Im scared.



Im mad



But not the feeling but what is. I'm crazy its not a thought its true I'm scared that if I meet him everything we have created would vanish and die in the fires of hell and all he would do is walk over me like everyone else, even the ones I love.







It was a bitter and dark drink, I fumbled with the coffee it stung my palm as I sadly placed it upon the table again staring at my phone.



"Anything else"
I looked at the waitress,her skin pale, her thin lips pop the pink bubble gum as she splatter her fake smile over her face. The outline of her nose made her look a year older and the dark rings under her gray eyes. I shake my head having my hair shadow over my eyes.


She didnt care as she turned on her heels.
"Whatever" she whispered when she was gone. My gaze fell on my phone waiting for him to answer. I need him to answer.


Catching my attention rapidly . A lock of curls walks in he's eyes where covered with shades. Jaw was set, he's cheeks flushed from the weather. He walked around as watching everything and studying it, as then he peered over at me. He walked slowly as he sat infront of my booth. The same girl came to take hes order as he only asked for a coffee and smiled at her as she smiled back and leaned in closer showing her chest more to him. They looked fake as they looked too big for her self. My own eyes fine themself looking down at my own chest.


"Anything else"I studied him, he smiled pushing hes hair down like this didn't effect him at all.

"No thanks" he whispered finally realized that she was so close to him. Hes hand went to her flushed cheeks and pushed back some of her red hair.




"Coming right away hon"

She whispered for only him to hear as she got up slowly and made sure to sway her hips He looked at me amused with hes finding. He waves at me as I felt my chest tighten and my cheeks flush pink. I dont reply to hes wave as I look down at my lap feeling queasy he only caught my attention more as I wish I could ju-


"Hi" I jumped as I looked up to see the stranger sitting in my booth. My throat hurt as I scramble wanting to leave. My breath became uneasy with this unexpected and unique situation I was surprisingly placed in. He smirked at my shyness.

"Haven't seen you around" hes voice was a quiet yet deep I sensed something about him. Something familiar.


"I um come here sometimes....my father is the owner"


"Owner? Wow"



He was taller then me by to much to count. He's curls were pushed back and on hes left arm ran two, three large tattoos that caught my eye as they traveled upper to he's tight white shirt it fit him perfectly. There was a sense of danger around him but it felt right.




"You dont mind if I sit here do you?" he smiled looking at me. I nodded wanting this to end. He must have sensed my stillness. He chewed at hes buttom lip and pushed back hes lens. Green eyes stare into mine they were beautiful.


I heard footsteps stop for a moment as I looked for whom they belong to.


" Here you go hon" her voice was high pitch I wanted to clap at her small performance for her need and want for a male partner. As I die at the simple motion of this action. "Thanks " he smiled as he toke it from her smaller hands.

Notes

Sad life
yet still standing
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