A New Direction
Caught
Kay’s POV
The next day after the Anniversary Party I had to go to New York. I haven’t been there since my mother died. I slowly packed my clothes and makeup wondering why we are going there. Was it because of my mom’s grave? She died almost twelve years ago! I rushed to the bathroom and grabbed my ‘shaving’ razors and smashed them into the bag. I promised my brother I wouldn't cut. But maybe I could use them for something while I was there.
“Kay you ready?” my brother Jared yelled for me. Dad had business to do but Jared who was eighteen was taking me. I drag my bag down the stairs. I smiled and we headed outside to his truck.
“Jared, why are we going to New York?” I asked to see if my thought of mom was correct. He stared at me for a second before starting up the car.
“Well I have friends there and some saw a video on stage and wanted to meet you. I told them you were my sister and they kinda want proof,” I huffed knowing it was something ridiculous.
“Should’ve known,” I whisper and look out the window. I felt like Jared was staring at me but he wasn’t.
“Should've known what?” Jared asks as we got closer to the airport.
“That you of course only wanted me to go for your own needs,” I aggravatingly say to Jared.
“This is for Dad, Mom, David, Me, and even YOU!” Jared yells as they pull into airport where many paparazzi are. Jared grabs his bag and gets out. I grabbed mine and together we ran into the airport. We said we didn't need bodyguards because we are strong.We go through our scanning to get in. While our bags are being scanned mine beeps. CRAP! My razors. Jared and I walk over and they open it up. Jared looks at me.
“You were going to cut?” I turn away trying not to make eye contact with my brother. He takes my iPod and searches for a song and plays it. “Listen to that!” He turns away and tells security to throw it away. I listen to this song every time this happens. It’s called, “Baby Don’t Cut by B-Mike.”
“He tries to hold her close but with every touch she still resists.
Then he sees the scars that burry deep within her wrists.
She's feeling numb, he starts to beg and plead and ask her why.
She says this way I have control of the pain she feels inside.
He's asking her how long it's been since you've felt this way.
Because you got me and I'm feeling so damn helpless.
She says its been a while I guess I needed better luck.
Then he screams at her and tells her Baby never cut!”
Jared guided me to our plane after the bags were settled. He was very disappointed in me. I could tell. The song continued to play.
“She couldn't take it anymore she sent her boy a text.
It said I love you with my body, soul and heart to death.
He thought nothing typed I love you then he sent it.
By death he didn't know that she had literally just meant it.
She ducked the next class ran straight into the bathroom.
Thought to her self she wouldn't brake her promise that soon.
1 cut... 2 cuts... 3 cuts... 4
The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor.
Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated.
Followed it and ran down to her house he never waited.
The front door was open, he heard the water running.
He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning.”
I was tearing up. I always do but I knew Jared was going to tell David. My other brother. He is nineteen. David won’t let me out of sight when I get to New York!
“Paramedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency.
She's lost a lot of blood the place looking like a murder scene.
An hour later, the doc walks in with a sour face.
And says excuse me for the words that I'm about to say.
I'm sorry for your loss, the boy just starts collapsing.
His own world, his own girl just took a crashing.
Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he let it up.
But baby...I thought you promised you would never cut”
As the song finished the plane was getting ready to take off. I just sat in my seat and stared off. Finally I asked my brother one question that was killing me.
“Is Dad going to come?” Jared took a deep breath before answering.
“If he is finished early, he has lots of work to do,” Jared said in a hopeful tone. Well maybe I have another question.
“Are you going to tell David about the razors?” I almost cried out.
“I have to. You know that,” Jared said. This trip was going to be very long.
The next day after the Anniversary Party I had to go to New York. I haven’t been there since my mother died. I slowly packed my clothes and makeup wondering why we are going there. Was it because of my mom’s grave? She died almost twelve years ago! I rushed to the bathroom and grabbed my ‘shaving’ razors and smashed them into the bag. I promised my brother I wouldn't cut. But maybe I could use them for something while I was there.
“Kay you ready?” my brother Jared yelled for me. Dad had business to do but Jared who was eighteen was taking me. I drag my bag down the stairs. I smiled and we headed outside to his truck.
“Jared, why are we going to New York?” I asked to see if my thought of mom was correct. He stared at me for a second before starting up the car.
“Well I have friends there and some saw a video on stage and wanted to meet you. I told them you were my sister and they kinda want proof,” I huffed knowing it was something ridiculous.
“Should’ve known,” I whisper and look out the window. I felt like Jared was staring at me but he wasn’t.
“Should've known what?” Jared asks as we got closer to the airport.
“That you of course only wanted me to go for your own needs,” I aggravatingly say to Jared.
“This is for Dad, Mom, David, Me, and even YOU!” Jared yells as they pull into airport where many paparazzi are. Jared grabs his bag and gets out. I grabbed mine and together we ran into the airport. We said we didn't need bodyguards because we are strong.We go through our scanning to get in. While our bags are being scanned mine beeps. CRAP! My razors. Jared and I walk over and they open it up. Jared looks at me.
“You were going to cut?” I turn away trying not to make eye contact with my brother. He takes my iPod and searches for a song and plays it. “Listen to that!” He turns away and tells security to throw it away. I listen to this song every time this happens. It’s called, “Baby Don’t Cut by B-Mike.”
“He tries to hold her close but with every touch she still resists.
Then he sees the scars that burry deep within her wrists.
She's feeling numb, he starts to beg and plead and ask her why.
She says this way I have control of the pain she feels inside.
He's asking her how long it's been since you've felt this way.
Because you got me and I'm feeling so damn helpless.
She says its been a while I guess I needed better luck.
Then he screams at her and tells her Baby never cut!”
Jared guided me to our plane after the bags were settled. He was very disappointed in me. I could tell. The song continued to play.
“She couldn't take it anymore she sent her boy a text.
It said I love you with my body, soul and heart to death.
He thought nothing typed I love you then he sent it.
By death he didn't know that she had literally just meant it.
She ducked the next class ran straight into the bathroom.
Thought to her self she wouldn't brake her promise that soon.
1 cut... 2 cuts... 3 cuts... 4
The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor.
Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated.
Followed it and ran down to her house he never waited.
The front door was open, he heard the water running.
He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning.”
I was tearing up. I always do but I knew Jared was going to tell David. My other brother. He is nineteen. David won’t let me out of sight when I get to New York!
“Paramedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency.
She's lost a lot of blood the place looking like a murder scene.
An hour later, the doc walks in with a sour face.
And says excuse me for the words that I'm about to say.
I'm sorry for your loss, the boy just starts collapsing.
His own world, his own girl just took a crashing.
Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he let it up.
But baby...I thought you promised you would never cut”
As the song finished the plane was getting ready to take off. I just sat in my seat and stared off. Finally I asked my brother one question that was killing me.
“Is Dad going to come?” Jared took a deep breath before answering.
“If he is finished early, he has lots of work to do,” Jared said in a hopeful tone. Well maybe I have another question.
“Are you going to tell David about the razors?” I almost cried out.
“I have to. You know that,” Jared said. This trip was going to be very long.
Notes
First time I posted. I will be able to post more because I got a new HP Windows 8 Laptop!Is Kay ever going to be happy?
~TheRockerOfTheParty
@Soldier_girl
Niall, he has 3 kids. David, Jared, and Kay.
Also, I am soon coming back to the story! Just need to do things in life.
7/4/14