Skinny Love- Harry/Niall Triangle

Niall had been acting really weird the past couple of days. I slowly got out of my bed, looking around for Niall since he had stayed with me this week. He told me that his flight was leaving today, but I know for a fact that he would not leave without saying Goodbye.
I slowly crept into Meredith's room, seeing her sprawled out on her bed. She probably hadn't seen him this morning either. I walked aound in my pajama's. I sat down at the counter, crossing my srms on the counter and laying my head on them. "He probably went to get something to eat concidering that their is nothing to eat here" I looked up and saw Mer looking through the cabinets, and fridge, trying to find food. "Your right." "Why don't we have a lazy day today and just lay in bed and watch movies and eat everyhting thats not in this house?" Meredith laughed. I nodded, agreeing, getting up and going and walking into the living room to turn off the T.V. That was left on last night.
I found a note on the table, adressed to me. I picked it up, opening it.
In Niall's messy handwriting It read:
Maci,
When you read this I will already be on a place to America. I left last night when you fell asleep in my arms. I'm sorry I didn't have the heart to tell you this in person, but I knew I wouldn't be able to look you in the face and tell you that I wanted to break up. I had the best month of my life with you. You make me the happiest guy in the world and it hurts me to write this to you. I never wanted to hurt you but with me going on tour, and you getting into that college we would of never had time for eachother. I'm already regretting this decision, but it is what is for best for the both of us. You are going to find someone else soon enough, and they will be perfect for you. I meant to tell you this a while ago...so here it goes.. I love you Maci and I always have. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I need to go now, the boys are calling for me. I'm sorry I wasnt good enough, Honey. All your stuff is at the door, I droped it off before I left.

Love, Niall
I fell onto the couch, still confused of why this happened. I saw the pen smear as a tear fell from my cheek. I angrly got up from the couch, ripping up the letter. Why would he do this to me? Does he not think I could handle a long distance realationship? I went to my room, grabbing all of his stuff. Grabbing all his shirts he had left here, his sweatpants. I grabbed everything that he had ever gotten me. A teddy bear he won me from the carnival, a bracelet he got me, a neclace. I grabbed anything that would remotely remind me of him. I swung open the door throwing it all out in the hall. I slammed the door, sliding down it, tears falling from my face. I composed myself, getting up from the floor and walking into Mer's room. I crawled under the covers, giving her a hug. That's all I needed right now.. my best friend.

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