Lost To You

~ Audrey's POV ~
*three days later*

I zip up the remainder of my items that I am taking back to California. Which is practically everything but the stuff Deborah wanted to wear. I never though it would have to come to this. I don't want to go to the funeral, or see my dad, my family, Zachary's family...my mom and Zachary's mom, Daphne, have always been really good friends. I'm sure his parents don't even know about the baby. Well, this'll be fun.

"Audrey, your flight leaves in one hour! We have to get to the airport." Deborah calls and I roll my suitcase out of my room and walk to the couple that are currently teasing each other in the sweetest way. Ugh. That was me and Harry....UNTIL I RUINED IT.

"Not that I care, but can we leave now?" I asked and they nodded.

As we drove, it was silent until Deborah broke the oh so comfortable silence. "The boys are going to meet us there. They wanted to say goodbye."

"I'll be back." I said and she shrugged in her seat.

"I know...but we don't know how long for, and it will be nice to see them." She said and I sighed.

"Is Harry going to be there?" I muttered and it got uncomfortably quiet.

"I don't know." Joseph lied and I let my head rest on the window.

~ Harry's POV ~

"Can you tell me why we're here now?" I asked Louis and he shushed me with his pointer finger. Fucker. We just arrived at the airport and I am beyond confused as I follow the four boys into a new gate. Gate 76...to California? What the actual shit?!

"Guys, someone better explain this to me-" I stopped mid-sentence as my eyes landed on the brown-haired, green-eyed beauty who broke my heart. She walked into the gate with her friends and Joseph sent a small smile my way when he noticed me. I turned and looked at the boys.

"What the hell?" I hissed and they gave me shrugs. I walked behind Liam and avoided eye contact with Audrey as she approached us.

"Hey guys...thanks for coming." She offered them smiles and I kept my eyes on the ground. This is too much. Way too much...

"No problem! We were happy to. We know this is a hard trip home, and we want to give you our best goodbye ever!" Niall said and hugged her. Home? Hard? Goodbye? No. No. No. She's not going home is she? No.

She hugged the rest of them and once Liam moved she made eye contact with me. Her face paled and a look of guilt washed her beautiful features.

"I was going to call on your birthday, but I didn't exactly think that was appropriate...So, Happy birthday?" I offered and blush covered her cheeks. I love that. I love her.

"Thank you." She whispered and Joseph took her luggage from her small hands.

"How have you been?" I asked her and she let out a small laugh.

"I assume they told you, no?" She looked at Liam and Niall and they bit the insides of their cheeks in a nervous act.

"No, what?" I asked and she hesitantly turned to face me.

"My mother passed away." She said and my heart started it's guilty ache.

"I'm so sorry...When?" I was never good with these types of things.

"Actually...my birthday. So, I'm going home for the funeral. I owe it to her cause we didn't exactly end things on good terms if you know what I mean." She played with the ends of her hair, she only does that when she nervous or uncomfortable.

"Yeah...I remember. I'm sorry to hear that." We can all agree this is awkward.

"Look, Harry I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry." Regret laced her words and my ache multiplied.

"No, it's okay...I have a girlfriend now so everything worked out." WHAT THE HELL, HARRY?! YOU JUST TOLD HER YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND WHEN YOU DONT YOU MOTHER FUCKING IDIOT! SHE CLEARLY WANTS YOU BACK AND YOU LOVE HER, SO LET'S BACK THE FUCKING TRUCK UP MY HOMIE.

I watched as her expression changed from semi-okay to absolutely heart broken. "Who?" Her voice cracked and I mentally slapped myself. The boys gave me glares and I wanted to literally run myself over with a semi-truck.

"Ashley." Blurted and she nearly choked on my words.

"I'm happy for you." She attempted at a smile but failed.

"That's the reason you broke up with me in the first place, right? So I-we could see other people." I said and she nodded.

"I said I'm happy for you...let's just leave it at that." She forced a smile onto her face and then walked over to Deborah and Joseph with her head bowed.

"Harry...what the hell is your problem?" Zayn asked and I sighed.

"I don't know! It just...came out I guess?" I said and Liam hit me in the back of my head.

"She was apologizing! Not that she even has to, but you should have been grateful not a douche bag." Louis said and I rubbed my temples.

~ Audrey's POV ~

Ashely? That bitch from the party? Truth or dare girl? Anger and sadness bubbled over the surface of my walls and tears blurred my vision as I hugged Deborah.

"No, Audrey...he loves you. I'm sure she's hop just some skank he's fucking," I laughed at her words but they also lowered my self esteem. A skank that he's fucking...

"I better get to security." I mumbled and she wiped my tears away.

"Have a safe flight, Aud. If your dad causes you any trouble call us, yeah?" She said and I nodded.

"I love you guys." More tears came rolling down my cheeks as realization hit. I'm going to face my dad.

"Don't cry, Auds...everything will be okay." Joseph hugged me and placed a kiss to my forehead before wrapping his arms around Deborah in an adoring embrace. ugh.

"Bye guys." I said to the five boys and Harry ignored me. Zayn walked up and wrapped his arms around me.

"Why are you crying?" He chuckled and I smiled as I pulled away.

"I'm facing my father after he verbally removed me from the family...I'm overwhelmed." I said and wiped the tears away.

"I'm sure it'll be okay..." Liam said and I looked at him with a shrug.

"I'm most definitely looking forward to the conversation with Zachary's parents...I'm sure they're thrilled he got me pregnant." I say sarcastically and Liam hugs me goodbye.

"When will you be back?" Louis questions and hugs me himself.

"I don't know...but I am coming back." I say and Niall hugs me directly after Louis let's go of me.

"Have a good flight and make sure Nova gets plenty to eat okay? He can eat a lot." He jokes and. I laugh lightly.

"I will, don't worry." I grasp the handle of my suitcase and quickly glance at Harry. He has and intense stare on me and it makes me nervous.

"B-bye." I say and wave to the rest of them. They all smile and I roll my suitcase over to the security check.

"Audrey!" I turn around and see Deborah running full speed to catch up to me. She collapses into a hug and I stumble back slightly. I hug her back and we both start to cry.

"Awe!" I hear Joseph and he joins us, making it a group hug.

"I'm going to miss you way too much, Audrey." Deborah says and I laugh through my tears.

"I'll miss you too." I respond and they pull away.

"Okay...you can go now." She says and I place my suitcase on the belt. No one else is really here right now.

"W-wait!" I turn back around and my heart leaps as Harry runs over to me. He engulfs me in a hug and my whole body relaxes. Relief. So much relief. Maybe even hope.

"Have a safe flight...and punch your dad in the face for me." He says and I weakly chuckle.

"I would if I had the balls." I sniffle and he pulls away.

"You've got balls...I mean, you have confidence balls not real balls. That would be weird." He says and I laugh.

"Be careful okay?" He whispers and I nod.

"Of course...I love y-" I cut myself off. "S-sorry." I mumble and he frowns

"Habit. I know." He says.

"Miss, you're losing up the line." The security guy says and I look at him.

"What line?" I question and he chuckles, allowing us to carry on.

"I'll see you when you get back." He says and I smiled before he awkwardly kisses my cheek and walks away.

What?

Notes

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