* 3rd person point of view *




Zoey had her arms crossed behind her back and nervously paced back forth infront of the room.
The doctors were in there with Harry.
After a few minutes a nurse came out.

"Zoey Saunders?"

"Yeah?", she hopefully looked up.

"I am afraid you can't go inside and see Mr. Styles right now.
He is breathing but sadly shows no reaction.
He has a small wound on the back on his head, but no bone injuries.
He in some kind of coma state right now, but we can't tell for long exactly.
The doctors will take a few more minutes. I'll call you up alright?", she smiled trying to sound cheery.
But she knew wasn't helping right now.

Zoey absently nodded and went to sit in the large waiting room.
She looked around.
The walls were painted in a pretty green, letting the hospital not look to scary.
There were only a few people in there.

She heavily sighed and sunk low in her seat.
She almost didn't notice Liam, Niall, Louis, Zayn, Megan, Perrie, Chloé and Eleanor barge through the doors.
Liam and Eleanor walked over to Zoey.

"So? What did they say?", Liam asked handing her some clothes.
His eyes were red and puffy from crying, but so where everyone else's too.
She explained the current situation to them and the others. They sadly shook their head.
Zoey broke down sobbing.

"It is all my fault!", she cried.
"If Harry wasn't chasing me, this wouldn't have happened!
I'm the one who told him to catch me!"

"Zoey never think that way!", Liam scolded, tears now filling his eyes aswell.

"It wasn't your fault okay?
You know he's always a bit horny!", he chuckled, still crying.

Zoey cracked a half smile at that thought.

"Come on love, change your clothes.", Perrie said, tugging Zoey with her.
They went to restrooms.

"Guys i can't believe this is actually happening!", Louis sighed.
"I know right. It's so unreal.", Zayn sniffed.
Eleanor embraced Louis in a hug.

He kissed her forehead and led her over to some free seats.
Niall was holding Chloé, who was crying into Nialls shoulder.
Liam and Megan just sat there holding hands in awkward silence.

Perrie and Zoey came back after Zoey had put something normal on.

"Excuse me!", a nurse came over.
"I'd need you to fill out some forms."
"All of us?", Liam asked.
"Well yeah, except this young lady here, she's already filled out everything."

"Okay Zoey you just stay here and look after Harry when you are allowed to. We'll be back soon.", Megan reassured, squeezing her shoulder.
She went back to her seat and patiently waited.

"Miss Saunders?", the nurse from earlier came in.
"Could you come with me please?"

Zoey got up and followed her through the long corridors.
The doctors were waiting infront of the room.
"Miss Saunders,
We are sorry to tell you this...but Mr. Styles most likely won't make it."

Bang.

Something inside Zoey broke.

She looked at them wide eyed.
"A-are you sure?", she asked in disbelief.
They nodded and looked down.
"Thanks.", Zoey whispered slowly opening the door.
The doctors walked away and Zoey walked into the room.

*beep beep beep*

The monitor showed his heart rate, that was constant.
She looked at the many machines that were connected to a body through cables.
There he was.
Harry layed on a white hospital bed in a white hospital gown.
He looked so fragile and innocent.
Zoey warily walked over and sat at the end of the bed.

*beep beep beep*

"Harry i-i'm so sorry", she sobbed burying her face in her hands.
He didn't react. He just lay there, his eyes closed and his chest slightly rising and falling.

*beep beep beep*

Zoey couldn't believe what was actually happening.
She thought of all the memories they shared.

She remembered they day they met.
Zoey was buying a birthday present for Chloé.
When she was in Jack Wills, Harry bumped into her.
They accidently switched bags.
She knew that face was familiar to her, but boy did she know that was the face she'd fall in love with.

She chuckled remembering the way she asked for the bag.
How she knocked him down sitting on top of him.
Harrys perverted comments.
When Megan fangirled and they had to run awayfrom the fans.
The car ride and the first night they all spent together.
Playing truth or dare and desperately trying to escape the kiss with Harry.
How she hated him but secretly like him but was to afraid to admit it to him.
The way he looked at her.
The words he had said when he admitted his feelings.
All the fun moments they had with the others.
The jealousy when Zoey talked to another guy.
The special night they had making love.
The teasing from the boys.
The movie nights and the cuddling.
The fights and tears that were shed.
The apologies and make ups afterwards.
All the kisses and lovely moments.
Everything they had together.

Zoey stared at her feet.
All this would be over. Harry wouldn't be there anymore.

*beep beep beep beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*

The heart rate monitor showed a flat line.

Zoeys head shot up and she ruffled her hair in frustration.
This wasn't happening.
Everything around her turned.
She suddenly felt numb.
All the noises were blended out. She didn't care.
Not even a single tear was shed.
She couldn't.
She couldn't take it anymore.
Her heart clenched.



Harry was dead.
The love of her life was gone.
Forever.
She stiffly walked up and placed a last kiss to his cold lips.
And walked out in silence.








*beep beep beep beep*


Zoey didn't notice.
She was already out the door.
Her body still numb.
Still blocking out every noise, everything around her.
She didn't notice that Harry was alive again.
She just walked out of the hospital.






-Meanwhile-

"Stop! He is alive! He is alive again!", the doctor yelled running up to Liam and the rest.
They had just finished the paper work, when they got the news that Harry had passed away.
They couldn't believe it at first and unable to react or say anything.
When the doctors said that Harry was alive again, they quickly stormed off to his room.

"Harry!", Perrie sobbed hugging him tightly.
He chuckled hugging her back.
"Hi guys!", his raspy voice echoed through the room.
We actually couldn't believe he was alive again and tackled him in a huge group hug.

The doctors cleared him up about what actually happened to him.
He was amazed.
"That is so creepy and amazing at the same time!"; he exclaimed making all of us laugh.
"But wait, where is Zoey?"

We all looked at each other.
"Maybe she thought you were actually dead?
Wow it feels so weird to say that.
I guess she was here with you because we had something to fill out.", Zayn explained.

Harry quickly got dressed.
"Come on! We need to find her!", he yelled already storming out of the building.






*Zoeys Point of view*



I stood in the elevator.

Harry was dead.
I still couldn't believe it.
Harry was gone.

*Ping*

The doors of the elevator opened and i stepped out.
I unlocked the door to our apartment.
It was empty as i stepped in.

I quietly walked to Harrys room, which was filled with the smell of his cologne.
Now crying i went over to his bed where his shirt lay.
I grabbed it and deeply inhaled the scent of Harry.
I set it back on the bed and walked to the large living room.

Still thinking about him i stepped on the balcony and looked down.

All the emotions and memories came flooding back.
All the pain.
Harry was dead.
I tightly squeezed my eyes shut.
I carefully stood on the railing and looked down.

Do love Harry?
Yes.
So much you'd give up your life to be with him?
Yes.

I deeply inhaled and...























jumped.










"Zoey no!", i heard a faint voice calling, that even sounded somewhat like Harry.
But it was to late.
My body felt weightless as i fell.
I was about to hit the floor.





Bang.

Notes

There ya go :)
There is one more Chapter left ! xx
i was almost crying writing this :(
hope you enjoy <3