Punks

So here i am snuggling with the guy im in love with WAIT WHAT!!! Im not in love! Nope no chance! Its just a small crush, i snapped from my thoughts by zayns voice "im sorry" he sniffled making me turn to him to see his big brown eyes staring at me making me melt, "what?" I asked softly not sure if i heard him right, he let out a breath "im so sorry" he hicuped, i let out a sigh, all the hurt all the pain hes caused me, but no matter what i forgive him i dont know why but i ..do. "Its okay, i forgive you" i camly said putin my handbon his rather hard bisep "its not okay! All the things ive caused you and you just forgive me" he angrily sighed out "your right, youve caused me so much pain that your probably unaware of, but the most pain ive recived is heart ake" i sternly said getting a little bit frustrated, "what do you mean?" He asked sitting up facing me while i did the same, " you caused me SO much pain and do you wanna know why!?" I angrily shouted standing up infront of him "yeah i do" he strongly said "i LOVED you, i fell for the charm,the eyes,the smile which i shouldnt! I promised myself i wouldnt fall bu i laid my eyes on you, i fell completly but you wernt there to catch me, you were with cindy! And kirsty! You GOT broken TOO because YOU fell and SHE didnt catch you like YOU didnt catch ME!" I yelled as a stray tear fell from my eye, and his face softend and i realized what i said and i slowly backed away "im sorry!, at the bigining with cindy and kirsty i did it to make you jeleaous! I didnt want to hurt you but then cindy threatoned me and eventually when i saw you with another guy i thought you didnt feel the same! So i tried to move on!" He yelled throwing his arms in the ar letting a tear fall, " are you that stupid! Dis you not see what was infront of you! I beat a girl 5 times because i didnt want her with you! I LOVE YOU dont you get that! Ive ALWAYS LOVED YOU!" I yelled and both of our eyes went wide i put my hand on my mouth shaking my head walking back "you caused me pain that you wouldnt understand" i slowly spoke looking at my scarred rist and i looked up from my trance to see zayn looking at my rist and slowly come closer and look at me while i sniffled and he slowly grabbed my hand as i struggled it out of his grip but failed, he slowly pulled my sleeve up "dont" i warned tears filling my eyes but he carried on and pulled the sleeve half way up my arm and turned it over and revealed the scars and his face fell, tears streamed down his face ads did mine "i cause this" he sniffled i looked away, ansering his question and i felt those familior lips that i craved on me and i looked down to see him kissing each of my scars and he pulled me into a tight embrace "im so so sorry" he shook with tears as i let out a breath "its okay" i sniffled and he squeezed me tighter "hey ace" he said pulling away so that our foreheads were centimeters apart "yeah" i whisperd looking into those beautiful eyes ....

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