Alyssa's Point of View

"Wanna go somewhere?" I looked at Harry, furrowed eyebrows and all but he couldn't see me through the darkness. It's four o'clock in the morning and he wants to go somewhere?

I love the fact that we have all this time together but he's crazy to think I'm going anywhere. This night's been amazing; an attempt to make cake, sex on the kitchen table, a nap at one o'clock in the morning and now we're wide awake.

"It's four o'clock Harry," he was looking up at the fan watching it spin. I pulled the wool blanket closer to my face so my lightly clothed body wouldn't be exposed. I hate when he turns my fan on speed four. Speed two is perfectly fine.

Without looking my direction Harry stood in only his boxers and walked towards my balcony. He opened the door and a rush of autumn air stung my nose. I covered my whole body wishing he was still next to me. I waited a few minutes for him to return but he never did. It's freezing outside, what the hell is he doing?

"Harry?" I said questionably as I leaned against the cool door frame. He didn't move or even make any motion that he was cold. It has got to be only thirty five degrees out here and he's in his boxers.

I walked closer and took a quick moment to wrap the warm blanket around his back with my arms. He adjusted himself so I could lean against him comfortably but he still didn't turn around. I breathed against his spine leaving a warm spot before rotating my thumb around a small area of his back. It's too cold for a full massage but I can manage moving my thumb.

"What's wrong Harry?" my mind started going places once I put the pieces together. We were great and then he randomly got up and walked out here. It's so cold, he wouldn't do that if he was content. It has to be something, what did I do? My mind continued to race while he stayed quiet.

"Harry!" I said a little louder. He finally turned around acknowledging my presence. I looked into his eyes sharply, to see what he's thinking. It's so dark and my eyes aren't ready quite yet, "what's wrong?" I whispered hoping my mind's just playing tricks on me.

"Nothing love. Why don't you go lay down? I'll be in soon."

He caressed my cheek and pressed a small kiss on my forehead. I decided against arguing; if he says he's okay then I believe him.

Harry's Point of View

Once Alyssa got back inside and pushed the balcony door shut I laughed to myself. Girls freak out over the silliest things. I just need to think and this air feels nice. Sure I could probably use a blanket but I'll survive for a little bit longer.

There's no moon tonight but somehow the water from the pool is glistening a bit just from the stars. I love these stars, they make the shape of a heart, a real heart. More like a blob I suppose but a heart nonetheless.

I took a breath into my hands and rubbed them together trying to keep warm a little longer. I can't help but think Alyssa and I are becoming more noticeable. I want to take her out and have a good time but I don't think we can do that anymore. Of course I wouldn't dare try to flirt with another girl but people are noticing. I need to talk to someone or read the rules on this whole foreign exchange student ordeal. What if they do find out we're together? Only a few people know and now those who shouldn't know are figuring it out. The twins' friend obviously knows something is up from the way she saw us at dinner and Megan already noticed. Her parents are stuck on her and Liam so maybe I should just have her hang out with him a few times. Yeah, that's what I'll do.

Once I couldn't feel my toes I decided to go lay down but my sweet girl wasn't laying on her bed. She wasn't in her room at all.

"Alyssa?" I whispered throughout the house. Where the hell is she? When she didn't answer I shouted her name a few times. Her parents door was open and I could tell a light was on. I've never been in here before but it's big, like really big. There's a sitting area and everything. I've never seen something that looks so, so much like an Ikea store.

I called for Alyssa again and followed the light to what I assume is the bathroom. I pushed the door open and there she was laying on the middle of the floor with her wool, plaid blanket wrapped around her petite body. I could see a tear stained on her face and all I can think to do is look at her wrists. I sat next to her and carefully removed part of her blanket to look. She was still wearing the bronze butterfly watch I picked out so carefully ans smiled at the fact that she likes it.

"I didn't do anything moron," she kept her eyes closed. I hate to see her cry but I'm glad she didn't do anything stupid.

"Why are you here on the floor Alyssa?" I still don't understand.

"I don't know. I dozed off and then when I woke up I was down here crying."

She's lying but right now I just want to hold her in my arms and sleep.

"Let's go back to bed, it's too early to be up."

Without another word I picked her up and flipped the bathroom light off before scanning the king size bed once more. One day I'm going to have a king size bed and I'll watch Alyssa sleep in it. I grinned at my own thoughts as we made our way up the stairs.

I laid her down in her bed and put us both under the sheets. I don't think I've ever been so cold; who knew Virginia could have such extreme temperatures. Just a few months ago it was like I was in a toaster.

"I love you Alyssa," I planted another kiss on the back of her neck this time. It makes me so happy that I'm finally able to say it allowed rather than in my head.

"Love you Harry," I felt her smile as she held my arms closer to her. She shivered and I warmed her the best I could as we drifted off to sleep.

Notes

I am such a mess right now, ughh.
Hopefully this is an okay chapter and give me some feedback :)