"

"Huh?" He sounds utterly confused. He's a good actor.

"Georgia! She talked about your butterfly tattoo, how would she know you had that unless she's seen you with your shirt off?" I snap as I pause for his reaction. He looks down at his lap. Right now I'm seated criss-cross on the couch facing him. His torso is turned to face me as his thigh barely touches mine. "And the rose tattoo! She knows about the rose tattoo, you got that recently....So did you sleep with her?" I'm trying not to sound hurt but it's not working.

"No! I mean, yes, but no, not recently!" He places his head in between his hands and moves it back and forth. He really looks frustrated. His curls are an unruly mess, he's obviously been running his hands through it all day.

"You did sleep with her?" When he finally admitted it, it felt much worse than it already did. I wonder what his definition of recently is.
"Just let me explain!!" He snapped. Harry shook his head and looked up at me. Even in the dark of the room, I can see the green in his eyes.

"Georgia and I, we have history." He admits.

"I thought I was your first girlfriend?"

"You are."

"I don't under-

"We were fuck buddies." My stomach twists in disgust. I can only manage to reply with "Oh."

"I didn't care about her, but whenever I didn't have the energy to pull moves on a new girl, I would call Georgia up. I didn't know you two were friends at the time."

"When was this?" I ask quietly.

"About five or six months ago." That's more recent than I had hoped. "Anyway, I ended it two months ago, completely."

"Why?"

"She told me she loved me."

"WHAT!?" I don't care if Lola is trying to sleep, Harry's words infuriated me. I hated Georgia even more than I thought possible.

"I didn't feel the same way, obviously there was someone else in my life, even if they didn't give a shit about me." He gestured to me as I bit down on my lip.

For a moment, just a moment, I forgot that Georgia was pregnant. How was he supposed to explain that.

"But I know you two have seen each other recently! She's pregnant as well!" I yelled at him. I wonder why Lola hasn't come out yet....

"Yeah, she came over a few days ago to tell me something!"

"Tell you what?!" I stand up and ball my fists

"That I'm not the father!!!" He mirrors my actions. His voice causes me to cower about. When he sees my reaction his demeanor softens. "She came to me after I went out on that first date with you. She said she was pregnant and she thought that I was the dad. I told her it wasn't possible, that I was never going to be a dad. I never want a child, ever."

Again, my stomach twists. He never wants a kid? I mean, I get not wanting a kid now, but not even down the road?
I looked down at the floor, hoping he doesn't notice my disappointment.

"She insisted and insisted since I was the last guy she slept with. I knew I wasn't the dad, I thoroughly check every condom I use after I sleep with a girl to make sure it didn't break. I can't stand the thought of having to be a father, too restraining."

I think I'm gonna puke.

"I told her to go to the doctor, to figure out the details like how far the baby was along. I was positive she was just trying to trap my like some psychotic bitter bitch."

My breathing was shaky. I still couldn't get over the fact that he never wanted to have a kid.

"She wouldn't do it, she insisted and insisted. She wouldn't leave me alone, it was getting tiring! I didn't want to tell you cause of how you would react."

I nodded slowly.

"She saw me a few days ago to tell me that she isn't two months along, that she is three months. Meaning, the baby daddy is someone else. We didn't sleep together around the time she conceived, according to the doctor. I know that cause I was away doing business with Andrew for a period of time during the baby's conception. It turns out that the baby's father is Zayn. That's what she came to tell me..." His voice trailed off. He looked down at his hands, refusing to make eye contact with me. My instinct told me he was hiding something else.

"Harry, if you're hiding anything from me, right now would be the time to come clean."

"I saw her today. I went to her house."

"What? When?"

"Just before I came here. She gave me the address to this place, but not before she...."

"She what?" I stepped forward, gritting my teeth.

"She told me she loves me and then she kissed me....."

Notes

I wish this could have been written better but I don't have time today. I hope you guys are happy with it though :)
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