Hayden's POV

After the fitting and I had picked out the dresses I liked we had to go to some red carpet order meeting. I was under the impression that people just showed up and walked but apparently there is an order that everyone arrives based on where they sit and whether or not they have been nominated and all that different crap. So the first meeting we would meet by ourselves, the second meeting would be with a few of the people in front of us and behind. You find out based on your groupings- it's weird. Then finally we have an entire run through with all the people expected to show up. It is just crazy. So now we were seated in a meeting room for the first meeting and there was some director at the head of the table, management and security were on one side and across from them were us. All of us, Zayn, Louis, me, Niall, Liam, Harry. "Hello, everyone. Today will be our first of three meetings. and today we will go over how the order will work this time. Okay?" We all nodded our heads as the director spoke. "Perfect so let's get started. The order for the specific band members will be as follows." He turned on a screen and said a name as their animated figure popped up. "Zayn Malik, Niall Horan, Harry Styles and Hayden Olsen, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne. Now specifically to Harry and Hayden, you two will be together until this point." He took a laser pointer and circled a spot. "At this point Harry you will join you bandmates in front of you, as will Louis and Liam. Hayden will step back. While the rest of the carpet is walked with the band members together and Hayden by herself. Does everyone understand how this works?" He said. Again we all nodded. "Now Hayden. It is important that this transition looks seamless as, while it happens magazines will be photographing Harry, to get a couple solo pictures. So we have about 35 minutes to run through and get this as perfect as possible." After 20 minutes of rehearsing where to put my feet properly and how to walk with Harry the director was finally satisfied with the transition and we were all happy. Until he said to do it again. 5 more times. Apparently all people in L.A. are crazy like this. Finally with three minutes left, as we were all leaving, the director spoke up. "Sorry, I know you all want to leave but the last thing I have to say to you all until tomorrow is that, tomorrow will be the second meeting, we will be grouped in 15 groups of 7 entertainers. But keep in mind, all six of you count as one entertainer. You will be a part of group 7 or group G. I am not sure how they will be labeled but those are the different names. If you forget you will be looking for the area with the following people or groups of people. In front of you will be, Justin Timberlake and Jessica Biel, Katy Perry, Capital Cities, Blake Shelton and Miranda Lambert, Carrie Underwood and Mike Fisher, and actress Sandra Bullock. There will be no one behind you. Does everyone understand." Again we all nodded. "Well then, I look forward to seeing you tomorrow." And we finally left.

We all piled into the black suburban and Louis looks over at me and Liam having a chat. "Hey guys!" He shouts over the conversations. "Last I remember, Hayden was shot on her birthday and we haven't celebrated since, and I think that we should go and celebrate tonight." He said quieter. Zayn nodded is head in agreement while Niall just looked around and Harry smiled.

"Lou, I really like that idea. alot." I said.

"Perfect. Well it's 5:45 right now, we'll be at the hotel at 6. How about we all get dressed and meet in the lobby at 6:45 we can go out for dinner, then head to a bar. Sound good?" Louis spoke up again. Everyone nodded in agreement. "Perfect." And we listened to music and sang along until we reached the hotel.

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~~40 minutes later~~

At 6:40 I was ready to go , but I didn't want to seem overly eager so I poured myself a glass of water and forced myself to drink it through small sips until I was done.
I finished my small sips at 6:50 and hurried down the hallway to the elevator and rode all the way down to the lobby where Zayn, Liam and Niall stood. "Hey" I breathed out. "Where's Louis and Harry?" I asked the boys in front of me.

"Louis went to go get Harry like a minute ago. He wasn't responding to text messages or anything so he went up, you know, them being exceptionally close and all." Zayn said. I nodded along. I really hope Harry comes. I really do.

Harry's POV

I was sitting on the edge of my bed staring at my phone watching it light up with texts from the guys, asking where I was. I was debating responding or not, should I tell them to leave or should i tell them to wait and I would be down in a minute. I sat. Louis walked into my room.

"Hey, mate, why are you just sitting there? Come down to the lobby. Everyone is waiting for you." I looked up at him.

"Lou. I want to go. Believe me I do, but I don't trust myself. I really loved her. And if I get drunk and I get out of hand, what if I attack her, what if I do something to her. I don't trust myself."

"I know Harry, I know. If you come down there right now, I promise I will not let you get out of hand. I will make sure you don't do something stupid. Okay?" I looked into Louis' eyes.

"Okay."

Hayden's POV

I want him to walk out of those elevator doors. I want him to celebrate with us. I watched the doors intently. I watched as they slid open. I watched as Louis walked out. And I watched as Harry walked out too. I let out a breath that I wasn't even aware I was holding.

"Alright then, who's ready to go?" Liam said.

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