I woke up to light on my face and i groaned and then everything that happend the night before replayed in my eyes , i felt tears prick them but i pushed them away and looked over to see el and dani passed out on my bed then an idea pricked my mind and i carefuly got up without waking them and headed to the bathroom and washed all my makeup off and fixed my birds nest of hair and as i was about to leave i noticed something shiney catch my eye and i walked closer to it and noticed it was my shaving razor no not this again i told myself you see i used to self harm due to the fact of what my father and other people had done and said to me but i promised myself i wouldnt get hurt and fall back into depression, i picked it up and slid my thumb across the blade then the voices came back 'you didnt think he would actually like you seriosly' 'your worthless and fat' 'did you see the girl who he was with so much better than you' they taunted me and in a swift painful movement my sleve was up and the blade was sliced across my rist and the feeling of releaf flowed through me 1 cut, 2 cut, 3 cut, 4. I watched the blood trickle from the cuts and i quickly cleaned them and changed my cloths and made breakfast for us all and as soon as it was done i woke up el and dani...

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