
Half A Heart
I can't control my feelings
Christina's POV
We arrived in front of a big building. I saw people outside but I had to go to talk to the principal and get my schedule of the week. I took a deep breath as we entered the building and Elissa gave me a reassuring smile. I smiled back but I was nervous as fuck.As we were walking , Elissa was waving to some of her friends but she was still with me and that's good. I don't wanna be alone here. I don't know anybody. They were all looking at me and whispering things to each others. It was frustrating.
But that's when his eyes caught mine. I looked at him and he was looking deep in my eyes, with his emerald green ones.He was beautiful. He was hot. His curly chocolate hair, and his tall and fit body made my legs weaken. He was just BREATH-TAKING and I was done. I think I blushed, seeing this smirk on his face. Ugh. Calm down Christina calm down. His smirk omg.I instantly looked away and Elissa took my hand leading me to the bunch of boys who he was with. WTF. Am I looking great? Nonono. I can't. Hafsgshsjsjak. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT. What shall I do? Okay play it cool Christina coooooool. Yeah cool.
We joined them and they were all looking at me. I flashed a smile and said a 'cool' Hi. Elissa hugged them all. They were 9. "So Christina this is Ashton,Luke,Michael,Zayn,Calum!Liam and Niall. And you already know Lou" Elissa said smiling. Oh I just realised Louis was with them too. Great. At least I know him. I hugged him ?And the others looked nice too.We shook hands.They looked really friendly and cute. But wait. Where is Curly Hair?
Then I heard a deep voice saying : "Oh and me? How can you forget to introduce me to such a beauty,Elissa?" I turned around and looked at him. FUCK. IT WAS HIM. CURLY HAIR. Wait what a nickname I gave him. Curly hair? Seriously Christina? Pft
"oh yeah sorry Haz! This is Christina my cousin . Christina this is Harry." Elissa introduced me to him.I don't know why I got so nervous and my heart start beating faster than normal.Harry. I love this name. Harry Harry Harry Harry Harry. Cool.
"H-h-Hiii. Nice to meet ya Ha-ha-Harry." I said blushing. WTF. Why do I blush that much.
He approached me and said with his deep husky voice: " It's a pleasure, beautiful" and he gave me kiss on the cheek. NONONONONONO. OKOKOKOKOKOKK. KILL MEH RN. GOSH. I AM DYING. NONONONON. HE KISSED ME. HE KISSED ME. OKAY ON THE CHEEK BUT STILL. HIS BREATH SMELLED MINT. OMG OMG OMG.
I bet I was smiling like kid and blushing hard. He smirked at me one more time. REALLY?
"Christina don't forget that you have to go get your schedule !" Elissa reminded me, snapping me out of my daze. I looked away from Harry's eyes that were constantly watching me. "Oh yeah I forgot! I should go. See ya later guys!" I waved and started walking fast. But that's when I felt a big hand grabbing my wrist and stopping me. Dear. It was him. Harry eh? I turned away and looked at him with a questioning look. "Wait...erm..I will go with you." He said walking behind me. "Why do you want to anyways?" I asked, sounding a bit rude like I want it. Yeah you know , boys like rude girls. Heh.
"Uhm...I just thought you would need company... I mean someone who will show you around here ...you know..." He said. Lord. He was nervous. I AM MAKING A GUY NERVOUS. YEEY KEEP ON GOIN CHRIS THATS PERFECT.
"Cool then." Was all what I said with a nonchalant air. I'm surprised how I'm doing great with a guy. No . A hottie. Yey me. Okay I just have to hold on until he leaves me alone. I hope I won't fade until then.
Harry's POV
I was standing with the guys as usual, when Elissa came like every morning of school but this time, with a FUCKING HOT BLONDIE. Gosh she is. Pft . Wow. I greeted her with my special kiss .When I approached her, I felt her heart beating so fast. I bet she was nervous as fuck.Heh me too. Strange. That was the first time a girl made Harry Styles nervous. Interesting. Seems like this hottie is full of surprises. I like it. God. Why do I have this thing for blondies? It's almost annoying. But I'm glad she's new. Like I get to show her around and know her better.I don't know qhy I instantly got attracted to her. I just hope she's worth it.
When she said she had to go,I couldn't stand myself so I went finding her. And I was so surprised she was that cool . I'd think she is one of these girls to scream if a guy like me would talk to her. Happily she isn't, despite the way she blushed when I kissed her. But her blush. Loved it. Cute. Okay calm down Harry. God she's SO DAMN PERFECT.
Christina's POV
So we kept on walking silently , and I started feeling a bit uncomfortable because if Harry's eyes constantly scanning my legs. MY LEGS!?? FUCK. Seriously?
I managed to keep my calm and we finally arrived in front of- what I think is the principal's office. Great. I've had enough of these people watching me like I was a monster. I bet they were confused how I was with Harry. Okay seems like he's very popular. Good.
"I should go alone hein?"I asked him. "Yeah don't worry love,I'm waitin' here " he smiled , showing me his dimples. FUCK ME. HE .JUST.CALLED.ME.LOVE.HEHEHE.
"Okay. And thanks Harry" i replied politely,as I entered the office.
~15 minutes later.....~
Wow.Finally.It took more time than I expected. But I understood everything. And the principal is really nice.God. Everybody got that super british accent here. And I am the only one ugh... Why am I not british.WUT. I've been here for only 2 days and I already wanna be british? Whats happening?! Great. Oh I almost forgot Harry. Anws I guess he's gone. He can't be still waiting. I walked out of the office and OH FUCK. HE IS HERE. MY GOD. he is so cute. Aww. I walked towards him showing the biggest smile ever on my face. He sighed smiling and said " Gosh you're finally out"I chuckled. And replied warmly : "Yes. Thank you Harry for waiting. I wasn't expecting you to even come with me as we just met. But that's sweet of you. But why did you ?" I challenged.
"Euhm..erm..ur...I just wanna know you better you know?" He replied looking away, trynna hide the smile on his face. But he failed. I smiled back and almost blushed. I SAID ALMOST.heh. Omg no. Whats happening to me? Am I falling for this boy I barely know? I CAN'T. NONONO. "I'd like to know you better too" i said fast. "Great...I was thinking... If you wanna come with me to Despina's party tomorrow night? Yeah you know to get to know each others more?" He asked me winking. WUT. FUUUCCKKK. NONONO. WHAT DID JUST HAPPEN. HE ASKED ME . AM I DREAMING. OK NO I AM AWAKE. Breath slowly Christina breath.... Oh yeah its now or never Christina. Don't lose that amazing chance. DON'T.
"I'd love to...but I don't know who is Des...erm...Des-what ?" I replied with a cool voice. Great. "Despina. I'll introduce you to her and all her friends. She is Niall's girlfriend.Elissa will be there too.And hehe... i will be there too!"He said with a wink. HIS WINK.HAVABHAJAKA
Harry's POV
I just asked her to go with me! I can't believe it! I did! Okay calm down. Heh. Why am I so proud of that. Normally I always ask girls out and they accept it screaming like kids. Yes I am popular and they all love me. But to be honest, I'm that kind of one-night-stand boys. I don't usually date girls for a long time. ISAID DON'T USUALLY. yes. But if I really fall in love with a girl, I can make a relationship that can last really long. And I love that. Wait. What! Am I falling for that girl? I barely know her! But man she's damn hot. And I love the way she blushes, she talks, replies, smiles... OK STOP HARRY. Sooner or later I 'll probably know if I really love her that way. Maybe this party would be a bonus. Good.
I walked her to her first class. She had biology and I had math. Ugh not together. Wait. MATH. I hate math noo.!
Christina's POV
The day went by fast. I sat with Elissa,Louis and Harry at lunch. I don't know why everyone was staring t us all the time. But I am so happy I got to spend time with my cuz, and i became really friends with her boyfriend and Harry. Harry. He is so sweet when you spend time with him.
Oh just remembered ! I told Elissa that I'll be waiting for her to go home with her!
As I was waiting, Harry came beside me.smiling and asked "Why are you waiting here all alone beautiful?" God. He wanna play this game. I will show him how I play it.
I stepped in front of him, leaving my face just inches away from his,looking in his green eyes saying with my sexiest voice ever :"I was waiting for you"
He was standing there with no words. Then he was about to say something when I burst out laughing at his face. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. "God you should really see your face man" GOSH i dont even know why I did this. Where is this way to play with boys coming from? I bet it's Elissa. Heh. It runs in the family. To be honest I am so happy to start to get comfortable around boys. Around Harry. Harry started laughing and thats when came Elissa accompanied by her boyfriend : " oh ahahh what's going on here?" she said with a wink. Here we go again ugh. Her wink pisses me off. Lol. Louis said laughing :"Mate what's makin ya laugh that hard? Ha". Harry chuckled and me too. "Nothing nothing never mind guys " i replied looking at Harry smiling. "So what are you up to guys?" Asked Lou looking at us. "You two are going to Despi's tomorrow right?" Harry asked looking at the cute couple. "Yupp" they answered together popping the 'p'
Louis pecked Lucy on her lips and they smiled. Omg these two are so cute. I hope I could have the chance to be in such a relationship . I don't know what's gotten into me at that moment and I looked at Harry. I mean STARED. Smiling like an idiot. Then I realised he was looking at me too. Wow. Is it a coincidence? I hope no. And then Harry said shyly : "Yeahh by the way... Christina and me are going togeth-" "WHAT WAIT OMG ARE YOU TWO DATING?!!screamed Elissa like a kid cutting him off. No please . "Urm no Lucy calm down we aren't" i said rolling my eyes at my stupid cousin. But I was fading inside. IMAGINE ME DATING HARRY. He chuckled and I swear to god I heard him whispering something like : " Sooner or later we will" G.O.D. WHHATT. What dud he mean by this. WHAT!???? He doesn't seem to know that I heard him. Great. "So I gotta go. My dad is probably waiting for me .... Elissa?" I said. "Yeah yeah come on" she replied before kissing her boyfriend hardly. And poking his cheek. Aw! I couldn't go without saying a word to Harry. I was about to say something when he looked deep in my eyes, putting his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him. He whispered in my ear "It was great meeting ya babe. See ya tomorrow. I will pick you at 7:00 okay? And wear something sexy." He winked at me letting me go. I.WAS.OK.I.WAS.DONE.I.FADED.I.AM.DYING.HELP!?? I smiled trying not to fall and nodded . I took Elissa's hand and dragged her from her bf's arms leading her down the street fast to my home. "GOD I CANT BELIEVE HE SAID THAT. AND HOW HE TOUCHED ME .GSFSGSHAJM" i told her as I looked straight in front of me. I was still blushing! FUCK IT.MY HEART WAS STILL RACING.
"Wait what did he said? How didn't I hear him?" She asked me like an idiot. "YOU WERE BUSY SUCKING YOUR BOYFRIEND'S FACE" i said.Okay why am I screaming?! I told her everything and she started jumping like a kid "OMG OMG HE LOVES YOU ITS OBVIOUS HE-" "SHTTTT MY DAD" I cut her off as we entered the house. "Hi daddyy I'm here!" i said with my cuz walking behind me . But no answer . I went to the kitchen and saw a note on the table. It said "Hi kiddo. I won't be here for 4 days. I am sirry I didn't tell you but i wasn't expecting it. I have something important to do in London and I will be back . Kisses xoxo. If you need anything, go tell your cousin. Love ya" Wow. First time he let me stays alone. "YAYYYYYYPARTAAYYYYY MY DAD IS GONE FOR 4 DAYS AND I WILL LIVE 4 PEACEFUL DAYS ALONE IN THIS BIG HOME!" I screamed and Elissa started laughing and said :"Luckyyy! I am sure if Harry knows you're alone..." "SHUT UP" I yelled . Lol. She can be that bitch sometimes. Thats why I love her ahahh. "Hahah calm down cuz. Anyways. Gotta go. Louis is coming at 6:00 and its already 5:00 p.m" She said with her bitchy tone. "Oh yeah you leave me alone for that Lou boy" i said pretending to be offended. "HAHAHAHH of course babe he is my BOYFRIEND!" She replied laughing. Happily she was joking . Or not? Ugh thats my cuz ahahhaha. " See ya tmrw then! At the partyyy haha" i said . "Seems like someone is very excited to go to that party with a hot curly haired boy" She sang . Ugh. Of course I am. "YUP" i said . "HAHAHAH GREAT CUZ. TOMORROW I WILL COME AT 3:00 TO TAKE YOU SHOPPING TO BUY A PERECT DRESS FOR THE NIGHT. OH AND DONT FORGET YOU HAVE TO CHOOSE A NICE LINGERIE THAT WILL GO WITH THE DRESS AND-" "OKAY OKAY BYE CUZZZZ" i cut her off and pushed her outside and closed the door laughing. I waved to her good bye from the window and she was laughing. She was gone. I started jumping like a kid. I was sooo happy. I met a hot boy . He invited me to go with him to a party. I met new people. Okay they are all boys. But I'm sure I'll meet some girls tomorrow at the party. Yeyyyy.And plus, my dad is away for 4 DAYSSS! Wooww life is beautiful. I am so excited to go to that party. I'm sure it's gonna be ... Interesting ;)
Notes
Hey crazy mofos ! And here is a long chapter because I love youu xx Wanted to tell you that I won't be updating a lot this week. So I promise the next chapter will be longer than this one. And please dont forget to tell me whatcha think xx <3 Subscribe, Comment, share... Everythinggg xxoxo I love you all sososo much! And please vote for the boys #MtvStars One direction
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-Christina
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1/18/14