Private Dancer
~ Chapter 20 ~
Camilla's POV
I hesitantly nod my head and Harry leads me to his bathroom (even though I know the way) before handing me two towels.
"Thanks" I mumble and I look at his face. It looks like he's about to say something but the door closes before he can.
I take of my clothes slowly and place them on the closed toilet lid. They're soaked. I take my phone and turn on Adia, the Avril Lavigne cover. I turn on the shower and take a look at myself in the mirror. I'm a mess. Mascara running down my face, lipstick smudged, hair wet and frizzy. I look at my upper body in the mirror and I feel disgusted with myself. My face is so ugly and my body is fat. No wonder why people won't book me.
I finally hop in the shower and let the music sink in while the warm water trickles down my back. I didn't mean to sing along to the song, but I ended up doing it by accident.
"We are born innocent, believe me Adia we are still, innocent it's easy we all falter. But does it matter?" I sing along to the music and feel slightly better.
I really shouldn't have done that to Perrie. I promised her I would never bring up that story and now I might've fucked up her engagement. God, I'm an idiot. I close my eyes and it's like the water brings back my memory. I open my eyes and wipe my eyes. What have I done?
I turn off the water and dry myself off. I put the towel around me and look at the toilet seat. My clothes are gone and replaced with some sweats and a t-shirt. I slip them on quickly but remember I have a pair of yoga booty shorts in my purse and pull those on instead of his sweatpants. Don't get me wrong I love sweatpants but when they won't tie up and I'm pretty much walking around in my skimpy underwear, then I need to draw the line.
I walk out of the bathroom and find Harry's room. I put the sweatpants on his bed before walking into his living room. I look over at him standing in the kitchen (open concept apartment so she can be in the living room and kitchen at the same time) and he gives me a warm smile.
"Cupcakes?" he asks holding up a tray. I smile and nod lightly before walking over and taking a big bite of one. This is what I needed.
Harry's POV
What the fuck happened to Camilla? I leave her to shower before walking back into my room to get her some clothes since her's are wet. My phone rings and I sigh deeply.
"Hello?" I ask still looking through my closet.
"Hello sexy." I hear Kendall's voice say through the line.
"Kendall, can I help you?" I ask
"Babe, cmon' why are you being so distant?" she says in a sad voice. Is she serious?
"Maybe because you fucked one of my best friends behind my back?" I reply
"I was thinking that maybe if we can move past that then... maybe we could get back together." she suggests. Is she fucking crazy? My phone buzzes and it's a text from management.
Who is Camilla? Kendall and you need to get back together, talk tomorrow -MM
I stare at the message in shock. Not this shit again, Camilla and I were just getting-
"Hello?" I hear Kendall ask over the phone.
"Talk tomorrow." I reply before hanging up.
Management is taking things too far. They always want to set me up with the wrong people. Why can't I just date who I want? Is it so impossible for that to happen? Liam, Niall, Louis and Zayn get to date who they want so why can't I?
I walk towards the bathroom and I hear Camilla singing.
"We are born innocent, believe me Adia we are still, innocent it's easy we all falter. But does it matter?" she actually has a nice voice. I slowly open the door so she can't hear and I stand there in awe as I listen to her sing along with the music.
I smile at the meaning of the lyrics and I pick up her wet clothes and I replace them with dry ones before walking out of the bathroom and closing the door.
"We are still innocent." I say to myself smiling.
I go into the fridge and take out some cupcakes I had bought earlier. I put them on a nice plate and turn on the kettle and brew some tea.
I think Camilla's right, or the song she was singing was right. I'm still innocent and modest is taking away the last piece of innocence I have. I need to get out of their grasp. Tomorrow I'm going to tell them that it's all off, that they can't make me date who they want anymore. It's done.
I hear some light footsteps and I turn around. Camilla. She has damp hair from the shower and she's wearing my rolling stones t-shirt with black yoga shorts. Where did she get those, no matter, she looks stunning. Her butt looks amazing in those shorts and the way she's tied my shirt to the side gives her hips a nice shape.
"Cupcakes?" I ask her smiling. She returns the smile and nods lightly. Time to get to the bottom of this.
Camilla has told me everything and I feel horrible. I know that Perrie was upset but I never thought she would kick out Camilla. Now I'm just wondering what happened... would Camilla ever tell me the story? I guess right now isn't the right time.
"Shit." Camilla says looking at her phone.
"What's wrong?" I ask worried.
"It's ten o'clock. If you still want me to dance then-" I cut her off by holding up my hand.
"Another day. For now, let's get some sleep and go from there on." I reply. She nods and walks towards the couch.
"What are you doing?" I ask her
"Sleeping on the couch." she replies innocently with wide eyes.
"No you're sleeping in my room." I reply.
"I can't that's your bed and I slept there last night." she says shaking her head and sitting on the couch.
"Camilla it's either you sleep in my room or outside tonight." I demand. I would never actually make her do that but I know she won't argue if I say it. She hesitantly get's up and follows me to my room. She crawls under the covers and I turn off the light.
"Do you need anything else?" I ask when I get to the door.
"Stay?" she says in a quiet voice.
"What?" I reply in shock. Did I just ask that...I'm such an idiot. I should have just gone in bed with her, no questions. Fuck.
"I can't be alone tonight." she replies.
I slowly get into bed with her and put my arms around her waist and pull her close.
"Thank you Harry...for everything." she says breathing slowly.
"Anytime, I'm always going to be here for you." I reply.
"Goodnight Harry." she says slowly
"Goodnight honey." I reply closing my eyes....wait did I just call her honey?
I hesitantly nod my head and Harry leads me to his bathroom (even though I know the way) before handing me two towels.
"Thanks" I mumble and I look at his face. It looks like he's about to say something but the door closes before he can.
I take of my clothes slowly and place them on the closed toilet lid. They're soaked. I take my phone and turn on Adia, the Avril Lavigne cover. I turn on the shower and take a look at myself in the mirror. I'm a mess. Mascara running down my face, lipstick smudged, hair wet and frizzy. I look at my upper body in the mirror and I feel disgusted with myself. My face is so ugly and my body is fat. No wonder why people won't book me.
I finally hop in the shower and let the music sink in while the warm water trickles down my back. I didn't mean to sing along to the song, but I ended up doing it by accident.
"We are born innocent, believe me Adia we are still, innocent it's easy we all falter. But does it matter?" I sing along to the music and feel slightly better.
I really shouldn't have done that to Perrie. I promised her I would never bring up that story and now I might've fucked up her engagement. God, I'm an idiot. I close my eyes and it's like the water brings back my memory. I open my eyes and wipe my eyes. What have I done?
I turn off the water and dry myself off. I put the towel around me and look at the toilet seat. My clothes are gone and replaced with some sweats and a t-shirt. I slip them on quickly but remember I have a pair of yoga booty shorts in my purse and pull those on instead of his sweatpants. Don't get me wrong I love sweatpants but when they won't tie up and I'm pretty much walking around in my skimpy underwear, then I need to draw the line.
I walk out of the bathroom and find Harry's room. I put the sweatpants on his bed before walking into his living room. I look over at him standing in the kitchen (open concept apartment so she can be in the living room and kitchen at the same time) and he gives me a warm smile.
"Cupcakes?" he asks holding up a tray. I smile and nod lightly before walking over and taking a big bite of one. This is what I needed.
Harry's POV
What the fuck happened to Camilla? I leave her to shower before walking back into my room to get her some clothes since her's are wet. My phone rings and I sigh deeply.
"Hello?" I ask still looking through my closet.
"Hello sexy." I hear Kendall's voice say through the line.
"Kendall, can I help you?" I ask
"Babe, cmon' why are you being so distant?" she says in a sad voice. Is she serious?
"Maybe because you fucked one of my best friends behind my back?" I reply
"I was thinking that maybe if we can move past that then... maybe we could get back together." she suggests. Is she fucking crazy? My phone buzzes and it's a text from management.
Who is Camilla? Kendall and you need to get back together, talk tomorrow -MM
I stare at the message in shock. Not this shit again, Camilla and I were just getting-
"Hello?" I hear Kendall ask over the phone.
"Talk tomorrow." I reply before hanging up.
Management is taking things too far. They always want to set me up with the wrong people. Why can't I just date who I want? Is it so impossible for that to happen? Liam, Niall, Louis and Zayn get to date who they want so why can't I?
I walk towards the bathroom and I hear Camilla singing.
"We are born innocent, believe me Adia we are still, innocent it's easy we all falter. But does it matter?" she actually has a nice voice. I slowly open the door so she can't hear and I stand there in awe as I listen to her sing along with the music.
I smile at the meaning of the lyrics and I pick up her wet clothes and I replace them with dry ones before walking out of the bathroom and closing the door.
"We are still innocent." I say to myself smiling.
I go into the fridge and take out some cupcakes I had bought earlier. I put them on a nice plate and turn on the kettle and brew some tea.
I think Camilla's right, or the song she was singing was right. I'm still innocent and modest is taking away the last piece of innocence I have. I need to get out of their grasp. Tomorrow I'm going to tell them that it's all off, that they can't make me date who they want anymore. It's done.
I hear some light footsteps and I turn around. Camilla. She has damp hair from the shower and she's wearing my rolling stones t-shirt with black yoga shorts. Where did she get those, no matter, she looks stunning. Her butt looks amazing in those shorts and the way she's tied my shirt to the side gives her hips a nice shape.
"Cupcakes?" I ask her smiling. She returns the smile and nods lightly. Time to get to the bottom of this.
Camilla has told me everything and I feel horrible. I know that Perrie was upset but I never thought she would kick out Camilla. Now I'm just wondering what happened... would Camilla ever tell me the story? I guess right now isn't the right time.
"Shit." Camilla says looking at her phone.
"What's wrong?" I ask worried.
"It's ten o'clock. If you still want me to dance then-" I cut her off by holding up my hand.
"Another day. For now, let's get some sleep and go from there on." I reply. She nods and walks towards the couch.
"What are you doing?" I ask her
"Sleeping on the couch." she replies innocently with wide eyes.
"No you're sleeping in my room." I reply.
"I can't that's your bed and I slept there last night." she says shaking her head and sitting on the couch.
"Camilla it's either you sleep in my room or outside tonight." I demand. I would never actually make her do that but I know she won't argue if I say it. She hesitantly get's up and follows me to my room. She crawls under the covers and I turn off the light.
"Do you need anything else?" I ask when I get to the door.
"Stay?" she says in a quiet voice.
"What?" I reply in shock. Did I just ask that...I'm such an idiot. I should have just gone in bed with her, no questions. Fuck.
"I can't be alone tonight." she replies.
I slowly get into bed with her and put my arms around her waist and pull her close.
"Thank you Harry...for everything." she says breathing slowly.
"Anytime, I'm always going to be here for you." I reply.
"Goodnight Harry." she says slowly
"Goodnight honey." I reply closing my eyes....wait did I just call her honey?
Notes
:) Guess who's back? back again? Alice is back. Tell a friend. :)
IM NOT SICK ANYMORE!
HUGE THANKS TO MAYA WHO UPDATED WHEN I WAS ILL! I OWE HER BIG TIME :)
For the chapter, IDK, I like the song and was listening to the Avril Lavigne cover when I wrote this because Avril is my babe 4 life I love her and she's awesome.
SOOOOOO Yesterday was Semi-Formal, which is like a school dance, where we get dressed up and go to a venue eat then dance. By dance I mean most people grind the fuck out of each other while my friends and I dance like idiots. I wouldn't have it any other way though :)
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I love this so much! Hopefully Kendall backs off for good.
7/28/16