My risky life

Its been about eight months into being pregnant and I've been doing great. Harry well, he kind of has pushed me away. since I went to the doctors two months ago, I was told by the doctor that I had low thyroid and I have a big chance of not being able to make it. I'm scared of course, but I love the baby no matte what even if it means she may kill me.
I look over to see harry asleep away from me on the other side of the bed, his mess of curls in his face. I take in a breath and throw back the covers from my body and swing my legs over the bed. I look down to see my stomach, I had a big baby bump. it always pulls my shirts up. I quickly pull my shirt down and stand up. I walk to the bathroom and take my time using it.
once I'm done I look into the mirror. my breast have gotten pretty big and my body has blown up like a balloon. harry tell me everyday he is going to work but I know the truth. he is going to go to Louis house or the bar. but I try to act like I don't know. I jump to a noise at the door.
" Skylar are you done in there?" he says in a groggy voice.
" yeah, come in." I said turning around at the moment he opens the door.
he grins at me I go for a kiss but he turns away. I feel the rejection wash through me.
" im going to go get dressed." I said taking the door handle with me and slamming the door hard.
I could hear a muffle "shit" being said as I walked to my closet and opening it.
I pull out my dress
I slip it on while doing my make up and curling my hair.
I turn over to see harry dressing in black skinnies and a white shirt that shows his recent tats he has gotten. I love the birds he says they don't means something but to have them right there on your chest . I roll my eyes and slip on my flats and grab my phone off the charger and slip in my tiny purse.
' ready to go/" he asks holding the car keys in his hands.
" yeah'' I said waling in front of him and going down the stairs.
I reach the car and then my phone rings, its el. I answer it while getting into the black car.
' hello.' I say shutting my door.
" hey love, I was wondering when you are going to get here?" she asked.
" right now, he is jus now getting into the car." I said seeing he wasn't, where Is he?
" liar, text me when you guys are on your way." she said making me look at the front door. he still hasn't came out.
" yeah I will I got to go." I said hanging up after she said her goodbyes. I get out of the car making sure not to shut he door. I walk to the house and see he is on the phone texting fast.
I frown and walk up lightly right behind enough to see the words. ' I love you too.' I feel my heart drop and then I take my hand and slap his arm.
he jumps and looks at me and sees me glaring, I walk away and go to the car.
he follows me and gets into the car without saying anything. I look out the window as he starts to drive toward the chapel where el is getting married and I'm going to be bridesmaid. I wasn't going to have a fight with harry right now about something I'm sure would destroy us.
" I was talking to Louis" harry said pulling into the drive way.
" I'm so sure it was Harold." I said knowing that would send the message I was mad.
" ok whatever don't believe me.' he says stopping the car into park and gets out leaving me there.
I get out of the car and then fall onto the car for support as the baby kicks my side hard making me whimper in pain.suddenly I feel a pair of familiar hands touch my upper arms to help me steadied myself.
" I'm fine." I said as I pull away from him.
" fine, I need to get to the best man room to put my tux on." he says walking away from me.
I feel tears wanting to start but I bite my lip and walk into the chapel and go to the room where el showed me I needed to go when this big day came. I open the door to find a baby basinet and el popping a bottle into the babies mouth. she looks up at me and smiles showing her white teeth. she comes to me and hugs me while I feel the baby kick in response.
" oh she is kicking." she said holding my belly in hands.
" she is a pain, she kicks really hard." I said making a face.
" well I cant wait till I'm aunt Ely" she said winking.
" me too, but harry would rather see her dead." I said, her smile dropped in a instant at his name.
she went to talk but this girl with long blonde hair comes in and she smiles. this was daisy's friend she asked to be a brides mate. she was small and yet good looking she was in fact a model. I looked away from her, I didn't like her cause she stared at harry all the time and she dressed like a slut. then el grabbed my arm and looks me into the eyes.
" I have to tell you something sky." she said in a whisper then shooting the blonde a dirty look.

Notes

I hope you don't mind it being this long.