My risky life
im alive but it always comes with nothing.
Skylar p.o.v
I looked around to a white room,with white walls and white carpet. Just white everything. Nothing looked like it had color just a lonely white.
"Your right it is lonely" said someone who made me jump.
I turned around and saw my dad, was sitting on a couch with his legs crossed.
I smiled and walked to sit by him, he wrapped his arm around me.
" hey daddy?" I asked looking around again.
"Yes" he said then kissing my hand.
" where am I?" I asked, he chuckled sending vibrations of his laughter through my body.
" heaven, this is the path to heaven" he said making me jump up.
"Daddy no!" I yelled a bit I started to pace.
"What? Why?" He said getting. Up him self.
" I just gave birth and I said yes to marry my boyfriend" I said running my hand through my hair.
" I'm grandpa?" He asked with tears in his eyes.
"Yes but if I dint go back daddy, she may end up like me with no mom and a dad who hates her." I said tearing up.
" I want you to stay." He said begging with his eyes.
" but you know it's the right thing to do." I said walking up to his hands and holding them in mine.
" I love you sweetheart" he said kissing my head.
I Felt warmness spread through me, I could hear someone talking in the back ground. No not talking but singing. It was Harry? I tried to open my eyes but they were to heavy and my biddy felt like someone was sitting on every inch of me. I started to panic but I calmed down when I heard my name.
"Skylar, I uh I miss you baby" he said making my heart break.
His voice sounded broken too, he sounded like he hadn't slept in a long time.
" please wake up" he said kissing my head.
I hummed a little trying to wake up, he gasped. I felt my fingers start to move.
It took a lot of work, my eyes were the hardest I kept squeezing them instead of opening them. I finally figured it out how to open my eyes with concentration. I at first saw nothing but darkness with pink spots everywhere.
Then I. Could see a figure of someone standing in front of me. I watches closely to see it move Around me. I blinked then could feel my eyes get better and I could see clearer. I looked around my surroundings And saw the clock said it was about 5:30 i don't know what time of the day is but yeah.
"Skylar" said Harry leaning Against the bed.
He held my hands and he looked terrible, he kissed my hands.
"Harry" I said in a groggy voice. I cleared my throat.
"How long have I" I said letting that be all I said.
" a whole damn week" he said frowning.
" where's my baby" I said trying to get up but I couldn't I fell back.
"Whoa baby careful, you just got up"he said chuckling a bit.
"Help me please" I said begging with my eyes.
He let out a exaggerated breath and got up and pulled a needle out of my arm making me wince. I felt a fire of pain on my stomach, I yelped and felt around on my stomach and pulled back quickly as soon as I felt medal on my fingers.
"Harry there's something on my stomach." I said pointing to the nighty.
"Baby they had it staple your stomach cause you had a c -section" he said smiling.
" have you seen her" I said as he looked down and his face sadden.
"No, I didn't want to see her with out you no matter how long it took" he said as I felt a pang of sadness go through me.
"Well, how is she doing" I asked as he grabbed a wheel chair and picked me up bridal style and sat me down in there.
"She's fine she has a head full of hair and she is tan like me, but she has those blue eyes."he said looking at me and then he got up and walked behind me and started to push me.
I closed my eyes did my daddy really let me go to my family, oh that gives me pleasure. My family. I opened my eyes as Harry stopped the chair in front of a window.
" look there she is"he said pointing on the window at a baby wrapped in a pink blanket. She was asleep and she was so beautiful, she would moan out but she would stay a sleep.
"Hello mr.styles"said a nurse who winked at him, I frowned at him.he shrugged his shoulders and paid attention to her.
"I want her name to be Darcy" I said as he chuckled.
"We'll I thought that maybe you know if you would let me I would like to name her Gemma."he said smiling.
"Gemma."I said as he nodded.
"That was my sisters name"he said as I felt tears ready to fall.
"You are a great man"I said kissing his hand that was resting on my shoulder.
I felt Harry tense and I thought it was my kiss but I was wrong I was stupid wrong. I looked up to see a blonde was smiling and she picked up my baby. She turned around and I saw it was that girl who slept with Harry. I looked up at Harry who was clenching his jaw.
"Get that bitch away from my daughter." I said trying to get up but I fell back in my chair.
"I got this" he said and walked away. She was kissing her I couldn't help but slow the window and she jumped and looked at me. Her smile got only bigger and she held the baby and kissed her. She laughed with the nurse who have her a bottle but before she could grab it Harry appeared.
"Give me my baby"said harry as she laughed.
"Your Baby"she said as he balled his fist.
"Let her go" I screamed and Pounded on the glass.
" mame is this your child."said the nurse.
"No, but this is" she said pointing to her stomach.
I felt my heart drop as to what she meant, I had tears running down my race.
"You lie" said Harry as he took the baby from her.
She laughed" baby why would I lie"she said as she looked at me and winked.
"Bithc wanna go"I said somehow able to get up from my chair.
"He wants me not you"she said as I hit the window and I heard someone Behind me. I walked around wobbling.
I found the door to the baby room, I walked into it and saw Harry as he grabbed her arm and dragged her to he door. I ran after them. I walked out to see her kiss him, he pushed her and then looked at me.
"Your ass is mine" I said to her as I ran and tackled her.
She fell with me and pushed me over and slapped me, I yelled out and punched her face with my palm. Blood splattered all around me, she screamed. As I flipped is over and slapped her hard. She pulled my hair but I bit her hand. She back handed me, I punched her eye and slapped her. I got up and yanked her hair in my hand and stared to drag her ass to a stair case and then I threw her to the stairs she fell and rolled down them and hit her head on the bottom one. She was out, I was looked over too see Harry was crying. He looked at me and ran to me, he tried to cup my face but I slapped his hands away. He tried it again but I did the same thing to him. I felt something wet on my stomach. I looked down. to see blood was seeping through my nighty.
"I need to leave this place." I said walking away from.
" are you leaving me " he said as I turned around.
" I need my god damn space" I screamed making everybody look at us.
" space."he said in a whisper.
"Yes it's not breaking up but it sure as he'll doesn't mean you can kiss on me or act like she didn't happen"i said as he looked down and walked away.
"I'm done"he said punching a wall.
I turned around to come face to face with el.
"Hey" I said walking past her.
"Baby wait" she said walking up behind me.
"What" I snapped at her.
"Dint get snippy with me missy"she Said and I turned around.
"If I wanted to leave Harry where would I go?" I said as she laughed.
"Leave Harry why go and do that"she said then her smile faded.
"Yeah, now where can I go!" I yelled at her a little.
"Harry has an apartment he would go to when his dad and him got into it. He owns the whole lot. I'm sure you can stay there"she said taking fast.
"Thanks" I said walking to my room.
I found some clothes Harry laid out for me, I picked them up and rested the bathroom and used it. I went to pee, the I cried out and held my stomach.
I cleaned my self up and saw bit of blood in the toilet. I heard you bleed when you just get done giving birth. I decided a shower was needed but I had to out this gauze shit on my stomach to keep my staples dry. I got done and put the clothes on Harry left out for me. It was my galaxy tights with my black sweater and my vans. I put my hair up in a tight pony tail,and grabbed my phone Harry left charged for me. I saw there was a missed call, it was from nick. From about ten minutes ago. I saw a duper bag was laid out on a chair, there was note.
Hey, um we'll u said you wanted space so I'm giving your space. I love you, you can have the house I'll sleep at my apartment I made a rom for Gemma or Darcy tell me what you decide soon.
Harry.
I took a breath and opened it, there was a bear and some baby clothes and a blanket. Some diapers and lots more. I smiled and he knew so well a black with zebra print baby bag. I saw my pink perfume was in there I sprayed some on and then I called nick.
"Hello" I said.
"Skylar Harry is in jail" he said in a rushed voice.
"Oh god what for" I said as he growled and I heard him hit something.
" ace is out and he ran into Harry" he said as I gasped.
I looked around to a white room,with white walls and white carpet. Just white everything. Nothing looked like it had color just a lonely white.
"Your right it is lonely" said someone who made me jump.
I turned around and saw my dad, was sitting on a couch with his legs crossed.
I smiled and walked to sit by him, he wrapped his arm around me.
" hey daddy?" I asked looking around again.
"Yes" he said then kissing my hand.
" where am I?" I asked, he chuckled sending vibrations of his laughter through my body.
" heaven, this is the path to heaven" he said making me jump up.
"Daddy no!" I yelled a bit I started to pace.
"What? Why?" He said getting. Up him self.
" I just gave birth and I said yes to marry my boyfriend" I said running my hand through my hair.
" I'm grandpa?" He asked with tears in his eyes.
"Yes but if I dint go back daddy, she may end up like me with no mom and a dad who hates her." I said tearing up.
" I want you to stay." He said begging with his eyes.
" but you know it's the right thing to do." I said walking up to his hands and holding them in mine.
" I love you sweetheart" he said kissing my head.
I Felt warmness spread through me, I could hear someone talking in the back ground. No not talking but singing. It was Harry? I tried to open my eyes but they were to heavy and my biddy felt like someone was sitting on every inch of me. I started to panic but I calmed down when I heard my name.
"Skylar, I uh I miss you baby" he said making my heart break.
His voice sounded broken too, he sounded like he hadn't slept in a long time.
" please wake up" he said kissing my head.
I hummed a little trying to wake up, he gasped. I felt my fingers start to move.
It took a lot of work, my eyes were the hardest I kept squeezing them instead of opening them. I finally figured it out how to open my eyes with concentration. I at first saw nothing but darkness with pink spots everywhere.
Then I. Could see a figure of someone standing in front of me. I watches closely to see it move Around me. I blinked then could feel my eyes get better and I could see clearer. I looked around my surroundings And saw the clock said it was about 5:30 i don't know what time of the day is but yeah.
"Skylar" said Harry leaning Against the bed.
He held my hands and he looked terrible, he kissed my hands.
"Harry" I said in a groggy voice. I cleared my throat.
"How long have I" I said letting that be all I said.
" a whole damn week" he said frowning.
" where's my baby" I said trying to get up but I couldn't I fell back.
"Whoa baby careful, you just got up"he said chuckling a bit.
"Help me please" I said begging with my eyes.
He let out a exaggerated breath and got up and pulled a needle out of my arm making me wince. I felt a fire of pain on my stomach, I yelped and felt around on my stomach and pulled back quickly as soon as I felt medal on my fingers.
"Harry there's something on my stomach." I said pointing to the nighty.
"Baby they had it staple your stomach cause you had a c -section" he said smiling.
" have you seen her" I said as he looked down and his face sadden.
"No, I didn't want to see her with out you no matter how long it took" he said as I felt a pang of sadness go through me.
"Well, how is she doing" I asked as he grabbed a wheel chair and picked me up bridal style and sat me down in there.
"She's fine she has a head full of hair and she is tan like me, but she has those blue eyes."he said looking at me and then he got up and walked behind me and started to push me.
I closed my eyes did my daddy really let me go to my family, oh that gives me pleasure. My family. I opened my eyes as Harry stopped the chair in front of a window.
" look there she is"he said pointing on the window at a baby wrapped in a pink blanket. She was asleep and she was so beautiful, she would moan out but she would stay a sleep.
"Hello mr.styles"said a nurse who winked at him, I frowned at him.he shrugged his shoulders and paid attention to her.
"I want her name to be Darcy" I said as he chuckled.
"We'll I thought that maybe you know if you would let me I would like to name her Gemma."he said smiling.
"Gemma."I said as he nodded.
"That was my sisters name"he said as I felt tears ready to fall.
"You are a great man"I said kissing his hand that was resting on my shoulder.
I felt Harry tense and I thought it was my kiss but I was wrong I was stupid wrong. I looked up to see a blonde was smiling and she picked up my baby. She turned around and I saw it was that girl who slept with Harry. I looked up at Harry who was clenching his jaw.
"Get that bitch away from my daughter." I said trying to get up but I fell back in my chair.
"I got this" he said and walked away. She was kissing her I couldn't help but slow the window and she jumped and looked at me. Her smile got only bigger and she held the baby and kissed her. She laughed with the nurse who have her a bottle but before she could grab it Harry appeared.
"Give me my baby"said harry as she laughed.
"Your Baby"she said as he balled his fist.
"Let her go" I screamed and Pounded on the glass.
" mame is this your child."said the nurse.
"No, but this is" she said pointing to her stomach.
I felt my heart drop as to what she meant, I had tears running down my race.
"You lie" said Harry as he took the baby from her.
She laughed" baby why would I lie"she said as she looked at me and winked.
"Bithc wanna go"I said somehow able to get up from my chair.
"He wants me not you"she said as I hit the window and I heard someone Behind me. I walked around wobbling.
I found the door to the baby room, I walked into it and saw Harry as he grabbed her arm and dragged her to he door. I ran after them. I walked out to see her kiss him, he pushed her and then looked at me.
"Your ass is mine" I said to her as I ran and tackled her.
She fell with me and pushed me over and slapped me, I yelled out and punched her face with my palm. Blood splattered all around me, she screamed. As I flipped is over and slapped her hard. She pulled my hair but I bit her hand. She back handed me, I punched her eye and slapped her. I got up and yanked her hair in my hand and stared to drag her ass to a stair case and then I threw her to the stairs she fell and rolled down them and hit her head on the bottom one. She was out, I was looked over too see Harry was crying. He looked at me and ran to me, he tried to cup my face but I slapped his hands away. He tried it again but I did the same thing to him. I felt something wet on my stomach. I looked down. to see blood was seeping through my nighty.
"I need to leave this place." I said walking away from.
" are you leaving me " he said as I turned around.
" I need my god damn space" I screamed making everybody look at us.
" space."he said in a whisper.
"Yes it's not breaking up but it sure as he'll doesn't mean you can kiss on me or act like she didn't happen"i said as he looked down and walked away.
"I'm done"he said punching a wall.
I turned around to come face to face with el.
"Hey" I said walking past her.
"Baby wait" she said walking up behind me.
"What" I snapped at her.
"Dint get snippy with me missy"she Said and I turned around.
"If I wanted to leave Harry where would I go?" I said as she laughed.
"Leave Harry why go and do that"she said then her smile faded.
"Yeah, now where can I go!" I yelled at her a little.
"Harry has an apartment he would go to when his dad and him got into it. He owns the whole lot. I'm sure you can stay there"she said taking fast.
"Thanks" I said walking to my room.
I found some clothes Harry laid out for me, I picked them up and rested the bathroom and used it. I went to pee, the I cried out and held my stomach.
I cleaned my self up and saw bit of blood in the toilet. I heard you bleed when you just get done giving birth. I decided a shower was needed but I had to out this gauze shit on my stomach to keep my staples dry. I got done and put the clothes on Harry left out for me. It was my galaxy tights with my black sweater and my vans. I put my hair up in a tight pony tail,and grabbed my phone Harry left charged for me. I saw there was a missed call, it was from nick. From about ten minutes ago. I saw a duper bag was laid out on a chair, there was note.
Hey, um we'll u said you wanted space so I'm giving your space. I love you, you can have the house I'll sleep at my apartment I made a rom for Gemma or Darcy tell me what you decide soon.
Harry.
I took a breath and opened it, there was a bear and some baby clothes and a blanket. Some diapers and lots more. I smiled and he knew so well a black with zebra print baby bag. I saw my pink perfume was in there I sprayed some on and then I called nick.
"Hello" I said.
"Skylar Harry is in jail" he said in a rushed voice.
"Oh god what for" I said as he growled and I heard him hit something.
" ace is out and he ran into Harry" he said as I gasped.
Omg this is so good! Update soon
5/7/14