You Only Find Love Once

Louis' POV

Niall just left Michaela's room with his guitar and it was my turn to go see her. We all decided to go in one by one, but i wanted to go after Niall.
"Hey Niall, are you okay?"
"Yeah, just got a bit emotional that's all" he smiled. I could tell he was holding back tears and that wasn't a real smile, it was a smile showing that he was on the edge of breaking. Like Michaela, i know Niall inside out. I walked over to Eleanor just to ask if she could keep an eye on Niall.
"El keep an eye on Niall, don't let him out of your sight"
"Okay babe. Don't be long, i want to speak to her, even though she may not be able to hear me" She lightly quivered.
This has hit us all so hard. To see such a good girl in such a bad position. Why her? It's not fair and i kind of blame myself really. If i didn't set Niall up with Barbara for a distraction, none of this would of happened. I should of pushed Niall to tell Michaela how he felt. I shouldn't of set them up. I should of stepped in. I feel so bad about this. I just want my best friend to wake up, everyone thought that one of the boys was my best friend but it was Michaela. She had such a big impact on everyone's life's. She is the glue that keeps us all together. She got on with everyone in the band and all our girlfriend's. She didn't make them jealous, she wanted to become friends with them and invited them into our group. She was such a warm, loving person and now she's cold and laying in a hospital bed. All because of me. I could feel tears forming in my eyes so i quickly dashed to Michaela's room so nobody saw, it was time to see her anyway.
I walked over to her bed and sat on the bed next to her body. I laid next to her body and looked up at the ceiling.
"I know you probably can't hear me but i wanted to say how much of amazing friend you are and your going to stay my friend because you will wake up, i know you will" I lightly chuckled.
"I still don't think you know how much you mean to all of us, just a girl from Mullingar made this massive impact on us, especially me" I stopped. I could feel myself getting choked up.
"I remember the first time i saw you at the live shows of The X Factor and i walked in to see you and Niall wrestling and we all thought you and Niall was dating but turns out you two was just friends which was disappointing because you two deserve each other so much, you two could never realise it" I chuckled. "I remember when we got voted of the X Facto and Niall was the one it hard most, you was there, to comfort him through the night, you was there to comfort all of us and we didn't mind you being there because you was so easy to get along with it was like having your best friend there but you was better than a best friend" I smiled to myself thinking of all good memories. "How about the time when we was on the Up All Night Tour and you came with us because you and Niall begged for you to go, you never took any of managements shit. I remember when we was on the tour bus and you and Zayn was fighting over the only mirror, you won when you punch Zayn in the eye and gave him a black eye. So many good memories and soon... they all might be gone" I choked. All so many emotions this girl gave me. Happiness when she pulled pranks on the boys with me, Pain when she wrestled me to the ground when we was playing football, Love when she set me up with the love of my life, Sadness when i saw the pain she was going through because of Barbara. Just so many memories and emotions because of her.
"Just remember Michaela, you was my best friend and all of us love you so much, especially Niall" I chuckled, I lightly kissed her forehead and walked out the room with a couple of tears down my cheeks.
"Hey babe how was it?" El asked.
"Okay just emotional" I sniffled.
"Oh god, I'm going to be a wreck"
"I know baby, i hope you have waterproof mascara on"
"No" She giggled and cried.
She let go of my hand and walked into Michaela's room.

Eleanor's POV

I walked into Michaela's room and sat on the end of her bed. I looked at her beautiful face, i was always jealous of her, she was so beautiful, she had the perfect body, eyes, skin everything, I was scared at first when i started dating Louis because i thought she was hated me plus she was kind of intimating, but i don't think she realised but after finding out i felt threatened she made me feel more comfortable when she promised her and Louis was just good friends. That's when our close friendship started.
"Hey Mickey, i know Louis and Niall have already said some pretty strong stuff but i just want to tell you things i was scared to say to your face" I started.
"I was always jealous of you. I was thought of you as the girl i always wanted to grow up and be. Your so beautiful, you was the girl i wanted to be, i was always shy when we went out together, you always attracted boys, it's not like i wanted attention because i had a boyfriend, the best boyfriend i could ask for but when we went it's like i turned invisible because of your beauty" I could feel a weird feeling in my stomach, Relief and sadness. "I wish i told you sooner and not when your in a hospital bed. I just wish i was like you, someone everyone cam love, everyone loved you, even the fans, you are the most loved one, i remember when you and Niall had a little argument on Twitter and all his fans started to gang up on him because they all loved you" I chuckled, "Most of the fans hate me because I'm dating Louis, if you dated Niall I'm sure you two would be the new hottest couple"
This was harder than i thought telling her all my feelings even though she can't hear me, i think. Good old memories started to come back to me, when we was on tour with the boys, we poured water all over Louis and Niall when they fell asleep. We had so many good memories together. It's sad that she has had to be put in this position. I stood up hugged her tight but not tight enough to hurt her.
I walked out the room to see Niall in Louis' arms.
"Guys, what's wrong?"
"The doctor thinks that when she wakes up she might have brain damage or memory loss but can't conclude until she wakes up but when she does, it will be hard to cope with what has happened to her, whether it is brain damage or memory loss" Louis said whipping his eyes. This must hit Niall hard.

Niall's POV

I walked into Michaela's room a wreck. I have never felt so much heartache, she was my sunshine, my only sunshine the only who could make happy when i was sad. those thoughts just made me remember the first time i sang that song to her. She was in hospital when she fell from a tree in school and i sang that song to her. I laid down next to her body and wrapped one arm around her waist. My voice started to crack and tears streamed down my face. I decided to sing the first song i sang to her. The song that described how i feel right now and right now i need my best friend.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamt I held you in my arms
When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head, and I cried

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

I'll always love you and make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me to love another,
You'll regret it all one day

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

Please don't take my sunshine away

I finished the song in tears, i was a wreck. I felt sick in my stomach and i just wanted her to be with me, i want her in my arms.
I just need my sunshine.

Notes

Hey girls
I'm back but I'm so sorry
While i was away i had no internet and i couldn't remember the last thing i wrote
So i couldn't write anything but i write this for you all today
I only got back today from my holiday and this chapter kind of got to me
The song 'My Only Sunshine' I cant even describe how i feel when i hear this or my boyfriend sings to me
I break down crying so I'm sorry if there are any mistakes because i got a bit emotional when writing
But anyway i hope you like it and i tricked you
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