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Half A Heart

Chapter 18

~ Capri's POV ~

I sit upright on the bed in the check up room, waiting for Harry to return, so they could run the tests. There was no doubt in my mind that I was nervous as hell. Whenever I thought about being pregnant it made my stomach flip with nervousness, and maybe even fright. I dont know if I'm ready. Jade having Bethany has made this whole situation better, making me excited to have another child. But I don't know what I'll do if it's Louis....of course he going to want to be in the baby's life a father, but it'll be weird if I'm with Harry and having another guys baby.

"Capri." Harry breathed out as he entered the room, and clicked the door shut behind him, I smiled when he brought his arms around my waist hugging me close to his body.

"How was a-" he cut me off.

"Let's not talk about it." He said quickly. I laughed and pulled away from his embrace.

"Okay...They should be back with the final analyzation soon." I let out a shaky breath after the words left my mouth. He took hold of my hands and crouched down for me to meet his gaze. My eyes flickered to his green ones, and I sighed.

"It's going to be okay. We're going to find out the father, and even if it is Louis' I love you, and I always will." He real released one of my hands, and brought his to cup my cheek.

"But....if Louis is the father then won't he want to be the father? Like....he'll want to be the father of the baby, so basically he'll want to raise him or her....right?" He sighed and kissed my cheek.

"I don't know how he'll react, but it's me and you. You and me. Capri and Harry. We're together. He can't effect this." I looked up at him. He pressed his lips against mine, warmth spread throughout my body, and I smiled against the kiss. Pulling away, he sat next to me on the bed, waiting for the doctor to come back.

"Ms. Williams I have your test results...oh, is this Harry?" He asked pointing to him, I nodded and he smiled widely.

"Great. Both of you are here." He shook Harry's hand and sat on the stool in front of us.

"So, would you like me to tell you, or would you like to find out from the envelope?" The doctor asked. I looked at Harry and he shrugged. Sighing I turned back to the doctor.

"I guess....we want to take the envelope home, and find out there." I answered. Harry smiled, and the doctor nodded handing me the white envelope.

"Do you know who the father is though?" Harry asked him.

"I do not. Doctors aren't supposed to know unless the patients allow them. I think you two are free to leave. Have a good day." The doctor said standing up, and showing us out.

The car ride was silent, except for my impatient foot-tapping, and the car stereo playing lightly through the speakers. Once we pulled up to the hotel I grabbed my purse and the envelope, running into the entrance of the hotel, letting Harry catch up to me as I reached the front of the elevator.

"Whoa. Why are you running?" He asked pressing our floor, and slipping his arm around my waist, pulling me to his side.

"I....I want to know." I said. He kissed my temple, and we walked out of the confined space over to our hotel door. Harry quickly unlocked it and I stumbled in, shrugged off my jacket, and threw my purse on the chair to the side. I wandered into the bedroom and held the envelope in my small hands, staring at it.

"Haz...this piece of paper....this one piece of stupid fucking paper contains who the father of this baby is. I don't like that. I don't like this! I don't want to even be pregnant! Much less have the father be one of my best friends!" Tears blurred my vision, as I sat on the bed.

"Why not? Why don't you want to be pregnant?" He asked kneeling in front of me.

"I don't want to have my love for this child grow, and then lose it. Like with Alice and Jordan. Harry, losing them hurt so much, I hated that nobody understood my hurt, and how much I had loved them. I don't want that to happen again." I whispered the last part, and looked up to meet Harry's softened expression.

"I'm sorry Capri. I don't know what to say....but you are pregnant. You are going to have a baby, and everything will be okay." He reached his hand up and wiped the tears that had fallen.

"You don't know that." I said, looking back at the ground.

"Maybe I'm wrong, but we can't think like that right now. We need to be positive, and everything will be okay." He smiled and kissed my lips softly. I sighed, and grabbe the envelope, sliding it open, and pulling out the paper. My eyes scanned the prin, and I handed it to Harry, speechless.

"Oh my god." He breathed out.