I'm Half a heart without you

What am i meant to do now? i hae Ell and Perrie but i hardly lnow them, well i apparently do but whatever! i took a deep breath whilst walking into Harry's living room. i feel as if i've just walked into someones life and they have left me with their house. i know i have a feeling for Harry and yes its a deep feeling. i don't know if it's love, well yes it must be love for me to say that to him. but can i trust him now hes away on tour? with their thousands of beautiful fans? i really need to stop over thinking and that, i just cant healp my self. starbucks is always the answer! i grabbed my bag and walked out the house. i took in the biggest breath i could take and began to walk down the road, starbucks is just around the corner i remember that from the trip home from the hospital. see i can keep things in my head but i cant remember the past. i opened the doors to heaven the smell of coffee ran up my noise. i need one! i sat down waiting for my name to be called out. 'Elannna' the a small blonde women said to me. i noticed a guy looking at me just as i stud up. he grabbed my drink and gave it to me. 'Ermm.. Thank you' i smiled. 'You're very welcome love' i swear he just winked at me. 'Please may i sit with you hun?' whatttt? 'Yes, if you like' i smiled akwadly at him. 'Thank you' he said as we both sat down.. silince until he finally said 'So your Elanna and very beautiful, why are you here alone?' 'Yes i am Elanna and thanks i guess and well my boyfriend.. wait this guy that clames to be my boyfriend is on tour' he started to laught to himself.'he clames to be your boyfriend?' it did sound a little stupid. 'No, he is my boyfriend but i've had a very bad hit to the head and can't remember anything from the past but he was been there for me when i was in hospital. he says hes my boyfriend so does everyone around me. i have feeling for hi, but i dont know if its love, or was love' i smiled strangly towards him. 'Well im Tom, you seem like your not really intrested in him, but i'm intrested in you'. 'I best get going now, i've fiished my drink' i smiled and stood up, 'wait can't i get your number?' i glared at him, should i give him my number or not? i dont ave any friends, well i do but i dont really know them. 'Yes, sure' he pulled out a pen from gis bag and placed his hand on the tabel. i began writing my number, i smiled and walked away. thoughs was going through my mind, did i just do the right thing?

Notes

sorry i've not updated in a LONGGGGG time but i've been busy with christmas and things. i enjoyed doing this chapter, i hope you enjoy reading it... Love you lots beautiful's Chloe-Jenny-MarieXx