Hurt *On Hold*

I quickly walked out of the room to get to the front door, but stopped by Harry grabbing my wrist, turning me around. Worry was written all over his face. Worry? Ha. I'm bullshitting myself, why would he be worried? He left me after all.

"Jaylin. Please tell me why you're having nightmares.." He begged.

"Stop Harry." I mumbled trying to get his grip off my wrist. But he wouldn't budge.

"Lyn..." He held his hand up to my cheek and I flinched away with fear. He looked at me with shock at my reaction. I can't have people touching me anymore... I pulled back away because a few tears were already seen by him. I opened the front door and ran as fast as I could outside. I heard the door close meaning he either is following me or just stood there. Please be the second choice.

Why does my life have to be so fucked up? I can't do the things I want. Love the people/things I love without a single worry or thought around me. Is this why I was born? To have a shitty life. Karma is such a bitch.

After running for about 5 blocks, I reached a park that was empty. My feet were aching in pain and is probably all cut up since I didn't wear socks or shoes. Ugh I even forgot my phone, great. I walk on the cold grass and just fell there. Crying. I can't hold all these emotions in me anymore. Happiness, sadness, confused, but fear most of all.

What do you do when the one person you want comfort from the most is the one who caused your pain? Trust, hope-

"JAYLIN!" I snap my head up and turn around, finding Harry coming towards me. I get up and try to run when Harry stops me.

"Let go." I demand in between sobs.

"No."

"I'm not asking."

"No."

"LET ME GO HARRY. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT. YOU CANT JUST COME HERE AND EXCEPT ME TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED TO ME. WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? YOU ALWAYS WANT IT YOUR WAY. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT MY FEELINGS? WHAT I WANT OR THINK? YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT SO DONT EXCEPT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW." I shout full on crying.

"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO LEFT ME FOR YOUR CRAP. YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MADE ME BELIEVE!" He just stayed quiet, knowing what I'm saying is true.

"WHY'D YOU DO IT? WHY DIDNT YOU JUST SAY IT BEFORE WE WERE SERIOUS? IT MUST'VE BEEN EASY FOR YOU SINCE IT WAS ALL AN ACT. HUH?!" Waiting for his answer, this was a question he needed to answer.

"Tell me Harry!" Pretty sure the houses around can hear us but I could care less at this moment.

"It- it wasn't an act.."

"BULLSHIT! Then what was it?" I snap.

~Flashback~

5 years ago..

Notes

Cliffhanger, yeah? No? K..

You guys are probably wondering what she meant by " it was an act." Trust me you'll know in he nezt chapter and the one after probably. The flashback will take them when they first met and how everything started between them. Good, yeah?