Hello, my name is Niall Horan, as you can see the band I'm in is called one direction. I've been with the lads for 3 years now. We just made a new album out called midnight memories and we can't wait for our fans to hear it. It's actually quite lovely, the songs are amazing. My best friend in the band has always been Liam Payne, i can always count on him and he's so fun to talk to, well i have a crush on him. I'm gay or bisexual I'm not sure yet or i just maybe liamsexual but I'm unsure. It's always bad to have a crush on your best friend especially when he's dating that girl Sophia smith, i don't like her because she always mean to me and everybody, the boys don't even like her but as long as Liam is happy. In the years that I've been in the band, people would always say mean things about me, they would say "you don't deserve to be in the band" or "You're ugly" or "you have no talent". It always got to me you know, and i started cutting in 2011 it kinda helps the pain go away. I never told any of the boys and I'm not sure that i will tell Liam either.