
Unrequited love
Chapter 3
HARRY'S P.O.V
What? The? Actual? Fuck?
Did she just day she was in love with me? Could she be anymore naive?
Love doesn't even exist anymore. It's all just sex, lust and joy. I mean, who says that they're in love. Like I said before, love is just actually sex, lust and joy. Nothing more, Nothing less.
It's basically a pass time in my life. I use girls. Just to get a good shag, once in a while. But Sam, she is wild. She is a tigress in bed, always wanting dominance. I mean, she's there for me whenever I need to get laid, so I just asked her out to just have sex 24/7. There's nothing wrong with that.
I've never ever believed in love. People always say that love is real and some day you will find someone who will change your life. I think it's all bullshit. Love isn't real. It's just a fantasy. And apparently Rebecca believes in it.
How come all this time I never knew. It's so logical. All the pieces of the puzzle fit perfectly. That's why this year she has been acting weird around me. She's jealous and she's insecure because she's cautious about everything she does and says.
I miss the old her. When we would just hang out for the fun and cuddle and watch movies together. When we were young, we could live like we were free. No one controlling us.
But now, it's all changed.
I still can't believe she said she loved me. I better just tell her she's friend zoned. Thinking about it, things would get really awkward. I should just tell her to forget about me, cause I don't feel the same way about her. I could never be in love with her. Even though she is gorgeous.
I've never gotten why she turned down all the guys that asked her out. I knew everything about her except what happened to her last year, cause that's when I became popular and stuff, so I forgot about her.
Maybe something happened? Or she just didn't feel like dating? Maybe it was because she was waiting for me to ask her out?
She did drop a few hints. She never flirted though. She isn't like Sam. She is beautiful, but she doesn't believe it. She is shy, but once you get to know her, you'll love her. She is carefree. She doesn't care about anyone or anything, and I am amazed that she has fallen for me out of all people, because I am nothing special. I only date because of feeling pleasure. It's my hobby.
Anyways, back to reality. The whole class was looking at me with a shocked expression.
"Stop staring at me, bitches" I said.
I got up and headed out to look for Rebecca, considering she just burst in front of the whole fucking class.
I still can't understand why she said she loves me. Me? Out of all of the guys that want her, she chose me over them. Why? She knows exactly how I am. I'm a player, I only use girls. I NEVER have had any feelings for any girl except for my mum and sister, but that's about it. I find it so weird though, to think that my best friend ( or ex best friend) LOVES me. Not likes me, but LOVES me. Wow.
I heard sobbing in the girls so I walked in and I earned some looks from some desperate girls. I winked at them and they just nearly died. Ughh! SO FUCKING DESPERATE. I walked to the last stall and I saw the door closed.
"Rebecca, open the fucking door, we need to talk."
She opened the door and her eyes were red. Her face softened at the sight of me. Her tears were stained on her cheeks and you could see her mascara running.
"What Harry? I finally confessed my love for you, after a year. You've destroyed me Harry"
" I never meant to that Becca. Look, I know it's hard for you, but you're just my best friend. But I think I need some space you know. We should stop being friends. So that you can forget about me and move on."
REBECCA'S P.O.V
"Wha-Wha-What?"
When he said those words, my heart stopped. I knew I made a mistake by telling him. Why did I fall for him? Why? He's such a fucking player. I hate him. I wasn't thinking right. I couldn't think straight. He just broke my heart. I was friend zoned, and now, according to him, we are strangers.
"I'm sorry?"
"You know what, Harry? Fuck you. I will get over you. I thought maybe once I told you, you would change. But you're still the same whoring Harry as always. So fuck you. And let Sam do that for you, I'm sure you would enjoy that wouldn't you?"
I got up and left him with his mouth open. Hahaha little fucker, he deserves it.
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I got home and called Eleanor.
"Eleanor, get you're ass to my house, we're going out tonight"
Notes
What do you think will happen in the club?
Lots of love xx
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2/1/14