Zayn Malik..........MY TWIN!

Zayn POV
"guys you sure this is big enough?" I said holding up the bear in front of me."yes mate relax, why are you so nervous.?" Liam said clasping my shoulder. "because it's the first time seeing my baby twin sister, wouldn't you be?" Liam nodded his head and smiled. oh god I was so nervous. the boys and I were sitting in the cafeteria waiting to hear some news. "man I cant take this, im gonna go up to her room." I started to get up but harry pulled me back down." give her some time lad, she probably just as happy to see you too." "really?' I said fighting back a smile. "of course." that gave me a nice feeling inside and helped me to not be so anxious. twelve minutes passed by and I could feel the anxiety coming back inside me. Louis patted my back and mouthed the word "go" I slowly got up and grabbed the bear occupying the whole chair. that thing really was big. I walked towards the elevator and waited for the ding. when I got inside a group of 13 year olds to my guessing started smiling widely and gasping at my presents. 'um Zayn can we um.. get a picture with you and the bear." one of the girls said with long blonde hair and brown highlights. I bet she picks up a lot of guys at her school. "aww sure love!' the squealed all the girls do that whenever we seem to say love I guess their not use to that by their American accents. all three of them walked nervously up to me and posed. then the blonde one switched position with the one holding the camera who came to join us. after about three group picture and two individual ones, the dinging of the elevator told me that we were on my floor. "alright bye ladies." "bye Zayn " they all chorused I kissed each one on the cheek and walked out. right when I left I heard one of them say," oh my god he is so sexy" I couldn't help but shake my head and smile. I was so close to the door I stopped and took a long deep breath. but as soon as I grabbed the doorknob I heard my mom's voice," what are you doing here?' her voice obviously annoyed. I shook it off and said,' look mom you get keep us apart, we grown adults I deserve to see her." mom was looking really pissed, I was hoping to have a fresh start guess that opportunity flew out the window. I rolled my eyes and let out a sigh, " who told you?" mom said obviously wanting to beat that person up. "dr. Strauss she called me she said hope was in the hospital and I rushed over.i guess she still remembered me from when dad "accidently' pushed me down the stairs and broke my arm and twisted my ankle." I was getting really annoyed, I just wanted to see my sister. "don't you dare blame your father, you know he was drunk and that it was an accident." "whatever" I rolled my eyes at her, was she actually defending him? "you know I don't even know why your here you should have never came here." "why because you wanted us to be separated forever. sorry to disappoint." "JUST GO, ZAYN DAMN IT!' I was so mad I stormed off and went to the bathroom to clear my head. but as soon as I looked in the mirror I burst into tears, my own mother doesn't like me and kept me away for so long away from my own sister. I stood there crying for a good ten minutes until I found the strength to go say hi to my baby sister, not caring who tried to stop me. a really nice looking nurse walked by me and saw my eyes all red and puffy from crying. "are you okay." she looked to be about 23, she had short curly black hair and freckles. really cute. "yeah im fine just came to visit my sister." I said looking straight into her eyes, they were hazel, she kind of looked like a girl version of me, but I already had one of those. she looked at her clip board and smiled, "Hope Malik?" I looked at her with a confused look," how did.." " your Zayn Malik and her chart said hope Malik plus you guys look alike. are you her brother?" "yeah I am" I said nervously rubbing my neck. "well here let me take you to her." she said grabbing my arm," oh im Joni by the way." she said flashing a beautiful smile. "ok" she led me back to the room and opened the door and told hope and mom that they had a visitor. I walked in and it looked like mom was in the middle of saying something. I looked at the bed and then I saw her, so beautiful she has definitely changed. she had hazel eyes just like me but I only got to see them for a second until she softly said," Zayn.." the heart monitor started beeping and then she passed out. Joni came over and escorted me and mom outside the into the hallway. "nice going" mom mumbled and rolled her eyes. I was passed the point of anger." you know what ill be gone before she wakes up, happy now?' I shoved the bear at her and started to storm off. I looked back and said "don't bother telling her it's from me." with that I left and passed the boys in the cafeteria ," come on we're leaving." I said through gritted teeth. "hey man how'd it go?" Liam said sounding concerned. " I SAID LETS GO!" I walked to the car and slammed the door as I got in. everyone looked at me with pity and concern. with the memory of the hospital and the boys giving me pity looks I burst out crying and couldn't control my self. the rest of the ride was silent.

I really blew it didn't I?

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