My risky life

"About two hours pass."
I laughed as she told me the end of her story about the first time she had sex.
" oh god" I said taking another spoon full of ice cream.
" yeah, we'll how was your first time." She said as I looked down into the tub.
" honey are you ok" she said poking my side,
" yeah, those memories are hard to pull back up" I said as she looked at me with sympathy.
" wanna talk about it" she said as I laughed.
" can I trust you" I said as she nodded.
" we'll I was 14 just started to know about periods and stuff and I was dating this boy who was two years older than me. And I guess I was stupid for thinking it was love. He took me to a party and I drank for the first time and It felt weird I started not to be able to see straight.and next thing I know I wake up with a massive headache. I look over to see three different dudes including my boyfriend." I said as she had tears in her eyes.
" yeah and he told me that I was great and that he was moving on" I said the I told her his name and she cursed really loud.
" ace what an ass hole" she said among me laugh.
" he always came back tho, he told me I was the best he ever had." I said getting up and helping her up.
" so how many more months do you have" I said as she walked with me to the kitchen.
" about one and half" she said as I smiled.
" I'm three weeks"I said putting the ice cream back.
" good, and your in good shape like me so you'll be fine when you start to show." She said making me think of how fat I'll be.
" I don't want to be fat" I said, she looked at me like it happens.
" just know sex burns calories" she said as I nearly choke on the water I was drinking.
" wow, your very blunt" I said as she laughed.
" love that ant nothing, how's the sex. Is it great and hot" she said making me blush.
" I'd like to think its great and hot" said Harry as he came in making me squeal and jump to hug him while wrapping my legs around him.
" I missed you" he said kissing me.
" I missed you too" i said in between kisses.
" we'll hello to you" said el as I looked over to see Louis was behind her hiding her belly and nuzzling her neck.
" there so cute" I said jumping off Harry.
" yeah but we're cuter" he said making Louis laugh.
" don't start man" he said as Harry flipped him off.
" hey, hey, hey" said el as she got between them.
" take it out side the babies can feel violence" she said as I acted all serous too.
" I'm just making a funny"said Harry as he kissed me.
" We'll were going to go home" said Louis taking. Els hand.
" wait" I said hugging her.
" aww honey I gave you my number just text me" she kissing my cheek.
" I'll text you about lunch sometime" I said as she nodded.
" I think we created beasties" said Louis.
" shut up" I said ruffling his hair.
I then was pulled back by Harry, he held me by my waist, I then smelled gun powered and rust like from blood.
" see you tomorrow Harry." Louis said as Harry nodded and shut the door behind him.
" again Harry" I said pushing off of him.
" what" he said as I walked up the stairs.
" I can smell gun powereder" I said as he groaned.
" he shot at us, what was I suppose to do run" he shouted as I felt tears threaten to fall.
" no but at least remember that if you die I'll be alone with no one but a baby" I Said running up the stair and slamming the door, I quickly locked it hearing the foot steps being stomped on. The door handle jiggled and then He banged on the door.
" damn it skylar open the door," he said as I wiped my face.
" no, a man doesn't need a gun, he don't need to kill people to prove his point" I said in between sobs.
" I didn't kill him, zayn did yes I shot at someone but he didn't die on me. Niall got shot I held him as we cleaned him up. I am a man" he said as I kicked the door.
" you are unbelievable Harold" I screamed, I unlocked the door and slapped him.
He caught my hand and held it to my side.
" you really are starting a fight with me for this" he said pushing me inside the room.
" after the shit I have done for you, the problems I have and to fix and the rescuing I had to do the baby growing inside of you is mine" He said pushing me to the edge of the bed.
" don't put that on me. I care about you, what if some gang decides to shoot up your hide out and hits you or kills you. What will that put me through Harry. What would el have if Louis were to die now." I said making him glare harder at me.
" don't bring him Into this" he said gritting his teeth.
" no, she would have no one. No money, no one to be In the delivery room. No one to say that's your daddy. No one that's how I would feel Harry if it were to happen to you" I said pushing him away.
" don't worrie that's all you have to do. Is not fucking worrie and I'll be alright when I get home, I love you and that's all that should matter" He screamed in my face.
" we'll I love you enough to worry" I said grabbing a pillow and and walking past him.
" where are you going." He said as I went I walk out the room but he blocked my way.
" to the couch" I said as he hung his head.
" this is I stupid sky please just stop this and come to bed with me" he said pleading with his green orbs.
" no, this isn't healthy Harry. We have sex to fix our problems and frankly our problems are waiting to exploded so I think it's best if I sleep on the couch." I said as he closed his eyes. And took the pillow,from me.
" you sleep there I'll sleep on the couch" he said moving toward me.
" don't Harry" I said warning him as he kissed my forehead.
" Good night, we will talk tomorrow' he whispered and turned and shut the door behind him.
I sighed and walked to the bed and laid down. I'm doing the right thing right? He did something wrong....,right? I absolutely care about this man. But how can I not worry if he is going to go shooting people an then pissing the other people off and then getting killed him self. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

Notes

So this is interesting huh and I really enjoy reading the comments and give me advice of what should happen next please I'm getting writers block.