Half A Heart

Christina's POV
~6:00 p.m~

ONE HOUR. I HAVE ONE FUCKING HOUR TO GET READY! I was freaking out and moving all around the house, not even knowing what I am doing. But wait. Why am I so frustrated? So stressed ? And so excited at the same time? Maybe that's Harry's effects on me. Heh. Okay calm down and let's start to get ready.
I stepped in the warm shower and relaxed. When I was done, I curled my hair with the dryer and put on black eye liner, with fake eyelashes,and a super bright red lipstick. Wow. How am I doin great.
I put on my dress and I think I looked really nice. At least as beautiful as Harry wants me to be.Oh I mean sexy. Yeah sexy enough for his pleasure . I opted for black high heels that go perfectly with my little black dress. Everything was perfect. And I'm sure Elissa is gorgeous. I am happy I have a super fashion advicer
I looked at my phone and it was 6:54 minutes. Okay I have 6 minutes . I am ready anyways.
As sson as I went downstairs to eat a bar of chocolate to not start starving at the party, because I know there will just be drinks, alcohol and whatever. Then I got a message . I checked it and it was Harry : "I'm outside princess" OH GOD. He is here heheheheh. PRINCESS?! Yeh it's gonna be a great night .
I grabbed my purse and phone and went out seeing Harry's Black Range Rover parked behind . He was there , standing in the cold hair and fuming a cigarette. Eww. He fumes?! Ugh. Okay. But he looks HOT.
I went and joined him. He looked at me like he was admiring a queen or something. Was I looking this good uh? He suddenly got close to me pressing his lips to my neck then he whispered in my ear with his husky voice that makes my heart flutter "You look hot baby" OH GOD NONONONO. I AM DREAMIN I AM DREAMIN I AM NOT EVEN AWAKE THATS SGFSGSHAJAJKA. PLAY IT COOLLLLLLL.
"Thanks. You don't look bad yourself" i said with a smile and kissed him on the cheek. Good !
He opened the car's door for me and I got in. He started driving. Awkward silence . I couldn't stop ataring at him. But happily he was driving and he couldn't see me. "Love the way you stare at me beauty" OH NO HE SAW ME PFT. I rolled my eyes and blushed looking away. He chuckled and kept on driving. Suddenly I felt his hand on my thingh. My heart fluttered. What should I do what da fuck. He removed it quickly. Strange? Whats gotten into him ? Ugh.
A few minutes later, we arrived in front of a HUGE house .
This party is gonna be wild...
Harry parked the car and opened the door for me. When I got out of the car. I was speechless. Loud music . People out in the backyard, the parking , the house, everywhere! What da fuck ! Despina has so many friends? I already started feeling uncomfortable. Harry took my hand and we walked to the door and got inside. Ugh. It smelled alcohol,cigarettes and drugs. DRUGS? I looked around and everybody was or drinking, or dancing, or making out with random people. Ugh there was even a couple having s*x . WUT.

A beautiful blondie accompanied by Niall came to us and greeted Harry "HEY HAZ! GLAD YOU CAME!WITH A HOTTIE TOO! NICE TO MEET YA I AM DESPINA" she was yelling because of the loud music. Yeah too loud music i guess. She hugged me and I replied "HELLO IM CHRISTINA" She looked really friendly. I felt so close to Harry. And that's what made me more confident.
"I'M GOING GET DRINKS.SEE YA" he told me and he was gone with Niall.I couldn't see him anymore becz of this crowd. I hope he won't take too much time. I feel more secure with him around. We started making conversation me and Despina and I understood that she's been dating Niall for almost a year! Cute. They look fab together. Time went by fast. And No Harry around. I started to worry. Where is heee?
But talking to Despina made me feel better. She was so funny. Oh I just remembered. Elissa should be there . But where!? "PSSTTTT CUZZZZ" a voice yelled from behind . Wait. Cuz? I looked at her
Yeyyy it was Elissa . I hugged her and we laughed. Omg she just looks dashing. Louis went to see his friends and left Elissa alone with us. We started talking and I learned that elissa is one of Des'best friends. Great. Then I saw Zayn and Liam walking towards us. Oh not alone. With two girls. Beautiful girls. Their girlfriends I guess. Two brunettes. They greeted us and they introduced me to the girls . Zayn said :"Christina, this is my girlfriend Mia. And this is Liam's, Lina" oh. So Mia and Lina. Cool. We shook hands. They looked nice. The boys left us. And we started talking. BUT I WANT HARRY. WHERE IS HE. UGH.
I was looking at the crowd, and thats when he finally came. WUT. A brunette was with him. AND THEY WERE LAUGHING. NONONO. Calm down Christina you aren't dating him calm down. Breath. Omg im jealous. Ugh and she was hot too. Poor me. Why am I so unlucky. Harry smiled at me . I didn't smile back. But I tried to play it cool as always. "What did it take you so long babe?" I said. WHAT. BABE?! GOOD JOB CHRIS . WTF WAS I THINKING. At least he looked as surprised as I was when I said the B-word. He handed me my drink saying:"Ya see the crowd?! And I bumped into Ell. And I though it whoyld be great that you two become friends." Then he turned to that 'Ell' girl and said "Eleanor,this is Christina" "Oh hey how are you Christina" she said with a fake smile and stupid voice trying to sound nice. But I always know who is fake and who's real. Past experience. I rolled my eyes and walked away fast. I think I really looked like a bitch . And Harry is probably thinking that. But I am that type of people who can't control their jealousy. Ugh. Even she isn't dating him. And I know i'm not either. But the way she looked at him. And at his lips when he talks. THAT FUCKING BITCH. AHHHH.
I didn't realise where I was when I found myself in front of the balcony. So I went out because I really needed fresh air. I was overreacting and I know it. But it's not like I could control it.
I was thinking how much it could be perfect to be dating Harry. But the way he looked at me, kissed my neck,and talked to me really showed he loved me. I just hope so. But what was I thinking? If he really loved me, he'd follow me at least when I walked away. Ugh my life sucks!
I was over thinking , when I felt two hands on my waist, and someone's voice whispering right in my ear with a very low voice I couldn't define :"Why is a beauty like you all alone here?"
I turned around fast and saw a tall guy covered of tattoos, and with a lip piercing. His face was just inches away from mine. WHAT DA FUCK .I could tell he was drunk, by the smell of vodka in his breath. "WHAT ARE TOU DOING? AND WHO ARE U DUDE!" I yelled . He stepped back. I swear I was about to hit him. He came when I was in my worst mood ever. Poor him. Happily he removed his fucking hands from my waist. "What? I am Luke. And I'm in a gang and we are the most hated motherfuckers in there babe" Great. "Ugh DONT DARE CALL ME BABE" i snapped and walked away but he followed me. "Okay, but I can do much better, like making you feel so good, you know." WTF IS HE SAYING. "LOOK YOU. DON'T TALK TO ME,DON'T TOUCH ME AND DON'T FUCKING LOOK AT ME" i shouted . I lost it.
I walked away , because by the way he looked at me, i bet he was gonna hit me or something. Then he followed me again. OKAY THAT'S TOO MUCH.HE WENT TOO FAR WITH ME."Look. You are drunk. So you better go home and leave me alone okay?" I said calmly. He didn't pronounce any word. Then he fucking grabbed me by my wrist really hard,and started pushing me inside and through the crowd until we arrived next to the stairs.I tried to go away from his grip but he was too strong. WHAT DA FUCK DOES HE WANT FROM ME. NONONONO DONT TELL ME...FUCK FUCK FUCK WHAT CAN I DOOOO. WHERE IS HARRYYYYY. I looked around but I couldn't see him anywhere. WHAT THE FUCK. Then this fucking guy started dragging me upstairs . I screamed really loud but nobody heard me because of the music and the crowd. Oh nonono. My life is shit. He opened a room's door and pushed me inside locking the fucking door. He threw me on the bed and jumped on me. I screamed and cried and moved all the ways, but he wouldn't go off me. And I was so weaker than him. He started hitting me and he put his left hand on my mouth to keep me rrom screaming but I kept on going. But it was all in vain. Nobody will ever hear me. And even, nobody will ever save me. Everything is fucked up. I wanna die. Thats enough. He started unzipping my dress then he took it all off of me. And I was standing half naked and I couldn't do anything. I cried harder and harder. He was about to rip my underwear off too, but that's when someone forced tge door and entered the room screaming "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING LUKE LEAVE HER RIGHT NOW OR I'L FUCKING KILL YOU I SWEAR"
This voice....

Notes

Hey guys ! Sorry I didn't update too much these days but I was really busy. Please tell me whatcha think. And who would you date ? From the boys ;) Subscribe,comment,vote for a new update! You liked that chapter ? You are gonna ADORE THE NEXT ONE I PROMISE YA XX
LOVE YOU ALLLL SOSOSOS MUCH <333
-Christina