The Pain Will Soon Go Away (A Niam Horayne Story)
No one cares
*Niall POV*
Sometimes i feel like no one really cares about me except for the boys, they're always here for me they are like the 4 brothers that i need and 4 best friends i love and care about so much. The problem is Liam, I've been in love with him ever since i first laid eyes on him and i never told him about because he might not feel the same way and also because he is also dating Sophia smith. Do you know how hard it is to have a crush on your best friend? It's like really hard that I'm so scared that he might reject me. I don't like Sophia, because every since they started dating Liam has been changing a lot, he has been drinking and smoking oh my god i hate when he smokes it just makes me worry about him because smoking causes lung cancer. Currently i am in the kitchen just thinking about things and lifting up my sweater to look up at my scars, god i hate them i hate how they look on my skin but then again the pain feels so good and it makes me feel a little better, if Liam found out he probably would not talk to me ever again, i doubt the boys would talk to me either. I pulled down my sleeve and that's when i locked eyes with Liam, Oh my god he could have saw my scars, i smile at him and wave a little to change the subject a little bit, he smiles and waves back slowly. I then quietly walk up to the bathroom and lock the door were i end up going to sleep for a little while, it has been a long day for me i guess and i shut my eyes and fall asleep.
I then wake up to a person whispering and slapping my face and when i open my eyes, Liam's face is half way close to mine like it's almost inches apart and i blush and yelp. Liam looks at me with a confused face expression, "You OK Niall, i didn't mean to scare you mate". I look up into his chocolate brown eyes, "Y-Yeah" i say stuttering . Ugh why am i stuttering? It's just that he makes me so nervous and the distance that we are at from our faces "I'm fine Liam. just why did you have to wake me up??". He sighs and says, "Well i didn't want to because you looked so peaceful" he chuckled and i turned my head away so he didn't have to see my cheeks stained red. "But we have a interview that is in 2 hours so would you mind getting dressed?" I nod and i slowly got out bed, ugh i hate interviews i really hate getting asked questions about our personal life." I brush my teeth and wash my face after i took a nice hot shower, i actually feel refreshed. I'm wearing skinny jeans with a jersey and my new sneakers. I walk down stairs with Liam behind only to see louis and harry snuggled up on the couch fast asleep and i smile at them. I walked outside and searched all inside and outside of the house but i couldn't find zayn, i wonder where he could be?
Sometimes i feel like no one really cares about me except for the boys, they're always here for me they are like the 4 brothers that i need and 4 best friends i love and care about so much. The problem is Liam, I've been in love with him ever since i first laid eyes on him and i never told him about because he might not feel the same way and also because he is also dating Sophia smith. Do you know how hard it is to have a crush on your best friend? It's like really hard that I'm so scared that he might reject me. I don't like Sophia, because every since they started dating Liam has been changing a lot, he has been drinking and smoking oh my god i hate when he smokes it just makes me worry about him because smoking causes lung cancer. Currently i am in the kitchen just thinking about things and lifting up my sweater to look up at my scars, god i hate them i hate how they look on my skin but then again the pain feels so good and it makes me feel a little better, if Liam found out he probably would not talk to me ever again, i doubt the boys would talk to me either. I pulled down my sleeve and that's when i locked eyes with Liam, Oh my god he could have saw my scars, i smile at him and wave a little to change the subject a little bit, he smiles and waves back slowly. I then quietly walk up to the bathroom and lock the door were i end up going to sleep for a little while, it has been a long day for me i guess and i shut my eyes and fall asleep.
I then wake up to a person whispering and slapping my face and when i open my eyes, Liam's face is half way close to mine like it's almost inches apart and i blush and yelp. Liam looks at me with a confused face expression, "You OK Niall, i didn't mean to scare you mate". I look up into his chocolate brown eyes, "Y-Yeah" i say stuttering . Ugh why am i stuttering? It's just that he makes me so nervous and the distance that we are at from our faces "I'm fine Liam. just why did you have to wake me up??". He sighs and says, "Well i didn't want to because you looked so peaceful" he chuckled and i turned my head away so he didn't have to see my cheeks stained red. "But we have a interview that is in 2 hours so would you mind getting dressed?" I nod and i slowly got out bed, ugh i hate interviews i really hate getting asked questions about our personal life." I brush my teeth and wash my face after i took a nice hot shower, i actually feel refreshed. I'm wearing skinny jeans with a jersey and my new sneakers. I walk down stairs with Liam behind only to see louis and harry snuggled up on the couch fast asleep and i smile at them. I walked outside and searched all inside and outside of the house but i couldn't find zayn, i wonder where he could be?
That's very good and I enjoyed it as well too :D
3/27/14