"Fucking Bitch" yelled Harry. Shit, he followed me and we were in the alley. His posse was behind him. Chloe, Zayn, and Chai. Why the fuck do they bully me. I never did anything.
"Aren`t you gonna answer?" asked Chloe in a bitchy tone. No I wont fucking answer you bitch! was all that went through my head but instead I said..
"Why do u hate me so much?" damn I didn't think that one through, he will just get more angry.
"It doesn't fucking matter!" Harry yelled, yep hes angry.
"ok I'm sorry" I answed.
"you better be" he said. Wow hes hot when hes mad.
And he kicked me. Total turn off. He continued kicking me till zayn pulled him off and said..
"what the fucks wrong with you man?" said zayn and then he mouthed sorry to me and so did Chai. I dont think that they wanted to bully me but Harry and Chloe made them. I ran home as fast as possible after that. When I got home my dad was piss drunk. Shit. I tried to sneak upstairs but he saw me and yelled.
"why the fuck are you so late?"
"i was with some friends" I answerd. Ya sure.. friends
"Haha nobody would be friends with a slut like you" he laughed
"Goodnight daddy" I replied sweetly pretending he didn't say that.
"so you do want me slut" he said full of lust. Oh my god was he going to rape me again? I ran upstairs and locked my door. I hid in my closet crying intil I fell asleep.
*Dream*
I ran home after a fun day of first grade. I ran into the houseand jumped in my dads arms. He swung me around and said
"how was your day beautiful?" I giggled and replied
"mrs. sara hung my picture of a butterfly on the wall and she said it was the prettiest butterfly"
"prettier than you?"
"yes, it was mommy because yesterday she said she was a butterfly that needed to come out of her cocoon. She said not to tell you till today but its today so now I can" daddy suddenly put me down and ran upstairs. I heard him scream. He never screamed so I was surprised. I followed his steps and ran upstairs to see whats wrong. I came up there and saw daddy reading a letter and crying.
"Its ok we will find her, she can't be far.." he trailed off
"whats wrong daddy?" I asked scared.
"nothing baby, nothings wrong, your mommy just went out to get some food." I was so innocent I didn't understand why he was crying. He kept calling mommy but she wouldn't answer. An hour later daddy got a call and he was so excited he thought it was mommy.
Dad- Hello?
Police- I am calling about your wife
D- where is she, can I talk to her?
P- I'm so sorry, we just found your wifes body in a car crash
D- What? Is this a joke?
P- I'm sorry but its true
D- it cant be, we just found a letter saying she wanted to expand her horizons, travel the world, then come back
P- well she got to Elk Grove and when we found her she kept saying "I'm sorry, I couldn't do it, I couldn't leave you, I'm a coward, I don't deserve you, I love you Scarlet, Stay strong, Stay alive"
D- No! I have to see her I love her!
P- I'm sorry sir, please, stay strong for her and he hung up
I got really worried
"Daddy wheres mommy, I miss her" he flipled over the coffee table and left the house. I ran up to my room and cried. I knew she was dead. After that dad came home drunk every night and stopped caring about me. He abused me, He raped me, he hated me. He blamed me about the butterfly thing.

I woke up crying from the awful dream of my past. Now that I remember That must be why harry bullies me. He found me crying at school the next day and said "aww poor babys crying" and everyone laughed. I just cryed harder. "whats so sad" he asked in a mocking voice?
"My mommy died yesterday"I cried. a flash of hurt went across his face, then he kept going, "your so stupid for crying" after that he bullied me everyday.

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