Half A Heart

Harry's POV
When Christina was on the phone with Elii, I could hear the conversation they were having, and I understood that Christina was afraid of what the people will start saying of her at school, and that her dad is kinda protective and that we'll be in trouble if he knows we are dating.
But when I heard Christina saying she was ready to confront anybody for me, I felt something indescribable . She really loves me and I am loving her more and more each and every second.
I will always protect her and be with her no matter what people's reaction will be.
As we arrived, I jumped out of the car and opened the door car for her, and looked at her wide smile and beautiful eyes admiring the place. I know she'd be surprised.
It's the place where my father used to take me.And it reminds me of so many amazing memories...And I love it.
Christina's POV
I was so surprised. I've never ever been here . And I didn't even know it existed. It was so beautiful...
There was a river with a pure blue water, and big trees all around. You can see these beautiful flowers next to the river, and here the sound of the water and the animals, the birds and the sound of the nature.
It was just fantastic, and a really romantic place.
I looked at Harry and he was staring at the river, like he was thinking about something.
"Harry this is amazing..." I told him smiling and jump out at him hugging him.
He looked at me with his beautiful green charming eyes and I could see a bit of sadness in'em.And he gave me a cheeky smile. The one that made me fade. I wonder why he seems sad...
And thats when I remembered that this place is where he and his father used to go, and I felt sad about it too because it reminded me of my mother, when I used to go shopping with her,I was so young...
Harry took my hand softly and leaded me to the river. We sat down, my head on his shoulder while he was stroking my hair and singing a song I couldn't define. But god... He has a so beautiful voice !
I felt so comfortable with him, it felt just so right, soo right to be with him. And that's all I needed. I needed to be loved. I am loved by him. And that makes me the happiest girl on this earth.
"Harry..." I said slowly looking up at him. He replied "Yes love..." Why does he always have to use the word 'love'. Omg.
"You seem sad...it's because you miss him... You dad... Isn't it?" I tried to say without offending him or making him even sadder. I just feel like he misses him even more than I miss my mom. Yeah i understand him, he is left with his mom and sister, he is the only man in the family. And it's hard. I know it.
He looked deep in my eyes and pronounced these words "I am. And I love you. You are the only person that really understood me."
I felt like I was flying. When he said these words, my heart was going to explode.
He is so sweet, so nice and caring and loving. I won't ever get enough from his love.
And the strange feeling is... That I feel like I know him from before...but I don't think so.
"I love you" i said , and kissed his cheek sweetly. He was so cute when he smiled and showed me his dimples. I just wanna poke them so badly. Why not?
And in a second I found myself poking his dimple and when I realised what I was doing, i immediately removed my hand from his face, embarrassed and blushing.
"You know babe, you don't have to be embarrassed , i love the way you did that" he said smirking. Lord... I am dead. I just love how he flirts with me. I love it.
"Hehehehh" i laughed like an idiot. He chuckled. Ugh I was doin great. I always have to suck at these things.
We admired the river and the butterflies flying from a flower to another, and he kept on singing this song... I don't know it. But I memorised the refrain . It was something like that : I'm sorry if I say I need ya,but I don't care I'm not scared of love.
Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker , is that so wrong, is it so wrong,that You make me strong...
I love the lyrics. I have to ask him what's the name of the song and who's the artist who sings it.
"Harry... I love your voice and the song you're singing is perfect..." I said honestly looking up at him.
He smiled and explained "I loved music when I was young and I still love it. I write lots of songs and compose their music. The song I am singing is the new one I just wrote, it's called Strong.This is one of my favourites, because it describes what I am feeling ."
"I love it. You are so talented Harry. Did you ever think of becoming a song writer or something?" I asked .
"Nope. But I'd really like to. I'd like to be in a band someday..."He explained with these cute crinkles in his eyes and his smile growing wider.
"That's a really beautiful dream... I'd love to be a dancer. But my dad always hated dancing and kept on telling me to not think about it because it won't take me anywhere...as he said"
I explained sadly. I really loved dancing. But my dad doesn't agree on that.
My dad always has been really protective of me, especially when my mom left us, and he still is. He always wanna be a part of everything I do in my life and it's sometimes kinda frustrating... Because sometimes he wanna take all the decisions at my place and make me do things I don't wanna do. But he is my father...So I'm pretty okay with it.
I am just so excited to be 18. Oh i almost forgot we were in october, and that my birthday and Christmas are coming soon.Yes my birthday is the 24th of december. On Christmas eve.
"No i disagree . Dancing is an art, and it's really beautiful. I'd love to see you dancing ya know..." He said winking at me. GOD. HELP. I AM DEAD. HIS WINK IS JSGHSJSKA.
"Hehehe yes... " i replied slowly.
He chuckled. I looked at my watch, it was already 2:00 p.m. Time goes by really fast when I am with him... But I loved every second.
"We should go and grab a lunch to eat. And by the way i was thinking... As your father isn't home like I heard, and my mother and sister aren't either, you can... U know.." He tried to explain a bit uncomfortably. Hah I love this boy. I knew what he wanted.
"Harry, I'd love to stay with you until my dad is back" i said honestly smiling and getting up.
"Just until he's back?!" He said trying to look offended .
"Yes you know... My father wouldn't agree on me being in a relationship, so imagine what he'd do if he learns that I am staying at yours..." I said looking away. I was scared if what might be daddy's reaction. He'd never liked me in a relationship, and if he sees i am the girlfriend of a guy covered of tattoos, there might be a big problem. He already hates tattoos, and i'm the total opposite.
"Don't be afraid of this, baby. We will make it together. We can make it if we try." He said lovingly. I was done. He is so cute and so sweet. He 'd do anything for me and that's what making me love him more and more.
We jumped in the car, and we grabbed lunch from Mc. Donald's and went home.
5 hours later...
I am really having a good time at Harry's. He is so funny, and i got to know everything about him. We were tickling and laughing when my cell phone rang playing Ed Sheeran'song 'Kiss Me'. I am in love with that song and I love Ed Sheeran.
Harry looked at me surprised. I gave him a questioning look and he said : "You like Ed Sheeran?" "Yasss I am a big fan! This song Kiss Me is my fave!" I replied happily. "Omg me too. We also have our song baby" he said sweetly. Can't believe it. I am so happy. We have our song...
I looked at the phone and it was... Oh no... My dad.
"Hello daddy." I said trying to playing it cool.
" hey baby girl! I was really worried about you ! Why didn't you answer my calls yesterday!?"
Oh shit. I forgot to call him back. I called Elissa and forgot him. Heh.
"Eum.. I am sorry you know.. I was with Elissa and we were talking and my phone was in silent mode and yeah..." I tried to explain. I am really bad at lying. Ugh.
I looked at Harry and he was staring at me with a concerned look on his face.
"Okay little girl next time you answer my calls I was really worried about you."
"Okay daddy! I'm staying at Elissa's until you're back. So she's waitin for me... Um.. So I'll call you later okay?"
"Okay take care of yourself bye kiddoo!"
"Byee"
*End Of The Phone Call*
Ugh. My dad is always worried.
"Is there any problem babe?" Harry asked nervously.
"No don't worry Harry. Just my dad is worried why I ignored his calls last night." I explained
"Yeah... We were busy..." Harry said laughing.
I joined him and he started tickling me. "Tomorrow we have school. So you ready to go with ur boyfriend?" He said with a husky voice I love.
"Yupp" i said popping the "p"
He smiled and hugged me.
A few hours later...
I jumped in bed next to Harry and fell asleep in his arms...
Next Day
Harry's POV
I woke up next to my princess who was still sleeping deeply, and I got ready for school. I'm not the kind of guys to like school but today is a special day !I'm going to school with my babe so I'm very happy and excited to go and show all of the people in school that we are together.
I'm really proud of having this girl as girlfriend. She Is so sweet and beautiful and she knows me really well.
When I finished getting ready, I shook her slightly to wake her up.
Her eyes fluttered open and she smiled at me sweetly. I handle her some clothes of mine and said : "Good Morning beautiful" she smiled and replied :"good morning Harry"
I went downstairs to prepare the breakfast while she was getting ready.
When she showed up downstairs still sleepy I decided to drive her to her house so she can change her clothes to something better.
We took our breakfast and talked, and I looked at my phone it was already 8:00 . WE ARE LATE. UGH. "Look baby, we are late, but even. I will drive u home and you change quickly okay?" I said grabbing the car's keys and getting up.
"It's not necessary Haz. I am fine in those. I love them." She replied sweetly. She was wearing another yoga pant and the same purple Jack Wills sweater. I gave her that sweater as a gift. I love that sweater because my dad bought it to me .
We jumped quickly in the car and I drove us to school.
I park the car in the parking lot and open the car door for Christina. She smiled and I took her hand and we made our way to our lockers.
Christina's POV
As we walked to our lockers in school holding hands, everybody was staring at us and looking at each others and whispering things like "Omg are they dating" "They are not even cute together" "Ugh seriously Harry" "How dare he" "And she's wearing his sweater " "Bitch"
I felt uncomfortable and removed my hand from Harry's rudely. He looked at me with a surprised and confused look and I whispered to him :"I am not comfortable . Everybody is criticising us." Harry gave me a sweet and comforting smile putting both of his hands on my waist and pulling me closer to him saying :"I don't care what people say when we're together, you know I wanna be the one to hold you when you sleep, I just want it to be you and I forever..."
I felt my heart beating like crazy, and my cheeks getting redder and redder, I was about to fade. I stared deep in his eyes and said :"I love what you said. Is that another song you wrote?"
He smiled and shook his head 'Yes'
Lord. He is perfect.
"COUZSIIINNNNNN !!! HAZZZZZ!!!" I heard someone screaming behind us. yeah. It was Elissa. Heh.
I instantly turned around and saw her and Louis together. Louis said smiling:"Hey Romeo and Juliet " i smiled and blushed looking away.
Harry smirked.
Elissa said excitedly :"I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY YOU'RE WITH HAZZ CUZ"
and hugged me so tight that I almost suffocated.
I laughed and thanked her.
The bell rang and we made our way to our first class we had together. Math.
I entered the class holding Harry's hand, and everyone kept staring at us. There was in the back of the class this fucking brunette i know. ELEANOR. She was giving me death glares all the time. But Harry didn't saw her. Ugh. I wonder why she hates me that much. Even more than I hate her. Maybe she wants Harry. Ha. I AM HIS GF. AND NOBODY HAS THE RIGHT TO TOUCH HIM.
*Lunch*
The day went by fast... We sat at the lunch table with Elissa and Louis, and I saw Mia and Lina walking towards us. I got up and hugged them and they said together:"OMG WE ARE SO HAPPY FOR YOU CHRIS" i laughed and thanked them.
Why does everyone know about me and Harry ugh.
When I went back to our table, Harry and Louis were talking and Elissa wasn't good. She looked paler than usual and she seemed bad. "Are you fine?" I asked her with a low coice. She shook her head and got up quickly making her way to the toilets.
I followed her and looked back at our table, Harry and Louis didn't even notice that we are gone. I wonder what they are talkin about. They seem really absorbed.
I entered the toilets and saw Elissa puking. I ran and held her hair up. She couldn't stop puking. I wonder why.
She then started crying. I was really surprised. I've never saw her crying that way before...
"What's the matter baby?" I asked her . She got up , the mascara and make up falling down her cheeks with the tears. "I ... I think I am pregnant ...."
"WHAAATTTTTTT" i screamed. HOW. MY CUZ. FUCKING PREGO.NO WAY.
She cried harder. And fall on the floor . I sat down and hugged her tight trying to comfort her but it was all in vain. She was so upset.
"Look at me. How? Don't tell me you and Louis...." I tried to say nervously.
She shook her head 'Yes' and kept on crying.
"I WAS FUCKING DRUNK AT THE PARTY AND LOU TOO. We didn't know what we were doing. And it's not even the first time we do it. But this time he fucking got me pregnant . What are my parents gonna say and ppl will think I am a bitch. And everybody will criticise me. Oh no. Why am I so fucking unlucky. Why me why the fuck-" "ELISSA. STOP IT. BREATH. " i cut her off. She cried harder on my shoulder.
Then she got up quickly and looked at herself in the mirror. "I AM A MESS. LOOK AT ME. I FUCKED UP EVERYTHING. LOUIS DOESN'T EVEN KNOW. MY LIFE IS ALL FUCKED UP. I HATE MYSLEF I HATE EVERYTHING. I AM JUST SO NOT READY FOR THIS. NO I AM NOT." She yelled.
Someone entered the toilets, and I looked to see who . It was Despina. She ran towards us with a 'What The Fuck' look on her face. "What happened??!!" She asked.
"I AM FUCKING PREGNANT . I JUST WANNA DIE. " Elissa replied breaking out in more tears. I held her and Despina said :"Oh no. Fuck. Please calm down Elissa ..." She tried to comfort her but no way. Despina searched for something in her bag and took out of it a pregnancy stick.
"Why the fuck do u have a pregnancy stick with you?" I asked confused.
"I always keep one with me... You don't know what might happen..." She said prously.
Ugh. I dnt understand ppl in this school.
"Look Elissa. Go do the test. We're waiting." Despina said handing her the stick.
Elissa was done and she showed up crying harder. I guess she is prego...
"So?" Despina asked . "Positive" Elissa tried to say and fall again on the floor.
I had to do something. I can't leave my own cousin like that in that kind of situations.
"Look Lucy. I know it's hard, but what you did is done. You can't change it. We all make mistakes, people more than others, but we all learn from them. And don't worry. Just see the positive way of the things. Okay you are young and pregnant. But we are here for you. We'll never leave you alone. I am here, Despina and all the girls and our friends are here... We'll get through this together . Don't worry about Louis. He'll know it from you. You'll tell him everything. And he'll accept it . Now we'll keep it secret.Everything will be okay.I promise you."
She finally showed a little smile, and hugged me and Despina joined us happily.
"GIIRRRLLSS!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIISSSSSSSSS???!!!!!!!!???!!!!" Lina and Mia ran in the toilets holding a cell phone and screaming.
I looked at them confusedly and they said :"Please breath. Christina Elissa we found some photos posted on Instagram... The one who posted them is anonymous ..."
"YOU STARTED SCARING ME. WHATS GOING ON." I said getting up. Elissa was able to get up. And didn't pronounce any word.
They gave me the cell phone. I looked at the photos and felt my heart almost stopped beating.
What's happening....
Am I dreaming? Is it a nightmare....
No no no it's impossible.
I fall at the floor on my knees not able to speak any word.
Photos of Harry and Louis.... Kissing. Making out. What's that.
No no it'a nightmare.

My boyfriend...
GAYYYYYY?!??!!!!!

Notes

Hey directionersss!
Here is a longggg chapteeerrrr because I love youuuu!
And what do you think will happen next?
By the way guys do you ship Larry or Elounor?
Comment if you want . But please no stupid Larry/Elounor struggles .
Tell me whatcha think of the story until noww! And thank for so many views! Love you lots xoxo
-Christina.