Harrys P.O.V
I couldn't stop thinking of her. My daughter, I've been looking for her for the past 15 years and I finally found her the problem is she hates my guts and when I tell her Im her father she'll hate me even more. I kept stareing at the wall thinking what could have happened if jenna stayed. We could've been a really famliy.

"Hey mate are you okay you've been gloome lately, ah yeah Im fine its just. I've been thinking.. About what?"

"I've been thinking about jenna and darcy, what happened If she never ran away I could have had a family, a real family I never got to see her grow up, I never heard her say her first word. Take her first walk, crawl the first time, the first day of school. I never been to one of her plays, I never got to see any of that, I missed so much and she's almost grown up zayn... What am I supposed to do?" By this time I had my knees up to my chest I wraped my arms around my legs sqeezing closer as I cried out loud, zayn tried to comfort me but it wasn't working my body was trembling.

"Harry calm down she's here now and she's not leaving wether she likes it or not, were here for you and will always be. Were gonna work through this together. As a famliy. We will always be a family don't ever forget that, okay. Thanks zayn" I managed to choke out while crying. "You always know what to say."

The front door opened with liam and darcy? "Hey guys Im back and brought darcy with me, hey guys." Oh my god harry whats wrong?" She dropped her bags and ran towards me, she put one hand on my back rubbing it soothingly. "Harry your eyes are blood shot red, whats wrong? Why are you crying?"

I couldn't say anything, I tried to say something but I felt a lump in my throut. I don't think Its the right time telling her that Im her dad the one bawling his eyes out. "Come here sit on the couch, I followed her comand she hugged me still using one hand to rubb my back. All I did was hug her back tighter making quiet sobs. "Shh shh close your eyes, just try to sleep."

I closed my eyes slowly drifting off.

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I woke up the next morning with a blanket on me and a pillow under my head, I saw liam and zayn whispering to each other I didn't bother to listen though.

"Goodmorning mate howd you sleep?" Louis said "Umm great actually wheres darcy? Ohh darcy she had to go home her friend was looking for her so she left. Anyways yesterday I was with eleanore and missed alot."

"Why were you crying I found you passed out on the couch hugging darcy. Well I was thinking about jenna and darcy and what happened if she..." My voice started to crack,"Its okay hazza you don't need to say anymore. Come on lets get some breakfest, I'll meet you at the little cafe down the street."

I brushed my teeth and put some fresh clothes on as I was walking in the living room I noticed niall wasn't their, I was still mad at him but I still worry. "Hey guys wheres niall?" Liam and zayn looked at each other then me "Niall had to go back to Ireland he had a family emergency so he won't be back for a week." All I said was ohh and left.

Notes

So I haven't updated in a while, I was gonna yesterday when I got home but then I had to go get my booster shot and Im terriied of needles. The funny thing was I was 3 years late for that shot, after I got the shot the doctor said I would probably be sleepy. When I got home I past out and I didn't go to school today because my arm still hurts and then my brother made me practic on the drums.