You Only Find Love Once

Michaela's POV

"Michaela, open up"
"No, go away" i shouted at Olivia.
"Please, I'm really sorry for not stopping off at yours last night"
"I don't care, go away"
"I'm not leaving until you open up" she kind of giggled.
I was in know mood to deal with anyone after last nights events, I was crying all night, my face is a wreck and i done something really stupid. The memory started coming back. I was standing looking in my bathroom mirror and looked over to my shower, my razor blade was just sitting there, i walked over to it and just stared at the sharp blade, i took it in my hand and placed it over my wrist and sliced it. Blood trickling down my arm onto my white tile floor, i fell to the floor and started to cry once again.
I shook the thought out if my head and looked at my wrist, i quickly covered it and closed my eyes.
"Now you pissing me off, Open this fucking door or i will break it down" i got snapped out my thoughts by Olivia shouting and banging on my door.
"Fine" i huffed and walked over to the door.
"Finally you open" she huffed leaning against the door frame. "You are a stubborn bitch"
"I know, now what do you want?"
"To see if you are okay"
"I'm fine"
"Really?" she raised a eyebrow "Because you defiantly don't look it"
"Sorry not everyone always looks amazing like you and Zayn"
"I know, we are beautiful..." she trailed off in thought.
"So I'm fine, now can you go?"
"No, I want to apologise for last night" she barged in.
"Yeah, i don't need a reminder of it all thanks"
"Please, forgive me"
"Fine i forgive you" i gave in with a huff.
"Good" she smiled like a idiot.
"What happened last night when i ran away?" i asked, looking down at the floor.
"Well.... um.... Barbara kissed Niall straight after and then i saw a tear roll down he's face after the kiss"
"Oh, well I'm happy he fount nice" i just about whispered.
"What!" she screamed, "What the fuck happened to the hard core Michaela that don't take know shit from anyone? where is she? because i need her back, if you don't fight for Niall, Barbara is going to win"
"Barbara has already won this Olivia" i choked, "And i cant do anything about it" i said and held back the tears.
"No she hasn't, Michaela, ever since i have known you since primary school, you was always protective of Niall, didn't let any girl go near him"
"Well this time i gave up" she quivered, "I can't destroy the love they have for each other"
"But that isn't love, Barbara has brainwashed Niall, you need to get him back" she argued.
"I don't care anymore, the man i love is gone, i lost him, i give up"
"Michaela, stop thinking like this" She whined
"Like what the truth? the truth hurts and the truth is Niall doesn't love me"
"But your still friends right? you two are the ones that hold us all together please say your still friends?"
"I .... Don't know anymore" i choked on the edge of tears .
"You are still friends" she chuckled nervously, "Look its Friday, you and Niall's movie night tonight"
"He won't come" i whispered
"Yes he will, i will go over to his later and talk" she smiled
"Do what you want"

***
Me and Olivia have been sitting on my sofa watching movies for hours. Olivia was in the toilet and i was in the kitchen making more popcorn.
"I'm ready" she shouted
"Okay, I'm coming" i shouted back walking into my living room with a bowl of popcorn.
"Before we start a new movie, i want to check to weather on the news" Olivia said changing over to the news.
"Okay you look at that, I'm just getting a drink" i smiled walking into the kitchen. I was turning the tap off and was sipping my water until i heard Niall's name.
"Olivia, what's on the TV?"
"Nothing" she appeared at the entrance of the kitchen.
"What is it let me see"
"Nothing important" she nervously laughed
I was trying to look over her shoulder but she was blocking the way.
"Olivia what is it?" i growled and pushed her out the way. My heart broke.
The news reporter was reading.
'One Direction member Niall Horan, has been seen on a date with Victoria secret model Barbara Palvin, the pair have been spotted on several dates and a interviewer fount out by Niall himself that the two are dating'
"Oh my god" i broke down and fell to the floor.
"Michaela that might not be true"
"It is true, Niall said it himself" i choked.
"But.... Th....it i...." she stuttered, "I will go talk to Niall"
"Okay" i whispered.

***
It has been a hour since Olivia left to go talk to Niall, i heard some shouting, screaming and bangs, probably Olivia beating him up for me. I was just sitting on my bed looking at photo's of me and Niall when we was younger on my laptop, it brought back good old memories. I was snapped out my thoughts by banging on my door, i quickly went to answer it.
"Hey Niall said he will call you later" she huffed.
"What the fuck happened to you girl?"
"Me and Barbara got in a fight"
"Please say you won"
"Of course i fucking did, did you expect me to lose a fight when it comes to my best friend? i don't think so" she laughed
"Do you want any help?"
"No I'm fine, Doctor Styles is going to help me" she winked.
"Ew really? i don't need to know" i cringed
"Ok , well i will see ya later"
"Ok bye" i said and shut the door.

***
It was 8:00pm and Niall still hasn't rang me yet, i was getting worried that he forgot, well he probably has forgotten about me. I was just looking playing on my IPad when i was snapped from my thoughts by my phone going off, i looked who it was, Niall.
I opened the message and it said
'Sorry I cant make out movie night tonight, taking Barbara out, really sorry, Niall x'
A text, not a call, not a knock on my door just a text, And that wasn't the worst part, he ditched his best friend for the girl that is destroying me, the pain in my heart was unbelievable the only thing that stopped the pain was..... My blade. i ran to the bathroom and grabbed my blade, i placed it over my wrist close to my other cut and sliced it, the blade cut open my skin letting out some of my pain and it fell on my floor, Two cuts for two times Niall has hurt me. I am dreading for what's to come.

Notes

Hey Girl's, sorry for a bit of a late update and this chapter was very hard for me to write so im sorry if there is any mistakes, i felt sick writing this but on a happier not, tell me what you think on this chapter in the comments and throw some predictions and ideas my way. please it would mean a lot if you did and I don't think i will ever change my mind on this, You & I is the best song i have ever heard and its staying that way because i have been listening to it non stop and its my ringtone on my IPhone but anyway don't forget to
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