Punks

as i left the gym so many thoughts were clouding my mind do i
like sam? he seems good, good for me? but zayn he made me feel wanted, he makes my heart speed up and tingles but he's hurt me ALOT but something is telling me to hold on I...just...don't...know! And as I was having a long desucssion with myself i didnt realize i had been standing on my lawn "I need some help i whisperd to myself and the idea hit me
I......need......to..........cut.
I ran into my house and up the stairs into the bathroom and shot fror the razor and held it to my rist i whimpered in realizeation and reached for the fone and quickly dialed harrys number...........

Notes

short i know but my fones running out ill update again soon :)x