My risky life

Skylar p.ov
I laid down in the bed and closed my eyes and felt a nurse come up behind.
She smiled showing her kind eyes, she motioned for me to sit up so she could give me my medicine. I did so feeling the dabs of wet and cold Wety pads on my back. Then I flinched as a needle went down in my back, she rubbed my one shoulder she had her hand on. I felt the medicine spread through me, suddenly I couldn't really feel the pain on my sides. I could hear a commotion at the door, I saw a nurse talking calmly to a curly head boy. Harry.
"I'm the father you want a sperm sample lady"said Harry groping his crotch.
"Sir no. Your not on a list to be in the room unless she asks for you I cannot let you in the room"she said pushing him back.
I felt my heart skip a beat and I jointed oh regretting it.
"Harry let him in." I said yelling a bit from the pain down my back.
"Are you sure miss" she said then I felt anger and sadness hit me like a train.
"Let my fiancé in the fucking room!" I screamed, she jumped and moved aside from the door letting Harry past through to get to me.
He grabbed my hand and helped me sit back, it's harder than it sounds but I went very slow to keep from feeling the damn needle in my back. Harry kissed my hand and looked me in the eyes, they were watery to show his kind green eyes to the most sad I have every seen them. I wanted to kiss him to make it batter but I couldn't. I really wanted to but I couldn't cause one I, hooked up to this damn machine. Two I'm not going to let him get off this easy.
I felt a spasm of pain kick in, I screamed a little the lady came with a tray of needles. My eyes bulged out a bit when I saw how many there was seven and they were pretty big or I was getting high off this Medicine.
"What's those for" Harry asked tensing up.
"She wanted a c-section we have to numb her stomach." The lady said putting gloves on.
"Is it gonna hurt" was all he asked.
"When the baby is out and the numbness wears off. Yes she will be in pain and she will have staples in her stomach" she said lifting my nighty up to reveal my belly.
" will effect the baby in some way?' I asked as she laughed.
"No mame the baby is safe during the process."she said marking spots with her maker.
" ok I'm going to have to now shut this curtain right here" she said pointing to my bosoms. I realized this was going to be messy and they don't need me creaking out.
"I understand" I said as she pulled the curtain over my vision of my lower body.
"Baby I love you."said Harry making me smile.
"I love you too" I said kissing his hand.
"If you don't mind skylar I would like one last kiss from you" he said I shot my head toward his direction and saw he was blushing. He never had to ask for a kiss he always came for his kisses. I looked at his lips and saw they were in a straight line. I bit my lip and nodded
"Yeah" he smiled and leaned down and gently kissed my lips, he pressed ageist me like he was afraid I would break but i myself started or my lips against his a littler rougher. He got the hint and kissed back with the same force and licked my bottom lip I pulled away holding my hand on the back of his head. His curls were so soft. I loved his sent the way he smiled they way he made things feel better even when we both knew they weren't.
"I love you so much"he said breathing roughly.
"I love you too" I said then the montiters started to go off. I let go if Harry snd looked at them.
"What's going on!" I yelled a bit getting everyone's attention.
They ran to me and did shit I couldn't even explain. First they put some slimy shit on my stomach and checked the baby's heart beat. She was dropping and then picking up rapidly. I screamed my baby someone do something I couldn't help but scream and cry.
"Someone get her the hell out now!" I screamed hitting the rail with my hands making everyone's head snap at me. "Now!" O screamed.
They started to talk really fast, the doctor was at my stomach and was looking at with guilty eyes.
"Your not completely numb is this is going to hurt like hell."he said showing the knife..
"O don't care get my baby out" I yelled.
He jumped and started to cut, I felt nothing at first then it all came at me once I felt the hot liquid spill around me. I screamed and gritted my teeth. I was shaking some times I could feel them cutting then sometimes I couldn't. I felt a hand stroke my head. I then felt the knife dig into my skin in one spot, I shrieked and laid my head back.
"Oh fuck, fuck fuck!" I screamed Harry was literally white, he looked like he was going to pass out.
" the baby's heart beat is dropping. You have to pull her out now doctor" said a nurse who was beside me.
" ok, this may hurt miss" he said as he put the knife down and then I felt his hands inside me. I could feel him touching my insides. Suddenly the room went quiet and nothing. Was said just the doctor getting the baby.
" I got her" he said pullout her out and then the room was filled with a wheezing baby.
"Cut the cord" yelled Harry as he walked over so fast to them and cut the cord.
" oh my god. Your a life saver sir" said the doctor as he threw the cord off her neck. She started to not look blue and started to look a brown color, she was tan and her hair was brown. Her eyes were blue and she was perfect. I laid there watching her I felt my eyes get droopy and my will to speak gone.
I could somehow not hear anyone speak but I could hear my heart. It was so peaceful.
thum........thum........ thum...thum...thum....thum................

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