You Only Find Love Once

Niall's POV

I've been laying awake since last night after what happened. Zayn and Liam had to drag me out the hospital, kicking and screaming. The doctors wouldn't let me see Michaela until today, i will be able to see her. I haven't slept one bit, I've been just sitting in the bed wearing the suit i had on from last night, i haven't changed clothes yet but i couldn't give a fuck. I couldn't stop thinking about Michaela last night and what might happen to her.
What if she wakes up and she loses her memory? or what if she stays asleep and doesn't wake up? there are loads of possibilities what could happen but we have know idea what could happen. I couldn't imagine my life without her, she's been in my life since i was born. She has made such a different in everyone's life. She set up Louis and Eleanor and now they're engaged, she set up Harry and Olivia and they have been in a two year relationship which is still going strong. She got Zayn and Perrie back together when they broke up. She got Liam and Danielle back together after Liam got rid of the rebound. She made her mum and dad proud by getting her dream job. She made me the happiest man alive but i made her sad and depressed, such a good friend i am.
She was a amazing friend, daughter, sister, god mother. She was just the perfect girl and the girl i was forced to date made her depressed. Where is Barbara anyway? I haven't seen her since the reception? Oh well at least she hasn't got in the way.
It's nearly time to go to the hospital, i think i should shower and get changed.
I took my tie and shirt off, then my trousers and boxers and stepped into the shower. I just stood there and let the hot water run down my body. I washed my hair and body then got out the shower to dry. I put some comfortable clothes on then called Harry to see if he was ready.
Phone Call
Harry : Hey Niall
Niall : Hey, You ready yet?
Harry : Yeah, me and Liv are just leaving our room
Niall : Okay i will leave now then
Harry : Alright mate bye
Niall : Bye
End of Phone Call
I walked out my room and saw Olivia holding onto Harry body as they walked down to my room.
"Hey Liv you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm just still upset" she sniffled and fake smiled.
"Come on, she's going to be okay" I tried to stay strong but all my bad thoughts start to come back.
"Yeah i know but you can't help but think of what might happen" she sniffled again.
Harry just stayed quite as me and Liv talked as we walked down to Harry's car.

***
We arrived at the hospital and walked to the reception.
"Hi, um can you tell me what room Michaela Lee is in please?"
"Yes and are you a family member? boyfriend?"
Olivia and Harry just looked at me with sympathy.
"No a good friend" i answered without looking at either of them.
"Room 351"
"Okay thanks"
We rushed to the room and saw Louis, Eleanor, Zayn and Perrie talking to a doctor.
"Guys? is everything okay?" I asked them.
"Yeah the doctor just told us she isn't awake yet but we can see her but we wanted to wait for you to see her first" Eleanor sniffled.
"Thanks guys" I smiled and walked into the room.
Oh my god. Her lifeless body just laying there, without no movement or noise, the only noise was the beeping of the machine. I walked over to the bed and sat down on the chair next to the bed. I took her hand in mine and kissed it gently. I could still smell the intoxicating smell of her perfume.
"I know you probably can't hear me but I'm saying this anyway" I started. "I know you can pull through this, your the most strongest girl actually woman that i know, even tougher than your mum, your the most unbelievable woman, your beautiful, smart, loving, caring, thoughtful, everything a guy would want. Just know that..... i love you..... more than a friend. I have been wanting to tell you since our prom night but i was too cowardly to tell you" I started to sob. "And i want to tell you that I've always wanted you to be my princess, i wanted to love you, i wanted you to love me, i want to be the man that sees you walking down the isle. I wanted to be the man that protects you" my eyes and cheeks started to sting as tears were streaming down my face.
"And i feel stupid now that i decided to tell you when you life is at steak and you might never wake up, and i feel sick that someone could do this to you" I picked her lifeless hand up again and kissed her knuckles.
"I know you will pull through this and if you do wake up and never know that i said all this i just want to do this" i breathed and stood over her bed then lightly placed my lips on hers.
The perfect kiss and the wrong time.
"I should leave now and let the other's come in and see you, everyone wants you to wake up, everyone wants to see your beautiful eyes and your beautiful smile" I finally got up and left the room still with tears streaming down my face. I saw two policeman standing talking to everyone.
"What's going on?" I questioned and then saw all the girls in tears.
"Um Mr Horan, we have confirmed by CCTV footage that this woman ran Ms Lee over" one policeman said and held up and picture showing Barbara.
Barbara Palvin.
That mad, psychotic, evil, ugly .... cunt did this to her.
I just stared at the picture with pure rage.
"Find this evil bitch and lock her up, i never ever want to see that piece of shits face again" i spat.
"Yes Mr Horan, we have men on it searching for her as we speak"
"Good, i want her to pay big time for this, I'm making sure she gets the worst punishment out there" i spat again.
Both policemen nodded and walked away. I just sat there, needing to clam down before i kicked off.
I finally calmed down after about an hour and i wanted to go back to the hotel to get something.
My guitar.

***
I finally arrived back at the hospital with my guitar wanting to sing to Michaela. Whenever Michaela was sick or anything i would always sing to her, she loved it. Since out album came out she loved one song in particular on it. And i plan on singing it to her, even if she can't hear me.
I walked into the room and saw a nurse just leaving, she gave me a wink trying to flirt. What a slut.
I sat down on the chair and looked at her body, i kissed her hand.
"I want to play you your favourite song Mickey, i hope it will make you better" i said like a kid. I always sung to her even when we was kids.
I started to strum on my guitar and started to sing softly to her.


I figured it out.
I figured it out from black and white.
Seconds and hours.
Maybe they had to take some time.

I know how it goes.
I know how it goes from wrong and right.
Silence and sound.
Did they ever hold each other tight
Like us?
Did they ever fight
Like us?

You and I.
We don't wanna be like them.
We can make it 'til the end.
Nothing can come between
You and I.
Not even the Gods above
Can separate the two of us.
No, nothing can come between
You and I.

Oh, you and I.

I figured it out.
Saw the mistakes of up and down.
Meet in the middle.
There's always room for common ground.

I see what it's like.
I see what it's like for day and night.
Never together
'Cause they see things in a different light
Like us.
But they never tried
Like us.

You and I.
We don't wanna be like them.
We can make it 'til the end.
Nothing can come between
You and I.
Not even the Gods above
Can separate the two of us.

'Cause you and I...

We don't wanna be like them.
We can make it 'til the end.
Nothing can come between
You and I.
Not even the Gods above
Can separate the two of us.
No, nothing can come between
You and I.

You and I.
Oh, you and I.
Oh, you and I.
We can make it if we try.
You and I
Oh, you and I.

I stopped playing in tears, its like Louis and Liam write that song about us.
It's basically out relationship.

Notes

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