I tiptoed back into the bedroom, not bothering the close the door because it may wake Niall up. I slowly climbed back into bed and under the covers with my eyes on Niall, making sure he didn't wake.

Once I got comfortable to sleep, I sighed in relief and laid my head on the pillow, closing my eyes as I drifted off. Niall wrapped his arm around my waist, pulling my body to his so that my back was on his chest.

He positioned his head right next to mine as he snored lightly, like a baby. I put my hand ontop of his, debating on weather I should remove it of not. But I rolled my eyes and kept his hand on me.

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"So, are you trying to go out tonight or something?" Niall said, walking to the bed and sitting at the bottom where my feet were, under the covers. He bent over and tied his shoes as he would glance over at me to see if I would respond or not.

"Um, what time?" I asked, scrolling through Instagram on my phone. I was very excited when I found that I hit one million followers on Instagram this morning.

"I don't know. I was thinking we could go see that new movie that just came out, The Wolf Of Wall Street." He mumbled, shrugging his shoulders. I clicked the button on my phone and threw it down beside me and looked up at him.

"I'm not sure. I have to see because I have another dance audition in a few hours and this one is like, very very big." I replied. Niall lifted his body up from tying his shoes and smiled at me.

He leaned forward and kissed my lips. I slowly closed my eyes and kissed back, only to think of Harry. I knew it was wrong but that was the only way I could get through a kiss with Niall now. Once we parted, he smirked.

"There, now you have the luck of the Irish." He giggled. I look down and shook my head while laughing at that corny remark Niall had made.

(Harry's POV)

"There, now you have the luck of the Irish." Niall said making Camilla laugh. I moved my head side to side to get a better view of the both of them since the door was just open a little bit.

"Bye Camilla." Niall said, grabbing his jacket off the bed before walking away to the door. Quickly, I ran away into the kitchen and sat down in the chair so Niall didn't catch me spying on the both of them.

As I heard the door creak open, I picked my phone up and acted like I was busy so Niall wouldn't be able to think anything. Niall walked into the kitchen and straight to the stove, where the food I made for Camilla was siting.

"I'll see you at the studio." Niall said while he grabbed a few pieces of bacon off the plate before and biting into one. I glanced up at him then back down at my phone.

"Alright I'll see you later." I replied.

Once I heard the front door close, Camilla's soon opened as she stepped out of her bed room with nothing on but my large t shirt I had let her borrow before things got awkward between us.

"Good morning." She mumbled as if she didn't want to say it just to only seem polite.

"Good morning. I made you some breakfast." I replied glancing up at her from my phone. She turned around with a glass of orange juice in her hand. She sipped it slowly as she looked down onto the floor instead of into my eyes.

"No thank you. I'll get something to eat when I'm out." She responded before taking one last sip of her orange juice. I was about to try to start a small conversation and ask her where she was heading out to but she left out the kitchen before I had a chance too.

I sat there in silence for a few moments as I felt my heart break into a million pieces. The sparkle I would always see in Camilla's eye wasn't there anymore when she talked to me.

Soon, I was startled by my phone vibrating up against the glass table. My reach felt around for the phone until I reached it and held it in my hand. I looked down to check the caller ID. My eyes squeezed shut once I saw who was calling.

I slid my finger across to answer and held the phone to my ear as I took a deep breath. I groaned as I got up from the chair and walked around the kitchen.

"Hi baby." I stated in a very happy voice to Kendall, who I was now talking to on the phone.

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(Camilla's POV)

I sat in a chair on the side with the water bottle in my hands. This audition wasn't like the others I've been too. For this audition, they called each woman up one by one, brought them one stage and made them preform in front of a couple hundred of girls and the three judges.

I arrived late to the audition due to having to take the public bus because my car wasn't starting properly. So right now, I have to wait till my turn which was only a few people before from the last contestant.

Once this girl was done dancing, a woman with a clip board called onto the stage as she stared down at the clip board.

"Camilla Johnson. Camilla Johnson next up on stage please." My heart began to race right after the woman said Camilla. My hands grabbed onto the handle bar as I stood up, with my eyes scanning around the room.

Everyone was staring right at me as i walked up to the stage quickly. My head was down and I continuously cussed myself out under my breath. I had major anxiety issues. So being the center of attention was never my thing.

Once I reached the stage, I stood directly in the middle where the giant red x on the floor was marked. My eyes looked around at the judges, trying my best to ignore the constant stares coming from the girls who were seating in the audience.

"Name." The man judge stated. I fiddled with my hands as I took a deep breath.

"Camilla Johnson." I responded, gulping loudly. He looked down from
me and wrote something down in his book that was seating in front of him.

"Age." He stated once more without looking up at me. I felt my body instantly get hot from the nervousness. The girls started to laugh, making me automatically think the we're laughing at me. I felt so out of place.

"Age." He said louder. I knew that that making him repeat himself wasn't going to be good in the long run for me.

"Ni- nineteen." I stuttered. I watched closely as he sighed deeply and wrote something else into his notebook. He twirled his finger around in the air, letting me know that it was time for me to dance. As the music started to play, I took a deep breath and got into position.

DANCE

I felt free once I started to dance. My anxiety went away and I just dance with all the energy I had left. My mind went blank. I no longer thought about Niall, Kendall of Harry. It was like dancing was my drug. It set me free from reality just for a few moments.

"Enough." The judge out his hand up into the air and the DJ instantly cut the music off. I wasn't able to finish the whole choreography I had planned so I stood there for a few seconds in the dance position, looking dumb. But as I realized, it was time to stop, I stood up and walked back onto the large X out of breath.

I lifted my shirt up and wiped the sweat from my face with the bottom of my shirt, showing my stomach.

"Thank you. Next please." The male judge said quickly. I looked up from the floor to the judges to see all of them writing something down on a paper. They hadn't gave me any criticism on my performance at all. By the look on their faces, I felt my heart drop. They looked like they had already chosen who was going to be selected. And that they just watched me preform because they were bored.

"Next. Please." The man said between his teeth. I pursed my lips at the rude judge before I exited off the stage. The only time I looked up from the floor was when I searched for my seat that had all my belongings there.

When I found my row, I leaned up against the chair and whispered excuse me's multiple times so if I accidentally bumped myself into one of the other girls, they wouldn't take it as if I was being rude. I sighed in relief as I took my seat. Slowly, I crossed my legs and sat back as I unlocked my phone.

"Um hey.." Someone said, tapping my knee. I tilted my phone away from my face and looked at the person who tapped me with a confused face. I hummed, letting them know I was listening.

"I was wondering if you wanted to come out and get some drinks with me and the girls when this is over? You know, for like a celebration." The girl who tapped my knee asked. She had caramel colored eyes that complimented her jet black hair very well. I thought for a few seconds about if what she way asking was going to be a good idea or not. But only Harry came to mind.

"Yeah I'll go." I smiled.

"Great. When this is over, give me your phone number and will pick you up." She turned back around and faced the stage, leaving me sitting there feeling a small ounce of happiness. She was the nicest person I've met here at all.

"I'm Tia by the way." She said turning around to me once more and holding out her hand for me to shake. I gladly accepted.

"I'm Camilla."

---

(Camilla outfit, shoes, hair, makeup)


I sat on the edge of my bed and read the text that Tia had just sent me. She said she was going to be here any moment and that I should already be ready, which I was. I stood up from the bed and slowly walked over to the window, trying not to trip in the very tall heels I was wearing.

Soon, Tia pulled up in a black car and honked the horn letting me know she was here. I quickly gathered my small purse and adapter before I exited my bedroom. My heels clicked on the ground as I walked on the wooden floor as I walked down the hallway. I held my pursed under my arm while I fiddled with clasping my bracelet together.

I walked into the living took where I heard the television on making me know that, that was where Harry was. I kept fiddling with the bracelet.

"I'm going out for a little b-" I cut my self off mid sentence once I looked up and noticed Kendall straddling Harry's lap and them aggressively kissing each other. Kendall parted lips with Harry and looked back at me as she wiped her lips.

"What's that sweetheart?" She smirked. Harry moved his head away from Kendall and looked at me, making me look down at the floor. I finished clasping my bracelet and began picking at my nails due to the very awkward and heartbreaking situation I was now in.

"I- I was just telling h- h- Harry I was about to go o- out." I choked, feeling my eyes start to water with tears. I blinked multiple times, before the tears were able to fall. It broke my heart seeing Harry with her. But soon I was going to have to let him go because they both have so much in common. Both rich, famous. And me? We'll I'm just another nobody who has big dreams.

"Oh okay.. You can go now. He knows." Kendall stated smiling. I glanced up at Harry as he stared at me before quickly walking to the front door without looking back. I laid my hand on the door knob and slowly opened the door with a million things running through my mind.

Such as going to tell Kendall off about how rude she's been to me. But I chose differently. I walked out the house and quickly closed the door behind me, trying to forgot about all of it.

I slid into the backseat of the car to immediately cough from all the smoke that was suck in the car. I squinted my eyes and moved my hand around my face, trying to blow the smoke away from me. The car was very cramped due to the lack of space.

"You ready Cam?" Tia said looking back at me. I coughed once more before nodding my head up and down. Tia started the drive the car quickly. The girl next to me, shoved my shoulder making me looking over at her. She held the blunt in front of me as she exhaled the smoke into the air.

"Wanna puff?" She coughed. I was planning on denying her offer until I thought about it a little more.

"Fuck it. Yeah, pass it." I said holding out my hands. She placed it between my two fingers and I brought it up to my lips, inhaling the smoke. I've only done this once before when I was about fifteen so I vaguely remember how to do it.

---

The club was packed, especially since it was a Friday night. I stayed close to Tia since we arrived because she was the only one I knew from the group of girls we were with. I sat in the far corner of the booth as the girls laughed, smoked, and drank with each other. Most of them were probably already drunk out or their minds. Except Tia. She was probably just a little tipsy.

"Excuse me please." I yelled over the loud, blasting music to the girl that was sitting next to me. She scooted herself out of the booth and let me through. I stood up from the seats and pulled up my pants.

"Where you going?" Tia laughed.

"I'm going to get me a drink." I replied. She shot her head back and took another shot to the head before she slammed it down on the wooden table and gave me a thumbs up. I slowly moved my body swiftly through the crowded dance floor in order to get to the bar.

Once I arrived, I took a seat at the bar and waited for the bartender to take my order.

"What would you like sexy?" The bartender smirked while he cleaned off another glass. My fingers tapped on the bar as I thought about what I wanted to order. But all of a sudden, the picture of Harry and Kendall shot through my mind making me angry.

"Let me have whatever will get me drunk and make me forget about all my problems." I replied, taking a deep breath. The male bartender stared at me as he laid the glass he had just cleaned on the bar.

"I have just the thing."

---

I slammed the drink onto the bar once more and smiled widely as I shook my head side to side, starting to feel very good inside. The burning in my throat soon stopped after the third drink. I banged my hand on the bar.

"Ayeeeeeee! Barrrrrtenderrrrrr." I slurred giggling. The bartender walked over to me and I pointed my finger at him.

"Another one?" He asked. My mouth opened wide and I looked at him in awe.

"You read my mindddddd?" I laughed hysterically. The bartender looked down and laughed as he walked away from me to go fix my drink. I sat there and swiftly moved my body to the loud music that was blasting through the speakers.

"Here you go." The bartender said handing me another one of those special drink he had made me. I held the drink in my hand and took a sip.

"Zankkkk youuuuu babyyyyy." I slurred, taking more of a gulp then a sip. I smacked my lips together when I felt a slight tap on the back of my shoulder. I turned my body around in the chair and noticed a guy looking at me.

"Hey babyyyy." I slurred, running my finger down his chest. He came closer to me and held my hand in his as his hair tickled my neck.

"Let's go dance." He said into my ear. I grabbed my drink off the bar and smirked.

"Don't mind if I do."

---

(Harry's POV)

"This is Camilla. I'm unable to get to the phone right now but if you leave me your name number and a brief message, I'll be sure to get back to you." Camilla's answering machine beeped.

"Camilla.. Where are you!? This is my hundredth time calling you and I'm worried sick! It's almost five in the morning and you haven't come yet! Call me back when you get this message." I spoke to the answering machine as my hand carelessly roamed through my messy hair. I parted the phone from my ear and pressed end call as I took a seat on the couch.

I placed my hand on my forehead and looked down at the floor, while I cussed myself out in my head for not asking Camilla where she was going. I unlocked my phone once more and went to Camilla's name and pressed it.

I held the phone to my ear as it rang again.

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(Camilla's POV)

The man held my hips close to him as I grinded my body into his to the music. I laid my head on his chest while he kissed down my neck. In the back of my head I knew it was wrong to have this stranger freely touching all over my body but I didn't care.

I brought my glass up to my lips and took another sip. With my free hand, I tugged on the strangers silky hair bringing him closer to me. I closed my eyes and just moved my body to the beat into his. His lips felt so good on my neck.

I felt his hands travel all over my body to my breast. He felt all over me but all I did was dance to the music. I did nothing to stop this strangers actions. I bit down on my bottom lip as I felt his erection hit up against my back. I turned my body to faced him.

"I can see you want me." I whispered, licking his earlobe.

"I- I do." He stuttered. I smirked to myself as I pulled him closer to me. I leaned in, to kiss his lips before I was pulled back aggressively by someone. I looked up and saw Tia standing before me.

"Come on Camilla. It's time to go." She said taking hold of my hand but I pulled it away from her grip.

"No..." I slurred.

"I wanna stayyyyyyy." I whined. Tia took hold of my arm again.

"I don't care Camilla. We need to go." She said pulling me again but I stood my ground.

"Then leave.... Ima stay hereeee."

"No your not. Your drunk and you have no other way to get home. Some I'm going to take you home." She stated.

"No your not."

"Yes I am. It's time to go Camilla. It's almost seven in the morning."

"Then leave yourself."

"For you can get raped? Or get into a car accident? I don't think so Camilla, you need to come with me so we can leave and I can bring you home."

"No.. I'm not going anywhere with you! I'm an adult and I'll leave when the hell I want to." I spat at her, almost tripping in my heels but the stranger held me up on my feet.

"Fine. Have it your way."

(Tia's POV)

I cussed Camilla out under my breath as I walked back to the booth were most of the girls were passed out except for maybe three. I scooted back into the booth.

"Where's Camilla?" Lisa, one of the sober ones said. I placed my hand on my head.

"She doesn't want to leave. She's drunk as fuck!" I yelled getting frustrated by the conversation. I grabbed Camilla's purse off the table and searched through it. Once I found what I was looking for, I clicked it on and noticed 100+ miss calls from this guy names Harry.

I slid to his name and the call screen popped up. I leaned on the table and held my ear shut so I could hear the phone call.

Harry: hello!? Camilla! Where the fuck are you!?
Me: this is Tia. Camilla's friend.
Harry: w- where is Camilla? Is she okay!?
Me: she's drunk and she's dancing on the dance floor with this random guy. I told her we needed to leave because I have things to do in a few hours and she's not listening to me.
Harry: I'll pick her up. Where are y'all?
Me: club luxury. I'll stay here till you arrive so I know she's safe.
Harry: thank you. Thank you so much.
Me: it's okay. Just come quick please.
Harry: I'm on my way.
~END CALL

Notes

~maya

sorry i took so long. i will update again next week. i have test this week. and please comment!!!!! me and Alice love to hear what you guys have to say! dont be shy!

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