Half A Heart

Omg it was... "BRIINNGGGGGG!!" I heard my dad yelling from downstairs " C'MON OPEN THE DOOR I AM BUSY" Yes I bet he's unpacking. I went downstairs to open the door and my face was lighten up when I saw my cousin Elissa standing at the door. I was sooo happy to see her again. I couldn't believe it.She hasn't changed at all.The same brown wavy hair...beautiful body and little brown eyes. She is gorgeous.
"OH MY GOD CUZ HOW I MISSEDD YAAA!" She screamed hugging tight. I was almost suffocating. Heh. "I MISSED YA MORE LUCY" I screamed like a kid , with the biggest smile on my face.Yeh I used to call her Lucy when we were young.So many memories....
after a long hug session,we started talking excitedly. I invited her inside but then a hot guy with brown and messy hair came up behind her putting his arm arround her waist smiling like a child and screaming "HELLO I AM LOUIS" . Louis. Okay. Heh. Poor me. Seems like they are dating. Ok i will always be forever alone. Ugh. "Chris this is my boyfriend Lou" Elissa told me then pecked him on the lips. Great. Why does she always have to make it worse for me !? "Nice to meet ya Lou-" "IT'S A PLEASURE" he said with a high voice and hugged me. Wow. Seems like he knows me. But he was cute. Now I know why Elissa chose him. He is also HOT. Ah.My cuz always has been the one who knows how to deal with boys and relationships, and She's really good at dating and everything. And I am the total opposite.Maybe I wish I was like her...At least I would find someone who would love me for who I am.What was I thinkin'?I bet I won't find him. Never in a million years.
"So wanna come with us cuz? We are gonna watch the boys playing soccer" Elissa asked me while looking at her bf. aw. The way they look at each others really shows they're in love... Oh and her BRITISH ACCENT!She has to give me some lessons.
"later maybe...You know I just arrived. I have to unpack my things." I hesitated. I didn't want to be around boys. And I wasn't really in a good outgoing mood.
"Oh okay cuz see ya later then!kisses." She said and hugged me. Louis waved good bye and there they were gone.
i sighed and closed the door. I went upstairs to start unpacking, and decorating the empty room.

*One hour later.....*

Haaaaa.I was done. I am glad and proud of the result. The room is PERFECT.
I sat onthe edge of my bed thinking about Lucy and Lou.They were so cute and you could tell they are together...by the way he looked at her and touched her. Hm...I wonder if I will ever be loved like that. Will I feel the same abou someone someday?To be honest I dont think so. I bet the problem is that I'm not attractive.I should start beeing hotter and acting cooler like my cuz..maybe I'll be lucky? Who knows?
Tomorrow is the first day of school. Gosh. I'm a bit nervous. No. SCARED. I will be the new one and I won't know anybody or anything. Ugh. It sucks. But I have to wear something nice if I wanna look beautiful . I should take some fashion advices , and the only one who can help me with that is Elissa. So I decided to text her .
To Elissa xoxo :
"Hey you x Tmrw is the big day. Need fashion advices ! Come at 7:30am."
At least I would go with her to school and look great. I know she is popular. Now I'm feeling awful. And . Hungry. Yeah lets get Nutella!


~Next Day~

I woke up to the sound of the alarm clock . I looked at it and it was already 7:00 a.m FUCK FUCK FUCK. HOW?!! I put it at 6:00 last night. I wanted to have all my time to get ready. Ugh. I only have fhalf an hour to get showered and do my hair before Elissa arrives.FAST. Great. Good start of a good day.
I hopped in the warm shower and started washing ny hair and body.
Once I was done, I put a towel and started drying my hair and straightening it. It was great. Okay. I put on some light make up and light pink lipstick . I was ready. I look at my watch and it was 7::26.Okay lets eat breakfast. "BRIINNGGGGGG" ugh no. I went downstairs and opened the door, and dragged her to my closet. She was gorgeous as always, wearing skinny jeans and a blue tank top written on it : F***K ME I'M FAMOUS. wow. "Love your outfits!" "Yeah yeah I know I'm fab" HAHAHAH THATS MY COUSIN. My big headed cuz. We burst out in laughter. "C'MON NOW PICK ME SOMETHING NICEEE PLEASE!" I yelled as we didnt have much time. She picked me a short pink skirt with a red tank too and a white jacket. "wait...thats not my style-". "YOU WANNA LOOK HOT. WEAR THIS . WITH THE WHITE CONVERSE. I WILL MAKE COFFEE. " and she went downstairs. I wore them and looked in the mirror. "WHERE ARE YOU" she yelled . Ugh. I sighed and took my backpack and went to join her. "STUNNING. " she said. I was a bit uncomfortable. "The skirt is too short no?"
"NO BOYS ARE ATTRACTED BY SHORT SKIRTS." She yelled and winked. Okay. "But-" I hesitated. "NONONO YOU ARE PER-FECT." She cut me off handing me my coffee and dragging me outside. "WE HAVE TO GO NOW." And we started walking down the street to school. I was getting more and more nervous.

Notes

Sorry for the short chapterbut I am really busy. Thanks for redinggg xx please subscribe like and commen,