Little white lies
Chapter 49
~1 month and a week later~
Lately chemotherapy has been a pain in the ass and I'm like on my last strand of hair. But Caleb and Harry have been though my side the entire time and I'm blessed to have both of them in my life. I laid in the hospital bed and examined my engagement ring, I smiled at how beautiful it was, Caleb was at home with Harry and Harry said that they're going to visit today, I couldn't wait. I laid on the hospital bed looking at the tubes in my hand and I went on my phone for a while. I fixed the benie that Harry gave me last time I saw him, and that was two weeks ago. I felt my head with barely any hair on it. I just sighed and put back on the benie.
Harry and and caleb came in the room, Caleb was asleep and Harry was smiling. "I missed you so much" he said and run over and kisses me. Caleb was still asleep when I grabbed him and put him in my arms.
"Man it was rough getting through the fans and press" he says and looks at me in my eyes.
"wow even though you came in third place you guys have fans!" I say
" yup, and they spread the news about one direction to the US" he says and smiles
i smile and say "what happens if you become famous? Would you leave me and Caleb?"
"Oh hell no babe" he says and I chuckled a little from that remark he laughs and Caleb opens his eyes.
" So how's him and formula milk" I say looking at Caleb
"good at first he didn't want to drink it but he got used to it" Harry says and holds my hand
"that's good, he officially has your eyes huh" I say looking at Caleb who was now examining the room with his green eyes.
" yeah," he says and smiles and Caleb looks at me and smiles and looks at Harry and then he smiled and then yawned. He's a sleepy baby. I rocked him and he fell asleep.
"on my way inside press kept on asking me who's baby was that and if it's mine, Caleb almost woke up because the noises of screaming fans" he says
"well what did you say?" I ask looming at him
"I ignored them" he says and shrugged then he says "I love you when you get out of chemo imma give you the best night of your life" I smile then Harry kissed my head and fell asleep. And I fell asleep as well.
~Afternoon~
I woke up, and a nurse was taking out the tubes in my hand, it was painful but what ever I need to get use to it, it's chemotherapy. They said I can go when ever I want. I quickly woke up Harry and told him I could leave, he smiled and I quickly got my things and left. Caleb was still asleep and it was 6:26pm. " do you wanna go somewhere with the lads?" Harry asks I nod and smile. Harry called all our friends and we were going to the club while Caleb stays at home with my mom.
I dropped off Caleb at my house and changed in a dress and I went over to Harry's place and met his new stylist named Lou, she was very nice and she was pregnant she said she's 3 months and she's having a daughter. She did my hair and make up and Harry's hair and make up.
We left Harry's house in his brand new range rover and headed I've to the club.
I met Perrie and the girls outside and met Liam's new girlfriend Danielle and she was very nice. We went in the club and I took four shots of tequila and so did the other girls Amy and Niall recently got into a fight so Amy hanged out with me and kept her distance from Niall. I took a couple of shots of this strong drink that got me really drunk. I went on the dance floor with all the girls and the boys joined us but Harry was a complete drunk he put his arms around me and Amy and he was waisted he almost fell but we helped him I kissed him sloppy because we were both drunk what do you expect? A perfect kiss? Ya right. I left Harry and danced alone then I felt some one grab my hand and dragged me to the bathroom area. It was Niall.
"what are you doing?" I say
"shh-" he says then kisses me
"you don't know how long I've been waiting to do that" he says I can tell he was clearly drunk when he said that. He kissed down my neck until he reached my sensitive spot on my neck and he began to make a hickey and I couldn't stop him because he little literally pinned me on the wall and I moaned but then I kissed him again and he gave a grin and he grabbed my hand and took me out of the club, he kissed me and got us a taxi to his house.
~Harry's POV~
i was so waisted Amy was grinding on me, I couldn't find Emily last time I saw her, I couldn't remember. Amy turned around and kissed me and then I kissed her back and our bodies were pressed against each other I kissed down her neck and she moaned we were still on the dance floor and I had a drink in my hand I drank it and put it on the counter, Amy then dragged me outside where we made out, I saw Emily but she was kissing Niall in a taxi outside that was about to leave. I closed my eyes and continued to kiss Amy even though I didn't want to.
I grabbed Amy and put her in a taxi and we made out in the backseat until I the taxi stopped at my house. I grabbed Amy and dragged her to my room I took off all her clothes and she took off all mine. Amy didn't have a perfect body like Emily I mean she was a little chunky but i was drunk. I kissed her and grabbed a foil package and put on the condom I couldn't believe what I was about to do I went in Amy and she yelped I thrusted into her and moved rapidly and she orgasmed and I continued to fuck her and kiss her, I got to admit Emily is better at sex than Amy. Amy stopped sex and gave me a blow job once again Emily was better. I mean I moaned but Emily's made me groan and sex was only Amy yelling and usually with Emily I'll be yelling.
i woke up naked in my bed next to blonde hair my head was pounding from my hangover I remembered the hair and then I thought " this is Amy's hair. Fuck" I just got out of bed and called Emily I had to tell her what I just did.
~Emily's POV~
Niall got us a taxi and we made out in the back and the driver took us to his place, no parents, no disturbance. Went we went to his house he pinned me on his couch and kissed me and kiss down my neck I moaned and he took me to his room. I took off his clothes and I took off mine and I got to admit he's bigger than Harry, this was going to be hard. He got on top of me and kissed me and I gave him a blow job and he sucked on my core and then he entered me I moaned because he entered slowly and it was painful because I'm not used to him I'm used to Harry. He kissed me and I can smell the beer in his breath he thrusted into me in a fast pace.
"Oh god Niall" I say as he thrusted
"fuck ya Emily" he says as e continues to thrust
"I'm going to cum Niall" I yelp
" me too babe" he says, did he literally call me babe! He came in me and I felt it. I forgot he wasn't wearing a condom. But I didn't care since we were in the middle of sex so we continued and he came many more times. We finished and we fell asleep.
i woke up from a call from Harry.
"babe we need to talk" he says with a raspy voice
"ok I'll meet you at that coffee shop in the corner, not Starbucks but that little coffee shop" I say
"ok bye" he says
"bye" I say
I turn to see Niall awake, "oh my god" he says and covers his mouth "did I sleep with you?!?" He says I nod and then he puts a hand on his head because of the pain of the drinks he had last night.
"Did I already use a condom?" He asks I shake my head in a 'no' motion and his eyes widened
"but I don't think I'll get pregnant Niall " I say he shrugs and smirks, "but I don't like you like that I mean I used to but I really love Amy" he says
"I know Niall I really love Harry but it was the alcohol" i say he smirks and puts on his clothes and I put on my clothes and head out the door and say " I have to meet Harry I'll text you later" he shrugs and waves 'goodbye'.
I met Harry at the coffee shop and he smiled at me as he had a cup of tea in his hand, out of all the tables Harry picked one outside in this time of month! Which is winter! Unbelievable.
"hey babe, I made a mistake last night" he blurts out as I began to sit down
"what do you mean?" I say
" uh I sorta slept with Amy last night, but I used protection, and believe me it was the drinking, I didn't remember anything from last night I just woke up next to Amy" he says then adds "but theres no feelings"
"that's good" I say
"excuse me?" He says with a surprise face
"well I slept with Niall so were kinda even but I told him there's no feelings" I say
"well did you use a condom?" Harry asks as he took a sip of his tea and his green eyes locked with my aquamarine eyes.
I remembered that we didn't, "uh....... No" I say his eyes turned dark green "wait what?" He says
"we didn't use protection" I say he was furious he closed his eyes and inhaled and exhaled and said " I thought I can trust you" he said
" yeah but I was drun-" he cut me off
"yeah I was drunk too but I at least still used protection" He said sounding a little angrier. Tears began to fill my eyes and I grabbed my cup of coffee and walked away. I heard Harry yelling my name but I didn't look back.
I laid on my bed and my pillow had my tears on it and Amy came in my room.
"Hey you ok?" She says
"no" I say
"well I don't mind that you slept with Niall" she says
"well I don't mind that you slept with Harry " I say back
"then what's wrong I know you didn't use protection" Amy says
"well Harry's mad at me for that and now that we're engaged I think we might break up sooner or later"
"don't say that you two can work it out, for Caleb's sake" I wiped a tear and looked at Caleb who was in his crib beside my bed. I smiled then said " I'll do any thing for Caleb."
"ok then talk this out with Harry I already talked it out with Niall and were good now and were still in a relationship" I smiled and called Harry.
"hey can you come over to my place" I ask and is hear him sniffled.
"Yeah" says with a raspy voice
"um babe what's wrong?" I ask
"nothin-" I hear him say before I cut him off and say
"uh imma come over to your place ok babe" I say
I quickly hanged up and grabbed Caleb and headed over to Harry's house.
i rang on the door bell.
he opens the door and he looked like a mess he had a beer bottle in his hand and the house reeked of weed. His curls were messy as usual abut his eyes were red and puffy from crying and then he gave me a big hug I still had Caleb in my arms. "Are you ok?" I ask
" I just thought when you walked out on me of the coffee
shop, that you never wanted me in your life and I'm sorry, I really want to spend the rest of my life with you" I smiled at his words and gave him a kiss
"I'll never leave you" I say holding Caleb in my arms and my head was pounding from last night and all the shit that's been going on. I hand him Caleb and I heard him say "babe you alright?" I shook my head in a no motion and then I fell to the floor and passed out. On the concrete in front of Harry's house.
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i woke up in a hospital with nurses surrounding me and Harry was holding Caleb and it looked like he had been crying, I wonder why?
Lately chemotherapy has been a pain in the ass and I'm like on my last strand of hair. But Caleb and Harry have been though my side the entire time and I'm blessed to have both of them in my life. I laid in the hospital bed and examined my engagement ring, I smiled at how beautiful it was, Caleb was at home with Harry and Harry said that they're going to visit today, I couldn't wait. I laid on the hospital bed looking at the tubes in my hand and I went on my phone for a while. I fixed the benie that Harry gave me last time I saw him, and that was two weeks ago. I felt my head with barely any hair on it. I just sighed and put back on the benie.
Harry and and caleb came in the room, Caleb was asleep and Harry was smiling. "I missed you so much" he said and run over and kisses me. Caleb was still asleep when I grabbed him and put him in my arms.
"Man it was rough getting through the fans and press" he says and looks at me in my eyes.
"wow even though you came in third place you guys have fans!" I say
" yup, and they spread the news about one direction to the US" he says and smiles
i smile and say "what happens if you become famous? Would you leave me and Caleb?"
"Oh hell no babe" he says and I chuckled a little from that remark he laughs and Caleb opens his eyes.
" So how's him and formula milk" I say looking at Caleb
"good at first he didn't want to drink it but he got used to it" Harry says and holds my hand
"that's good, he officially has your eyes huh" I say looking at Caleb who was now examining the room with his green eyes.
" yeah," he says and smiles and Caleb looks at me and smiles and looks at Harry and then he smiled and then yawned. He's a sleepy baby. I rocked him and he fell asleep.
"on my way inside press kept on asking me who's baby was that and if it's mine, Caleb almost woke up because the noises of screaming fans" he says
"well what did you say?" I ask looming at him
"I ignored them" he says and shrugged then he says "I love you when you get out of chemo imma give you the best night of your life" I smile then Harry kissed my head and fell asleep. And I fell asleep as well.
~Afternoon~
I woke up, and a nurse was taking out the tubes in my hand, it was painful but what ever I need to get use to it, it's chemotherapy. They said I can go when ever I want. I quickly woke up Harry and told him I could leave, he smiled and I quickly got my things and left. Caleb was still asleep and it was 6:26pm. " do you wanna go somewhere with the lads?" Harry asks I nod and smile. Harry called all our friends and we were going to the club while Caleb stays at home with my mom.
I dropped off Caleb at my house and changed in a dress and I went over to Harry's place and met his new stylist named Lou, she was very nice and she was pregnant she said she's 3 months and she's having a daughter. She did my hair and make up and Harry's hair and make up.
We left Harry's house in his brand new range rover and headed I've to the club.
I met Perrie and the girls outside and met Liam's new girlfriend Danielle and she was very nice. We went in the club and I took four shots of tequila and so did the other girls Amy and Niall recently got into a fight so Amy hanged out with me and kept her distance from Niall. I took a couple of shots of this strong drink that got me really drunk. I went on the dance floor with all the girls and the boys joined us but Harry was a complete drunk he put his arms around me and Amy and he was waisted he almost fell but we helped him I kissed him sloppy because we were both drunk what do you expect? A perfect kiss? Ya right. I left Harry and danced alone then I felt some one grab my hand and dragged me to the bathroom area. It was Niall.
"what are you doing?" I say
"shh-" he says then kisses me
"you don't know how long I've been waiting to do that" he says I can tell he was clearly drunk when he said that. He kissed down my neck until he reached my sensitive spot on my neck and he began to make a hickey and I couldn't stop him because he little literally pinned me on the wall and I moaned but then I kissed him again and he gave a grin and he grabbed my hand and took me out of the club, he kissed me and got us a taxi to his house.
~Harry's POV~
i was so waisted Amy was grinding on me, I couldn't find Emily last time I saw her, I couldn't remember. Amy turned around and kissed me and then I kissed her back and our bodies were pressed against each other I kissed down her neck and she moaned we were still on the dance floor and I had a drink in my hand I drank it and put it on the counter, Amy then dragged me outside where we made out, I saw Emily but she was kissing Niall in a taxi outside that was about to leave. I closed my eyes and continued to kiss Amy even though I didn't want to.
I grabbed Amy and put her in a taxi and we made out in the backseat until I the taxi stopped at my house. I grabbed Amy and dragged her to my room I took off all her clothes and she took off all mine. Amy didn't have a perfect body like Emily I mean she was a little chunky but i was drunk. I kissed her and grabbed a foil package and put on the condom I couldn't believe what I was about to do I went in Amy and she yelped I thrusted into her and moved rapidly and she orgasmed and I continued to fuck her and kiss her, I got to admit Emily is better at sex than Amy. Amy stopped sex and gave me a blow job once again Emily was better. I mean I moaned but Emily's made me groan and sex was only Amy yelling and usually with Emily I'll be yelling.
i woke up naked in my bed next to blonde hair my head was pounding from my hangover I remembered the hair and then I thought " this is Amy's hair. Fuck" I just got out of bed and called Emily I had to tell her what I just did.
~Emily's POV~
Niall got us a taxi and we made out in the back and the driver took us to his place, no parents, no disturbance. Went we went to his house he pinned me on his couch and kissed me and kiss down my neck I moaned and he took me to his room. I took off his clothes and I took off mine and I got to admit he's bigger than Harry, this was going to be hard. He got on top of me and kissed me and I gave him a blow job and he sucked on my core and then he entered me I moaned because he entered slowly and it was painful because I'm not used to him I'm used to Harry. He kissed me and I can smell the beer in his breath he thrusted into me in a fast pace.
"Oh god Niall" I say as he thrusted
"fuck ya Emily" he says as e continues to thrust
"I'm going to cum Niall" I yelp
" me too babe" he says, did he literally call me babe! He came in me and I felt it. I forgot he wasn't wearing a condom. But I didn't care since we were in the middle of sex so we continued and he came many more times. We finished and we fell asleep.
i woke up from a call from Harry.
"babe we need to talk" he says with a raspy voice
"ok I'll meet you at that coffee shop in the corner, not Starbucks but that little coffee shop" I say
"ok bye" he says
"bye" I say
I turn to see Niall awake, "oh my god" he says and covers his mouth "did I sleep with you?!?" He says I nod and then he puts a hand on his head because of the pain of the drinks he had last night.
"Did I already use a condom?" He asks I shake my head in a 'no' motion and his eyes widened
"but I don't think I'll get pregnant Niall " I say he shrugs and smirks, "but I don't like you like that I mean I used to but I really love Amy" he says
"I know Niall I really love Harry but it was the alcohol" i say he smirks and puts on his clothes and I put on my clothes and head out the door and say " I have to meet Harry I'll text you later" he shrugs and waves 'goodbye'.
I met Harry at the coffee shop and he smiled at me as he had a cup of tea in his hand, out of all the tables Harry picked one outside in this time of month! Which is winter! Unbelievable.
"hey babe, I made a mistake last night" he blurts out as I began to sit down
"what do you mean?" I say
" uh I sorta slept with Amy last night, but I used protection, and believe me it was the drinking, I didn't remember anything from last night I just woke up next to Amy" he says then adds "but theres no feelings"
"that's good" I say
"excuse me?" He says with a surprise face
"well I slept with Niall so were kinda even but I told him there's no feelings" I say
"well did you use a condom?" Harry asks as he took a sip of his tea and his green eyes locked with my aquamarine eyes.
I remembered that we didn't, "uh....... No" I say his eyes turned dark green "wait what?" He says
"we didn't use protection" I say he was furious he closed his eyes and inhaled and exhaled and said " I thought I can trust you" he said
" yeah but I was drun-" he cut me off
"yeah I was drunk too but I at least still used protection" He said sounding a little angrier. Tears began to fill my eyes and I grabbed my cup of coffee and walked away. I heard Harry yelling my name but I didn't look back.
I laid on my bed and my pillow had my tears on it and Amy came in my room.
"Hey you ok?" She says
"no" I say
"well I don't mind that you slept with Niall" she says
"well I don't mind that you slept with Harry " I say back
"then what's wrong I know you didn't use protection" Amy says
"well Harry's mad at me for that and now that we're engaged I think we might break up sooner or later"
"don't say that you two can work it out, for Caleb's sake" I wiped a tear and looked at Caleb who was in his crib beside my bed. I smiled then said " I'll do any thing for Caleb."
"ok then talk this out with Harry I already talked it out with Niall and were good now and were still in a relationship" I smiled and called Harry.
"hey can you come over to my place" I ask and is hear him sniffled.
"Yeah" says with a raspy voice
"um babe what's wrong?" I ask
"nothin-" I hear him say before I cut him off and say
"uh imma come over to your place ok babe" I say
I quickly hanged up and grabbed Caleb and headed over to Harry's house.
i rang on the door bell.
he opens the door and he looked like a mess he had a beer bottle in his hand and the house reeked of weed. His curls were messy as usual abut his eyes were red and puffy from crying and then he gave me a big hug I still had Caleb in my arms. "Are you ok?" I ask
" I just thought when you walked out on me of the coffee
shop, that you never wanted me in your life and I'm sorry, I really want to spend the rest of my life with you" I smiled at his words and gave him a kiss
"I'll never leave you" I say holding Caleb in my arms and my head was pounding from last night and all the shit that's been going on. I hand him Caleb and I heard him say "babe you alright?" I shook my head in a no motion and then I fell to the floor and passed out. On the concrete in front of Harry's house.
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i woke up in a hospital with nurses surrounding me and Harry was holding Caleb and it looked like he had been crying, I wonder why?
Notes
Ok so the final chapter of lwl is next it's going to be sad and what do you think about Niall and Emily and do you think Harry would forgive her in the next chapter?????
Omg I loved it!
8/27/17