I had a little fight with my mother after she told me she'd asked Harry to drive me home from the party. She axplained me she did it for my safe, 'cause someone, who I didn't know, might had taken me somewhere and she would be very afraid for me. Well, I don't blame her. Every mother will do this for her daughter, but I'm mature person for God's sake, I can take care for myself.

My favourite day of the week is getting worse and worse. In these situations only music helps me, no not music, Ed Sheeran helps. I put my headphones and "The A Team" starts and after it "Lego House" . (A/N: You can listen to the song while you read)

I lose myself in my thoughts...

Maybe I should give up, Harry will never love me, maybe I'm not beautiful and smart enough for him. He's perfect. Just look at him. His smile, his body, his hair, his green eyes. I don't deserve someone like him. He's just too good for me...he'll never like me...there is a girl, much better than me, who does deserve him...who is more beautiful, who has bigger heart than mine, who has cute smile and can make Harry happy...but I'm not definitely that girl. Everything will end up with me with broken heart, because someday I'll see him with another girl laughing, kissing, hugging, smiling at each other and I'll just watch them, maybe I'll cry, I surely will...



Enough Harry, enough Harry for now! I give up...

I wipe the tears from my cheeks, but they continue to spray from my eyes. "Beneath Your Beautiful" by Labrinth feat. Emeli Sandé plays, which helps my tears to fall. I shouln't have put my headphones, these sad songs only make me cry harder and harder.

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I didn't realise that I have fallen asleep with my headphones and the songs still play. I stop the music player and stand up from my bed. I take one big towel and go to take a long warm shower.

I step in the bathroom and hear my phone ringing from the other side of the door. I leave my towel and head up to pick the device. I see Anne's name on the screen. Why is she calling me?! It's Saturday, I go to her on Wednesday.

"Hey Anne, what's up?"

"Hey darling, I just wanted to ask you of you could come now, because tomorrow I'm leaving for a couple of days."

"Yeah, I guess, I was going to take a shower, so how sounds to you 5 p.m.?"

"Perfect." She says we both hang up.




After a two or three minutes of showering, I dry myself and find something comfortable to wear and put my VANS on.

I reach Anne's house by walking. I knock more than five times but there is no answer. I knock for last time and someone starts to unlock the door. As they open it, my heart immediately starts to race faster. Harry.


"Hey, Meg." He says with a small smile.

"Hey." I reply.

"My mum went somewhere so come in and wait for her." What? No!! Just when I decide to give on him, I have to stay in his house. Dammit.

"Umm okay." I step in.

"I'm watching a movie, you can watch it with me."

"Okay, thanks." I say shyly and go to the living room. Harry gives me a confused look. "What?"

"It's upstairs." He states.

Notes

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