Until My Last Breath

Two weeks later

Liam's pov

Aphrodite hasn't been answering our phone calls not even Aria 's. She replied to Zayn once and tweeted to Aria once. That's it we sat Infront of the tv.
Harry had stopped eating almost completely he would eat a quarter cob of corn not even eating it well leaving little pieces behind every two maybe three days.
He never had a smile on his face he spoke to us in monotone.
The tv was playing some weird show and the girl and boy broke up and the boy was to commit suicide. I shivered.
How can someone do that? Leave everyone behind? Not feel guilty? I shook involuntarily.after the boy took the pills Harry got up very fast making me jump up from the bar stool.
He banged his way into the room.
" Harry what are you doing!?!" I yelled
" ending it all it's too much!it hurts!"

Aphrodites pov

I was sitting at home in a pair of roots sweatpants and a wonder woman shirt reading a romance novel. My phone rung.
I opened it.
" hello?" I asked annoyed.
" Aphrodite! Harry I going to kill himself please come over! Ohmygod! Aphrodite you have to he really is they're trying everything" Eleanor and Aria cried into the phone
" wait what?" I asked “i don't understand”
" Harry mother fucking Styles is going to kill himself! Get the fuck over here!" Aria yelled
I jumped and ran.

Harry's pov.

I was locked in my room the prescription drugs I had in my hand were taunting me. I had to do it I couldn't live with this pain anymore the boys would forgive me. But Aphrodite she wouldn't. I can't.
I took a breath and laid the notes beside me. Louis. Liam. Niall. Zayn. Mum. Dad. Gemma. Eleanor. Aria . Danielle.
And last I stroked the last one.
"Aphrodite." I whispered as I swallowed every last pill.

Aphrodites pov.

My lungs were burning. Curse myself for taking my car to the shop today.
I pounded on the door
The door swung open
I ran strait to Harry's room.

Harry's pov

The boys were banging on the door as my heart beat slowed. I heard one thing the most beautiful thing ever. A voice I will never forget and I looked at the door Infront of me stood a beautiful girl. Nothing compared to Aphrodite though no one could
" come with me I'll take you to a better place" I took her hand
" Harry!" Aphrodite screamed but, it was too late.

Aphrodites pov

I sat in the hospital room by myself. Three days ,three days in a coma and I'm dieing.i kept re reding the letter and looking and my hand on his the white gold ring gleaming on my finger.

My beautiful Aphrodite,

I am weak.
some say I am taking the easy way out.
I love you. never forget. you may not love me but I love you.
I've been thinking about this for a wile I can't bear the thought of living without you.
Without you by my side without your beautiful eyes looking into mine full of love.i can't bear it. Life is too hard. The boys want to make it better. It will never be better. I will ache inside. I hope that death will make it stop.
So I write you this my beautiful sweetheart to let you know this is not you're fault. It has never been. It never will be.
I an writing to you telling you we will be together once again after you've lived a long life. I will great you at the Gates of heaven.
Im weak.I love you. I'm sorry.

Harry Edward Styles
The weak link.

Liams pov

I was standing at the door silently

"Harry" she whispered " I love you baby. I do. I never stopped they told me the story. Harry I'm sorry I did this to you. It's my fault. I made you do this." I couldnt see her face but she was crying.
" I I want you to know if you die I will too." she kisses his hand.

Aphrodites pov

A tear slid down Harry's cheek. I pressed the panic button. Liam ran un. The nurse came running in pushing Liam out of the way.
" what's wrong!?!" she yelled
"he he's crying look tears!" I yelled back
"that doesnt mean he's going to make it it's just your eyes fill with water. He's not here." she wispered as she touched my back and left .
I slid back into my chair and took my regular position.
Anne was planning a funeral already… and I felt it was my fault.

Liam's pov

" my baby..." she kissed his hand over and over muttering my baby ,my honey .
She was broken we all were.

Aphrodites pov

It was daylight.somehow sleep kept on forgetting me. I held his hand.
"Aphrodite?" Liam wispered " you've been here for almost a week strait you haven't gone home or slept or eaten. It's not good for you at least come and eat with me and change into some new clothes."
I shook my head
"please-" he began
" I did this to him."
"no,no you didn't." he whispered
" he wouldn't want you to sit here and do nothing."
" I can't leave him Liam." tears spilling freely "I love him if he dies so will I."
" it'll be 30 minutes you know the flat is 5 away 5 to change 10 to shower 5 to get back and 5 to eat.the boys will stay here."
I averted my eyes from mine and Harry's intertwined fingers. I looked at the door. There stood Niall and Zayn. Louis was right behind liam eyes puffy and red. " he loved you it will be 30 minutes you'll be done.do it for him."
" I'm sorry Harry." I whispered tears dripping on his hand. As I kissed his mouth softly.

Liam's pov

We went to the flat the first thing she did was walk into Harry's room running her fingers over the cool bed fabric. She made her way to the bathroom.

Aphrodites pov

I picked up his jack wills hoodie and his beanie. I pulled them on slowly they smelled like him his cologne and just his smell clung to it.
Beside his bedside table was a picture of Harry and I on the other was him and Louis and then on his dresser was Anne and Gemma.
I walked out of his room to Liam.
"let's go." I said softly
" let's get food first." he said
" McDonalds." I said " chicken nuggets?"
He nodded " yeah"

Liam

Aphrodite and I walked into and ordered McDonalds

We walked to the car and drove to the hospital.

Aphrodite began walking in the mc Donald's in hand.

Aphrodites pov

Before I walked into the to the room I couldn't hear the heart monitor.the worst thin popped into my mind. it was hard to walk in. I didn't want to see him like that.
But I did I walked in to find Louis crying crumpled on the floor on a heap.

Notes

HEy guys,

I didn't think i would be able to update today (hence the HAPPY EARLY NEW YEAR! yesterday)

But thankfully i decided to whoop my own ass and finish a chapter!

I hope you enjoyed it!

Lots of Love,
Kisses,
Scarlett Kat <3