My risky life

Sky p.o.v
I fell on forward as Harry caught me and looked in my eyes.
" you killed someone in front of my brother." I said while he looked so lost.
" no, zayn did buts still no excuse." He Said while I got up and started to shake.
" he was protecting me and I threw it in his face and he knows I'm" I said holding my hand to my mouth.
" babies happen sky, if your having second thoughts." Was all he said. I looked at him and then I slapped him.
" how could you even say that let alone think that" I said while tears streamed down my face.
" your face showed you wanted to go back sky. That's why I asked" he said in a whisper.
" I was sad Harry, my brother is freaking out and I'm here with you" I said now realizing how I said that, he got up and looked at me.
"Do you want to leave?" He asked while I stood my ground and looked into his eyes for any kinds reasoning.
" Harry, I want to stay but I am not goug to let my brother feel like I betrayed him" I said as I held his hands.
" please don't leave me" he said coming closer to my face.
"I don't want to but my brother Harry.......what if he is involved in the drugs stuff, would you have killed him too" I said as he looked at the ceiling all quiet.
" are you fucking kidding me!" I screamed as he looked me.
"No, I wouldn't have killed him. Maybe call the cops but I wouldn't kill him" he said snapping at me.
" what was that silent shit then" I said as he laughed.
"I was thinking" he said glaring at me.
"Thinking about what how to lie to me." I said as he balled his fists.
"No, I was thinking how could the woman that is carrying my baby and wearing a ring I gave her and I let her with hold sex from me and make me promise her things and give my heart to her think that I am a monster" he said shaking.
" you are a monster when you kill human beings" I said turning away and grabbing my jacket and waking to the door.
"Where are you going" he said, i turned around.
"Why are you going to stop me" I said while he scoffed.
"Yes" he said as I ran out the door, he was faster than me and grabbed me by my arm and pulled me back In to the room, he reached for my Waist and licked me up as I tried to run forward. He threw me to the bed, I looked at him breathing hard as he held my wrists to the bed as he somehow had to legs around his waist. He came down and attacked my neck.
" Harry stop, no I don't want this" I said but my body was lying.
He started to put pressure on my lower area and move his hips.
"Don't do This to me" I said pleading him with my voice.
He came up and looked me into my eyes, and came to my lips. He moved his lips against mine as I laid there helpless, he tried to get Into my mouth but I bit his lip. He took that as I was trying to turn him on but really I was trying to hurt him.
I bit harder making him flinch. He came back up and looked into my eyes as I turned my face away from him.
"Please please I dint want to lose you again skylar your my weakness."he said In a sad soft tone. I felt something wet and warm fall on my cheek to my neck, I turned to see him with red puffy red eyes.
"I know you dot. Want me no more but don't take the baby away from me. But know I want you in every way, every day and every moment I'm with you" he said while the tears fell more and faster. I wiggled my hand from his loosen grasp and touched his face lightly. He opened them and looked at me. He kissed my hand, I started to cry too.
"I want to not want you Harry. But I love you too much to to even allow me to think that. I would never keep Our child from you. I love you Harold Edward styles. Your my everything. I want you forever and I want this baby with you." I said going to say more but his lips crashed into mine.

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