Feeling Safe With Danger

I looked at Harry's face, I could see he was bracing himself for the bad news.

"No, we didn't do anything. That farthest we got was a kiss." He looked a little relieved at my words but after a few seconds his muscles tensed up again.

"But you wanted to sleep with him!" I didn't want to sleep with him. It may have looked like it, but I wasn't ready to have sex, not even with Harry. I didn't know how to explain myself. I felt so guilty especially after hearing Harry's explanation for his behavior the other night. Everything was starting to make more sense. The pieces of the puzzle were coming together. Yet the puzzle still wasn't complete.

"I didn't want to sleep with him."

"I saw you!" I could see the sweat forming on Harry's forehead.

"Oh, so you can read my brain?" I was mad and I know I don't exactly have the right to be mad in this situation, but I really didn't want to sleep with Lane. It angered me that Harry actually thought that.
But maybe I was more angry at myself for almost letting myself be so stupid with Lane...

"You were on his bed in your fucking bra in his damn boxers! You were all over each other!" His voice was loud as it rang throughout the room.

"I...."

"Oh? Let's hear your next excuse, try me, Vana! Fucking try me!"

I didn't want to tell him, because I knew the truth would hurt him even more than he was already. But my anger over willed my better judgement.

"I wanted to move on from you, I wanted to forget about you!" Harry's face paled. He just stared at me, his face was completely emotionless. "But Harry, I don't want to move on from you anymore." His face twisted in disgust as I closed in on the space between us.

"Take off your clothes."

"What?"

"I said take off your clothes." His voice was low, making it sound as raspy as every. I didn't want to argue.

"I'm not sleeping with you." I could feel my heartbeat in my throat. I wanted to be with Harry but I when I said I wasn't ready I meant it.

"I said take off your damn clothes!" His words were incredibly harsh, piercing my ears. I could see his chest rising and falling as his face turned red, the veins in his neck protruding. He was losing patience, and I was losing courage. I decided to comply to his demand.

Notes

Sorry for the short chapter but I wanted to make sure the next scene wasn't rushed.

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