Login with:

Facebook

Twitter

Tumblr

Google

Yahoo

Aol.

Mibba

Your info will not be visible on the site. After logging in for the first time you'll be able to choose your display name.

Camp Gay Away

But mom?

I'm in Science and the teacher is talking about so random stuff that I'm not listening to, I have a 4.0 what do i need this for, and plus I have enough credits to graduate if I wanted to

"So harry are you going to do it" My friend Nathan leans over and whispers to me

"Yeah, but.....I'm....I'm nervous what if she hates me?" I ask him

"Dude you have a freaking 4.0 GPA, You got to skip a grade, You don't smoke, you don't, do drugs, and you don't drink, your like the best kid ever" his comment makes me blush

"Com'on man what could go wrong?"

LATER THAT NIGHT

"Wow mom that was the best diner ever thank" I say trying to put her in a good mood

"Well thanks Harry" she smiles and puts her dish in the sink, and making water

"So how was your day, mum" I say. I think she's getting in a better mood

"Suck up" My sister Gemma says

"Quiet you" I say pointing my finger at her

She leans forward and jokingly bites it

"Ow... cannibal" she smiles

"What can I say" I smile at her stupid joke

"Well my day was fine Harry, there was this lady who came in with a sick dog and she had a zit the size of a-"

"EWW MOM STOP" Gemma interrupts

My mom just chuckles it off

"Mom I have to tell you something" I say taking a deep breathe. Gemma puts a hand on my shoulder. I told her a few years ago and she was okay with it but told me to wait a while before I told mum.

"What is it Harry" my mom asked me stopping on the dishes

"Umm...I'm....I...." I took Gemma's hand I can always rely on her for support "I'm gay mum"

"What? Well how do you know" she ask

"I don't know, it's just an instance sense I guess, I'm not attracted to girl, and I find myself attracted to guys"

"Well that doesn't really mean anything you could just bot be seeing the right kinda girls, and maybe you could just think that the guy's your around are just cool or something...."

"Mom you are okay with that...right?"

"Umm....to be honest no I'm not, and I don't think that you shold either" her entire mood has changes. She's gone from calm to hostile

"MUM!" Gemma yell's "ARE YOU SERIOUS YOU DON'T WANT HIM TO BE HIMSELF"

"Well Gemma I'm not saying I want him to hate himself, or start cutting, or anything of those lines....but maybe we could see someone" I feel a tear sting my eye, but I won't let her think I'm weak

"MOM.......mom are you saying you want me to go to therapy" I hang my head low and just let the tears fall, I don't care what she thinks of me anymore, I just want to sleep, and never wake up.

Gemma takes my head into my head and I grab her trying not to sob but I end doing it anyway

I let go of Gemma and walk upstairs to my room and just grab a duffle bag. If she doesnt want to accept me for me then she doesn't have to be bothered with me

"Harry what are you doing?" my mum ask, I haven't turned around so I'm just going on the sound of her voice

"If you won't accept me for me then I don't want to be here" she starts to walk over to me and take some of the stuff out of my bag

"Harry your not going anywhere okay" I open my mouth to say something but she holds up her hand "Now this might not be the best thing you want to hear, and you might think that I'm being an arse but right now I'm just thinking of you when I do this, I called paster Bill and talked to him about a special camp that could help change your mindset about this"

"ARE YOU SAYING YOU WANT TO SEND ME TO A STRAIGHT CAMP" she doesn't say anything all she does is nod her head

I"m over run by anger and throw my fist directly into the wall which makes a whole, and Gemma comes running up the stairs

"WHAT HAPPENED" she screeches, and gasp when she sees my bloody knuckle and the giant whole in the wall

"MUM DO YOU SEE WHAT YOUR DOING, I THINK HE JUST BROKE BROKE HIS HAND ALL BECAUSE YOU WANT TO BE A BITCH" I'm taken back by her words and by the expression on her face she might be the most out of all of us

"YOUNG LADY WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TALKING TO" Gemma's suprised face has gone back to anger

"IF YOUR NOT GOING TO HELP YOU "GAY" SON AND TELL HIM TO BE SHAMED OF WHO HE IS, THEN BITCH YOU CAN EXPECT THAT I'M GOING TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THIS" my mum slaps Gemma hard across the face and to my surprise Gemma slaps her back, and well that's how the fight started. I had to pull Gemma off of my mom and get my mum to release Gemma's hair

"STOP YOU TO JUST STOP! MUM IF YOU WANT ME TO GOTO THE CAMP THERN I WILL JUST STOP THE FIGHTING" my mums face grows calm and Gemma goes back to her room and slams the door

"Well you already have your stuff packed and the bus will be here tomorrow so you might want to get some sleep"

"WHAT TOMORROW WHAT ABOUT SCHOOL" she shrugs

"I'll call them"

"But what about my friends" she looks at me and gives a cold stare

"well you'll just have to make new ones won't you"

"B-but" I start

"HARRY it's late the bus will be here at 10:00 so you might wan to sleep, I look over to the clock and see that it's 3:00

My mom walks out and I cry myself to sleep

THE NEXT MORNING

I have my bag in my hand and my phone in the other, with head phones

" I walk over to Gemma and give her and tight hug

"Your the best sister ever, I love you Gem" I feel her tears on my check

"I love you to har" she leans in close "Don't let that bitch keep you from being you okay"

I walk over to my mom and stare her dead in the eye "Bitch" and walk away.

I walk onto the bus and see a whole bunch of people that look irritated and some tired and sad. There is only one seat that is open and it's by Blonde haired kid asleep on and guy with brown a haired curls, and HOLY SHIT, a guy with a snake bites, an eyebrow piercing, sleeves, and brown hair, and well he's, he's, he's..... he's pretty fucking hot.

I walk down the idle and getting a few gauzes and stares

"Hi I'm alex"

A 6"1 guy says to me standing up and he is really welled muscled. He's wearing a tight shirt that shows his abs, but I'm not that intrested, there's that guy with the tatooes that I want to sit by.

"Yeah I'm Harry" and with that I walk away only getting a few more stares. I put my bag in a cupboard by my head and sit down

"Hi I'm Harry" I extend my hand. He takes out one of his earbuds

"I'm Louis" He shakes my hand and everyone turns around giving him a cold stare. What;s u[ with them?

I put in my ear buds and go to sleep, but before I do I think to myself

I have to get better, I have to get better for Gemma and my mum

And those are the last words I remember before I drift off into unconsciousness

Notes

Hay guys hows the story going I'm sorry I haven't updated in 5 days but I have been wroking on some other stuff and I would love to know how you guys feel about this story

The next chapter will be on Louis P.O.V.

Sp how was your New Years....I went on a date with this really hot guy and had loads of fucking fun

Comments

Are you going to be doing this story on here again?

ahh the wrold is going mad!!!!!

Bipolar Bipolar
1/18/14

Sorry guys I was in the hospital for 7 days and I was seriously sick so expect an update within the next few days~Xavier

XavierDye XavierDye
1/17/14

Please update

onexdirection onexdirection
1/17/14

PLEASE UPDATE

craving1D craving1D
1/6/14