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You Only Find Love Once

Chapter. 25

Niall's POV

I just got another beer at the bar, i needed something to calm my nerves down after dancing with Michaela. It made so many memories come rushing back to me about prom and Greg's wedding when we danced the night away. I walked back over to the table where me, Louis and Eleanor was sitting.
"Hey, how was your dance with Michaela?" Louis raised a eye brow.
"Shut up Lou" I chuckled and blushed at his comment.
"Seriously, when are you going to tell her how you feel?" El whined.
"When she feels the same way"
"What about if she doesn't?"
"Then.... I don't know" I thought. What if she never feels the same way? What if she finds a better guy than me? And she falls in love with him and not me?
"Well you need to do something. Maybe just talk to her, she has had a rough couple a days with Barbara and everything" El suggested which sounded good.
"Yeah okay" I smiled. "Where is she anyway?"
"I think she went outside" Lou pointed to the entrance of the building.
I walked outside and saw her walking down the stairs to where all the cars are parked.
All of sudden out of know where a car comes speeding towards her.
"Michaela!" I shouted and then she got hit by the speeding car. I have never felt this strange feeling in my stomach before. I sprinted over to her lifeless body just laying there. My heart was pounding so fast, i had know idea what to do. Tears started to stream down my face when i saw blood coming from her head.
"Michaela, Michaela" I shook her body hoping she would wake up. I started to panic so much, i screamed for help but nobody came.
"Michaela, please don't leave me" i sobbed as i saw the puddle of blood get bigger.
"Niall" I heard and saw Louis and Eleanor running towards us.
"Lou call a ambulance?" I screamed. I placed her head on my lap and just let the tears stream down my cheeks as i saw her the colour from her face draining away. My beautiful best friend just laying here in my arms lying unconscious. I have never felt so many emotions, anger from the cunt that ran her over and sadness at the thought of losing her, my love, my best friend, the girl i fell in love with.
"Niall its on its way" Louis said coming over to me with El.
"What if she doesn't make it Lou?" i sobbed with complete heart ache. Never ever in my life have i felt like this. It felt like my heart had been ripped out.
"She will Niall, she will" he lightly sobbed, wanting to stay strong.
After waiting a couple minutes people were crowding around us.
Harry was holding Olivia in his arms. She was a wreck just like me, at the thought of losing our best friend.
Eleanor broke down after seeing all the blood. Perrie is sobbing away in Zayn's arms, she shouldn't be dealing with all this on her wedding day. I jumped in the back of the ambulance still a wreck.
"Niall, mate we will meet you at the hospital" Zayn shouted. I nodded and let the ambulance drive away. I sat on the side of the ambulance looking down at Michaela laying so lifeless. How can someone do this to such a innocent girl? I just can't imagine my life without her. Tears start again to stream down my face as i start to think of good old memories of me and her. Such a beautiful smart girl, i need this girl in my life, i can't live without her. I wipe a tear from my cheek and caress her cheek with my hand and let out a sigh
"Everything is going to be alright Mickey" I choked.
"Would you like a tissue?" the doctor asked.
"Thanks" i smiled taking a tissue.
We arrived at the hospital and rushed out the ambulance. They placed her body on a gurney and took her into the hospital. I was beside her the whole time until we got to some doors.
"Sir, you will have to wait here"
"No i need to see her"
"Sorry sir i can't let you"
"No" i shouted, tears streaming down my cheeks. I pushed past the doctor but was taken back by security.
"Fuck" i shouted. I want to see her. I need to see her.

***
It's been three hours since i arrived at the hospital and in that time everyone as turned up. The girls was in tears while the boys was holding their tears in to stay strong for the girls, but me, i couldn't control myself. I have been a wreck. Me, Olivia and Eleanor was crying in each others arms at one point.
The police came and i was asked some questions but they're going to the hotel to look a CCTV footage. The cunt that did this will pay for what they have done. I want them in prison for life after doing this to MY princess.
I hope she is okay and she can come out this hospital looking how she was when i saw her in that church. I need her to be okay, i can't live without her and i know i can't.
"Mr Horan?" I jumped up at the voice to see a doctor.
"Yes that's me, is she okay? can i see her?"
"Well she has suffered severe damage to her head and doesn't look like she will e waking up for a while but eventually when she does wake up there could be after effects of this damage" he explained. My heart was slowly starting to crack.
"Oh my god" i choked. "So what are the after effects?"
"We don't know yet but will find out when she wakes up"
"O-okay, so when do you think she will wake up?"
"A couple days" he nodded "But don't get too happy because we don't know what the effects will be"
"Okay thanks"
He walked off and i broke down in tears again. Harry wrapped his arm around me and let me cry on his shoulder.
"I can't believe this"
"Known of us can mate, but wait a couple days"
"Yeah and then what? we don't know what these effects are going to be" I croaked.
"Just calm down mate"
"I can't Harry. My best friend, the girl i loved is laying in a hospital bed" i screamed. "Fuck in need some air" i huffed and walked out the hospital. I slowly walked too a bench and sat down. I heard the bench creak and saw Eleanor there.
"Hey" she whispered.
"Hey"
"You know... she wanted nothing more than your attention, don't you?"
"No"
"Well she did and when she wakes up Niall you need to give her that attention"
"I will" i smiled.
"Just don't let her down, she needs you more than anything Niall and that means you fighting management"
"Why?" I asked in confusion.
"Barbara, she destroyed Michaela"
"I had know idea"
"Of all people Niall, you should of known" she frowned.
"I know, I'm a bad friend for not noticing" I sighed.
"Niall, come here, quick" I heard and saw Liam at the hospital doors.
I ran inside to see a doctor waiting with everyone.
"What's wrong?"
"Um do any of you know that Ms Lee did self harm?"
"No. She hasn't" I frowned.
"Well we found some scars on her right arm, we found them while washing her body down, we saw them when what look like make up came off" the doctor explained.
"Wait, she self harmed"
"That's what we think" the doctor nodded.
"Oh my god, and we wont know why until she wakes up" I cried. "Did anyone of you know this?"
"I think i did" Louis spoke.
"What? When? Why didn't you tell me?"
"Woah Niall, I think i know why and when she started"
"Well when?" I rushed, needing an answer.
"Well when you started spending time with Barbara, she seemed to get more emotional and came to me and El, i think she got more depressed and saddened when you was forced to date Barbara and in late December when she slept and me and El's place, i saw a scared on her arm but i didn't think anything of it, i think she self harmed because of Barbara how she wanted you and she wanted to break Michaela in half, she mentally and emotional abused her and you didn't even notice" He explained.
"This is all too much" i broke down crying again and with that i felt Louis rub my back.



Notes

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Comments

what?

weirdostyles weirdostyles
6/11/16

@Boobear and Nialler's Bitch
cool thx

Still the best friend theme but set out differently, more mature

@DIRECTIONER_FOR_LIFE_356

User Name ?

Oh one more thing i LOVE your user:)

@Boobear and Nialler's Bitch
will it still be like the same idea or whatever bc that would be cool bc if it isn't i will be sad:(