Little white lies
Chapter 23
I couldn't sleep all I thought about was her. "What were we going to do tomorrow anyways?" Was one of my thoughts.
then I thought "the hill". There is this hill that is in Holmes chapel it's just there couples always go there and I thought it would be very special, I need it to be special.
Then my second thought, what if I got Emily pregnant I mean if you have cancer there's is a possibility that you can die during birth. I don't want that to happen especially to Emily I mean we could start a family soon. I would always be there for her. I would want a daughter because ill name her Rose and if it's a boy I'll name it Harry jr. But that's if she is pregnant why am I thinking about this though I mean we used protection so she can't be.
i look at my watch and see it's barely 7:24am and we don't have school because we just don't. I just went downstairs and ate breakfast and just tidy up my house. I look at my watch once more and see it's only 3:19pm. I get dressed and I walk over to Emily's. I didn't give her a time to get ready at all,it slipped my mind. shit.
I see her open the door after I knocked and she was already ready.
"You look beautiful" I say
"thanks" she replies she looks a little stressed. I hold her hand and lead her to my car. she sighs and enters the car.
"what's wrong Emily?" I say
"um well nothing much I'm a little relived actually because Harry , the cancer isn't serious I just have a little tumor that they can remove but I'm sad that my hair is falling off". She says trying to force a smile. Then I leaned forward and kissed her.
"so where are we going harry?" She says
"it's a surprise" I quickly take off my tie and used it as a blindfold then she giggled and when I told her to take it off there it was a beautiful view of our town Holmes Chapel. I saw everything like our houses our school etc.
she smiled and cried tears of joy and she hugged me. We stayed in the car listening to music while starting at the view,
"so wake me up when it's all over" I sing
"when I'm wiser and I'm older" she says with a little laugh
"all this time I was finding myself and I didn't know I was lost" I looked into her eyes when I sang that line.she just then smiled and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I told her if she had a kid what would she name it?
"Well if I have a boy I would want Hunter and a girl I would want Harper, they would have h in their names because I would want their names to start with an h like their father" she then looked in my direction and smiled.
I grinned and said "we can start on Hunter in the back seats, if you want". She just laughed a little and then she said "I don't wanna be a teen mom. When school is over we can start, fuck college I would want a family" she then looks down and looks back up to the sky where the sun is setting and the view would take your breath away. Her face light up when we saw the sun set and then she looked at me and looked back to see it,only gone.
I enjoyed today I looked at Emily and she was just sitting and humming to the song counting stars on the radio. I can tell she enjoyed the day too.I just chuckled and then I looked at her and she looked back at me and then said "will you be there?, if the tumor is bigger than they find it or other bad news would you be there?"
"of course" I say and kiss the top of her head. I can't believe she was thinking this I would always be with her no matter what.
then I thought "the hill". There is this hill that is in Holmes chapel it's just there couples always go there and I thought it would be very special, I need it to be special.
Then my second thought, what if I got Emily pregnant I mean if you have cancer there's is a possibility that you can die during birth. I don't want that to happen especially to Emily I mean we could start a family soon. I would always be there for her. I would want a daughter because ill name her Rose and if it's a boy I'll name it Harry jr. But that's if she is pregnant why am I thinking about this though I mean we used protection so she can't be.
i look at my watch and see it's barely 7:24am and we don't have school because we just don't. I just went downstairs and ate breakfast and just tidy up my house. I look at my watch once more and see it's only 3:19pm. I get dressed and I walk over to Emily's. I didn't give her a time to get ready at all,it slipped my mind. shit.
I see her open the door after I knocked and she was already ready.
"You look beautiful" I say
"thanks" she replies she looks a little stressed. I hold her hand and lead her to my car. she sighs and enters the car.
"what's wrong Emily?" I say
"um well nothing much I'm a little relived actually because Harry , the cancer isn't serious I just have a little tumor that they can remove but I'm sad that my hair is falling off". She says trying to force a smile. Then I leaned forward and kissed her.
"so where are we going harry?" She says
"it's a surprise" I quickly take off my tie and used it as a blindfold then she giggled and when I told her to take it off there it was a beautiful view of our town Holmes Chapel. I saw everything like our houses our school etc.
she smiled and cried tears of joy and she hugged me. We stayed in the car listening to music while starting at the view,
"so wake me up when it's all over" I sing
"when I'm wiser and I'm older" she says with a little laugh
"all this time I was finding myself and I didn't know I was lost" I looked into her eyes when I sang that line.she just then smiled and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I told her if she had a kid what would she name it?
"Well if I have a boy I would want Hunter and a girl I would want Harper, they would have h in their names because I would want their names to start with an h like their father" she then looked in my direction and smiled.
I grinned and said "we can start on Hunter in the back seats, if you want". She just laughed a little and then she said "I don't wanna be a teen mom. When school is over we can start, fuck college I would want a family" she then looks down and looks back up to the sky where the sun is setting and the view would take your breath away. Her face light up when we saw the sun set and then she looked at me and looked back to see it,only gone.
I enjoyed today I looked at Emily and she was just sitting and humming to the song counting stars on the radio. I can tell she enjoyed the day too.I just chuckled and then I looked at her and she looked back at me and then said "will you be there?, if the tumor is bigger than they find it or other bad news would you be there?"
"of course" I say and kiss the top of her head. I can't believe she was thinking this I would always be with her no matter what.
Omg I loved it!
8/27/17