Hurt *On Hold*

"Don't fucking call me Lyn. Just tell me why you're here. At my house at 4 a.m?" I spat at him. Hurt flashes through his eyes, but gone the next second with a amusing smirk.

"Aww. Don't be like that baby. Its been like what 3 or 5 years?" He says back, walking past me into my house. My heart ached when he called me baby. I'm not dealing with this right now.

"Who said you can come into my house?" I growl, slamming the door and stomping to Harry.

"Lighten up Lyn. Stop being so fucking diffcult." He laughs. If he.. Ooo.. I'm so done. It hasn't been 5 minutes and I'm already pissed and upset.

"DIFFICULT?!" I yell. Knowing I shouldn't blow-up right away, I take a deep breath. "Don't talk to me about being difficult. Youre in my house at 4 a.m drunk and you woke me up. Does it look like I can't be fucking difficult?" I say a little calmer. He laughs but soon changes into a face that is unreadable.

"Calm down, will you? I just wanted to talk." Taking a seat on the couch. He can't be serious.

"I have nothing to say to you."

"Lym.. Its been 3 years, I know you want to talk." He says with hurt in his eyes. Nope not fooling me this time.

"You can't be serious right now. Its good to know you were keeping track." I spat. My inner bitch is coming alive.

He takes a step forward towards me, while I take a step back hoping that he doesn't come any closer.

"Babe..." Its obvious he's a bit sober now that he isn't joking and laughing like a idiot he is. Closing the space between even more. I was now trapped cause of the wall behind me.

"Harry don't." I warn him. My heart beating rapidly.

He puts his arms around me, hugging me tightly. I try to push him away, putting my hands on chest trying to create space.

"Let it out Jaylin.. Its better then keeping it in." He was right... After he left, I didn't do anything with my life for 2 months. I kept myself isolated in my house. No friends or family. A week after that I decided to finally move on, but I couldn't..

I made my hands into small fists and start pounding on his chest.

"Was it fun for you Harry? Telling me you love me for the time we were together for 2 years and you just leave?! Did you enjoy it Harry?!" I yell at the top of my lungs in between my sobs.

"Why.. Why would you hurt me like that? You knew I didn't date anyone or wanted to fall.."

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Harry's POV

I put my arms tightly around her while she tried to get out of my grip. Its been too long since I've held her small body that fits perfectly in mine when I hold her.. 3 years. Fucking 3 years since I've seen the love of my life. As cheesy as that sounds, its true. It took me so long to get her to trust me and the asshole I am, I shattered her heart and trust that I&her valued. I didn't mean to hurt her like that...

"Let it out Jaylin.. Its better then keeping it in." My mouth still tingles from her name leaving my mouth. I could tell she was trying hard to not cry and stand her ground, but I could also tell she couldn't take it anymore.

She started pounding her small hands on my chest while crying a river. (See what I did :3. No? K.)

"Was it fun for you Harry? Telling me you love me for the time we were together for 2 years and just leave?! Did you enjoy it Harry? Why.. why would you hurt me like that? You knew I didn't want to date or fall in love.." No I didn't enjoy it at all. I was suffering too, but I knew she wouldn't believe me since I was also having the time of my life..

"I loved you with everything I had left. I trusted you with every fiber in me and you trash it like some piece of shit after having me believe you." That's not true.. I could tell she was getting tired of hitting me and crying by the way she was breathing and slowing down.

"You fucking kn-knew I have never loved someone the way I loved you. Dony t-think you can..." I wait a couple of seconds to let her finish, bur when she doesn't I look down at her face and she has her eyes closed with tear stains on her cheek. I pick her up bridal style and try to find a room.

I finally find it after walking around this huge house and I lay her gently on her bed. Slowly, I caress her cheek and tuck her in bed. Thinking about how everything went wrong 2 years ago in this very house. I can't believe she still didn't move after all these years. Honestly I'm still shocked she's in Holmes Chapel, but I'm glad because I got to finally see her.

I shot my eyes open when I hear Jaylin screaming and crying. I noticed I fell asleep on her couch waiting for her to wake up before I leave for the next concert. I run as fast I can up the stairs and bolt into her room.


Jaylin is crying and screaming in her sleep. She's probably having a nightmare. I grab her chair quickly and drag to sit by her bed incase. The stupid guy I am, I just watch her because she seemed to calm down a bit but she was still crying.

"STOP!! W-WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?" She screams in her sleep..

"Ple-ease.. Ill do anything else, j-just don't hurt me." Okay I'm getting worried. I shake her body attempting to wake her up, but she's too into her nightmare.

"Jaylin! Wake up!" I shake her again but no use.

She started to cry harder as I called her name, but its probably from the person in her dream. Wait.. Hurt? What?

"Stop! Don't touch me!" She yells again. Touch..?

"HARRY! Harry help me!" My eyes widen and I'm lost.. I need to know what's wrong now.

"Jaylin.. baby wake up!!" I shake harder. Honestly this is scaring me.

She lets out a scream which seems to come from pain.

"I don't want to be rap-" I shake her again and her eyes shot open while het chest moving up and down rapidly. Rap? No.. It can't be what I think it is. Fuck!

"Harry" she looks at me with tears still keaving her eyes. I gently climb on her bed and hold her.

"Shh... its okay baby. I'm here" I say to calm her down. She puts her arms around me and hugs me tightly.

She finally calms down, while still in my arms. I need to know what was happening..

"Jaylin?" I whisper trying to get her attention.

"Mmm

"What happened?" Her body stills at my question. This can't be good.

"I-I.."

"Tell me." I demand in a soft tone.

She gets off my lap and turns away.

"Nothing." She whispers.

"Bullshit. You were crying, and screaming begging someone to not touch you. And called my name. Thats not nothing Jay. "

"Just leave it Harry." She says while tears begin to stream down her face again and walking off to the bathroom.

Notes

Okay. So what yaa thinkkk? I know I always have a story but delete it ._. Its cause I ain't motivated but hopefully this time I will. And about the people who wanted one-shots I'm so sorrryyy. Ill try to upload it soon! Like I said no motivation.

And to those two people who was commenting when I uploaded "After". This is mainly for that 2nd person who commented. Calm your shit down. I didn't fucking read After 2/3 when I was uploading it so I didn't know she said not to do that w/out asking her out. I thought giving her the credit already was good until you guys went all fucking ape shit on me. Like I'm thankful for you telling me about it before a problem starts, but I don't need you blasting at me and being rude. If you find this offensive then think of it as a exchange present.