*Liam's POV*
I wake up and i realize that i haven't seen Sophia for days. I miss her so much, it hasn't been the same without her. Yes I'm dating Sophia smith she's my everything i love her so much, but i feel like sometimes that I'm falling for someone. My best friend in the band has always been Niall James Horan, it's ironic that we share the same middle name. I've always loved the little Irish guy and i always will and sometimes i feel that i love him more than a friend and i think that he doesn't feel the same way but i also love Sophia. Niall has been crying more than usual and he is always wearing long sweaters for a reason but i don't know why. the fans treat him very horribly well some not all, but the ones that bother him call him ugly, untalented, he should leave the band and made fun of his crooked teeth.
So i got out of the bed and went into the kitchen where i saw Niall and the rest of the boys and Louis and harry cuddled up on the couch. I smiled at them because they had been dating since 2010 and they didn't have to hide anymore. I saw Niall in the kitchen finished with his breakfast and then he saw me and smiled and i said "Hey Niall" he looked so surprised and stuttered while say "H-H-Hi Liam". i always wonder what is happening with this boy because he always looks so happy and depressed. Then all of a sudden my phone was ringing and i picked it up and guess who it was? it was Sophia smith, my girlfriend. I was upset and then i heard her little voice "Liam, babe? I'm sorry i left, i have to be early for work". I smiled at her and shook my head, "no problem sweetheart and i love you and miss you so much" i said. I hung up after we said good byes and i saw Niall look at me with his face disgusted like i did something wrong to him
I then saw Niall pull up his sleeves from his sweater and all i saw was big and small cuts on his skin. His precious precious skin had such marks on it, i was wondering if he was cutting and then i was shaking my head no. Niall can't be cutting, ohmygod why does bad things always have to happen. I'm worried about niall now, the fans should stop being so harsh to him, i don't even think i can call some of them fans. If they don't stop niall could ended up commiting sucidie and we wouldn't want that to happen. The band wouldn't be the same without niall but it looks like he didn't want anyone to know especially me, but i found out by looking at him, i just can't tell him.